If you have a similar experience, you will understand Shin Ae.
What kind of love and pain she carries.
You know, some things are very personal. Including some of the past, the feelings and countless memories contained in it are not enough for outsiders, nor can they be understood by outsiders.
If you happen to be listening to the Russian tune "The Girl with Black Eyes" near the end of "The Sun Also Rises", like me, you will think of that scene like me: Mad mother's big belly is looking at the "relict" left behind "Thinking of the person you love, the person you love but not by your side, I don't know where to go, tears flow down unconsciously, muttering to yourself becomes an unconscious move, memories go with you, sitting at home. Throughout the day, everything that happens around you is the same as it doesn't happen. Life only means two things: memories and endless misses.
What if you gave up on yourself? If it were me, I would also go to that "Miryang", where he used to live. What's different about Miryang? It's just the same life as all the small towns. But that's where my husband grew up. He is here, leaving so many footprints. Perhaps the grandfather who was sitting on the roadside playing chess was the old man who watched him grow up; the street I am walking now is the one he used to go to school; where I stood, he used to stand; Everything that happens to Yang is in a space, a kind of consciousness, overlapping with him.
It's a wonderful feeling, but extremely painful.
Because the people of Sri Lanka have passed away.
The people after him love me, and I can't feel it anymore. Heart death is not a joke, but a state. It's like putting ice on one's face; cutting an artery with a knife; running away from a place suddenly; crying at any time; crouching down halfway; shouting; going mad; Pulling out of that abyss, even a little bit; smoking non-stop; hiding in the dark, like
a dead man... How can I see other people who love me like this?
Love, from start to finish, is a selfish thing.
What's more, in Miryang, Shin Ae lost her son, the only support. A new place does not bring a new beginning, but it perpetuates the nightmare.
Maybe we should open our eyes and look around when we are sinking? Perhaps, there is a Zong Can, silently accompanying you, but you have not found it.
Of course, the premise is that you surrender to life and surrender to love.
I don't know what a good ending is. After what a woman like Shin Ae has gone through, is it to accept a new person, or continue to immerse herself in her own world and torture herself, or let love go out in her heart, Living a meaningless life?
I went on with my feeling, so I unintentionally chose a third party. Maybe I should thank God that my life is still there. But another meaning must be found.
Miryang's story is not over, just like "Miryang" has no end. How many women who love so deeply, who were originally a good woman, just love makes them close their eyes. In the world of love, there is no need to see anything else, as long as there is a lover. Even if the lover goes away, leaves, and dies, he still lives in the old love.
It seems to be waiting, but there will never be a result...
"Miryang" is a pain. A pain about love. Losing a loved one hurts, and a loved one also hurts. The key is to see how you live.
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