I know i'm apostate i know i'm in paradise

Novella 2022-11-07 03:51:54

The first review is dedicated to "Euphoria"

Drugs, sex, violence, homosexuality, deception, extortion, and money

Bipolar and anxiety for teenagers

Individuals who live on the edge of slavery and the personality of countless collapses and hysteria

Exciting Season 1 (2019)
8.5
2019 / United States / Mystery of the plot / Sam Levinson Augustine Frizel, Jennifer Morrison/ Zandaya Hunter Shafer

Rue

I found this happy way out in my father's painkillers

Experience the pain of struggling with reality like a dad, and realize that forgetting oneself is happiness

This kind of peak bliss can escape from the unsatisfactory life

But the pain is relieved thanks to the numbness of the real life is terrible but not real

She loves her mother and Jia, but every time the sequelae of irritability and irritability left by drug addiction strikes

The emotional valve is closed. She can't control herself like she can't resist desire

I am the real happiness in the blurred dream after taking drugs

Just like this, relying on drugs to paralyze myself

It wasn't until I saw Jules that I realized that I was far away from life

Drugs make her unconscious and happy and Jules is her most sober happiness

She is not rebellious or violent but she just wants to grab that piece of paradise

Like a big dream, Jules comes and goes

She is the only real person Rue can grasp in this illusory world

Make her feel that she is alive.

But when Jules pulled her to get in the car with her and when she left this terrible town at the subway station

She understands that Jules is also part of an unattainable psychedelic dream at the moment, even if there is a warning

She was rehabilitating for Jules, she knew she could no longer use drugs to escape life

At this moment, she also knows that she can't get in the car and can't just run away

Difficult to agree in episode 8 Rue didn’t get in the car because of cowardice

She was really timid and restrained when dealing with her relationship with Jules

But in the end, she still didn’t leave the town. This is what Jules taught her.

Gia was the first to find that Rue was overdosed on the floor

She has always been proud of her sister, her growth pillar is half dead in front of her

Of course she doesn't want her to be like this

She hopes that Rue will rehabilitate and return to a normal life, but she is also unconsciously imitating her sister

A warning to Rue when he was drunk with friends at the carnival

Rue is difficult to suppress drug addiction, but he does not want his sister to repeat her mistakes.

Director of Sisters Supporting Each Other

Nate, the charming boy who makes men and women scream

The leader of American football has a great dad and a sexy girlfriend

But in fact, it’s not so glamorous

The father who covers the sky with one hand always controls and dominates at home

There are unspeakable private relationships with the same sex outside

Nate hates his father's desire for control and disorder

But you can't stop being a father like this

Extreme and extreme

He treats Manty with a pathological "love" full of control and possession

The man who beats me and is ambiguous when he treats Meity is sometimes perverted and sometimes perverted and sickly love

But in the vengeance against the drug head for the violence against Meity with Jules

The methods are trembling

Under the restraint and discipline of my father

Hate one's father

Become one's own father

And it is undeniable to find that I am more and more like a father

This contradiction gave birth to Nate’s slightly distorted personality

I'm tired

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Euphoria quotes

  • Cal Jacobs: I'm envious of your generation, you know. You guys don't care as much about the rules.