collapse of faith

In the movie, Li Shenai went to prison to forgive the enemy who killed her son, but she learned that the prisoner had also converted to Christianity, and her heart had been peaceful, and she finally broke down. It seems that she is also a believer who has been reborn in Christianity, but the power of her faith suffered a fatal blow at a critical moment and finally collapsed across the board. It turned out that her belief was only a kind of psychological comfort, and did not really change her entire life. Because in her opinion, only she can forgive the prisoner, she can forgive God only if she forgives, but God forgives the prisoner before her, which is completely unprepared for her. When she felt that she had trusted God, she still did not let go of herself, because she felt that she was more important than God. Then, everything returned to the original pain, and life entered a darker period again. It's not about cause and effect, but everything is her own choice. When she retaliated to seduce the priest, who pressed her on top of her like a lecherous man, it seemed that she had succeeded, she felt that she had won, and she said to the sky: See clearly? As everyone knows, no one can represent God, let alone such a poor pastor.
Choosing God or choosing yourself is the line between life and death. In the end she also went towards self-destruction, which was to be expected. Although she suddenly became weak in the end and regained her survival instinct, her life was indeed dead at that time. Just like when she saw the prisoner's daughter being bullied by the young man, she hesitated and chose to walk away coldly. It clearly showed that her original desire to forgive the prisoner was just hypocrisy. I don't doubt that her wish was very sincere, but her heart Zheng's real thoughts are inconsistent with her wishes, and her heart just wants to show that now that she has been reborn in Christianity, she can forgive him and save him from a high place. So when she found out that she couldn't do that, the faith was shattered in an instant, and Christianity was all false. Does one person have the right to forgive another person's sins? I think, only God can have such qualifications.
In addition, I think Boss Kim in the movie is a very simple person. Because of his simplicity, he still often goes to church later on. He is more like a Christian. His love for Li Shen Ai is like a secret sunshine, but unfortunately, people are always attached to what they cannot get, but they always turn a blind eye to the warmth that is within reach around them.

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