I want to FEEL fight

Allan 2022-04-20 09:02:28

"I want to swim. Just tomorrow, I'm going to swim to the middle of the sea and never come back.
I know it's serious, but I hope you'll let me go.

because the days will get worse from now on. It's getting harder.
The meaning of my life now is that it's eating me, I'll get lost further and further, and I'll
end up with nothing but pain in my head. It's not worth living for that.

My life has never been so alive, And now, I want to end it.
I want to end up with something.

I don't want to follow fate.
If I swim out and let the sea take me. It's different.
Because it's my own choice.

I want to keep Stay awake until the last minute.
I want to feel something.
Even the pain of salt water in my lungs.
I want to feel my struggle.
(I want to FEEL fight.
Something ...huge and ...terrifying. ...and brave.)"



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  • [first lines]

    James: James Kimberly Griffith. See I... The thing about life is... Oh, what was I gonna say? The thing about life is... I'm 29 today. Won't see 30. But I'm uh... I'm okay. Really. Okay.

  • James: This is how my life is going to be from now on. Because of the pain. Because of the drugs I take for the pain, because of the drugs I take for the side effects of the other drugs. I mean, you've seen it. It's only going to get worse. My life's all up here now, really. It's taking over and gradually I'm going to slip further and further into thinking only about pain and that's not worth living for!