Fujii-kun, how are you? I'm very good.
There is a lot of snow, and the ground is thick and thick. How are you over there? Are you cold, please tell me!
I held my breath and closed my eyes, the white snowflakes fluttered, I lay quietly on the white snow, is this just leaving, so that I can go to the same place as you, but Fujii-kun, I I can't find you, I can't see you, and I can't talk to you. I couldn't hold it anymore, I wanted to open my mouth to breathe, how did you do it, just lay on the ground quietly like that, I opened my eyes and looked up at the sky, where it was empty and silent, with snowflakes stubbornly floating.
Father Fujii has already started to preside over your third anniversary celebration. Many relatives and friends have come, and everyone is vying to drink Jiangmi wine. Dad also asked mother to take out the Kikuhara wine as an offering and share it with everyone. I was finally able to be alone in front of the tomb, but the juniors also came. They told me that Akiba-kun was afraid to face the relatives of the Fujii family because he blamed himself, so he had to sneak up at night.
Mother Fujii didn't want to be with relatives who only cared about smoking, so she pretended to have a headache and asked me to take her home. Mom took out your high school album. There was no you in the group photo, but your big picture was pasted next to it. Mom said, you transferred schools in the last year, so you pasted your big picture. Now it seems, Very unlucky. Your photos at that time, and the way you looked when you left, have not changed at all, your eyes are shy and deep, as if you have a lot to tell me, but say nothing. Mom said that the address where you lived in Otaru at that time has become a highway now. I miss you so much, can I write you a letter? Just send it to the place that has become a highway. I copied your old address in the classmate record in the memorial book.
"Yours, Fujii Tree
Are you OK? I'm very good.
"Hiroko Watanabe"
This is a letter that will never be sent to the original address. That address may only be in heaven now. If you can receive it, please write back to me in the form of a dream.
Fujii-kun, how are you? I'm very good.
Remember the letter I said I sent you, I got a reply.
"Yours sincerely, Hiroko Watanabe
I am fine too. Just a little cold.
"Fujii Tree"
I replied to your letter and sent you cold medicine.
"Your Honor, Fujii Tree
On the way home today, I saw the cherry blossoms are budding, and the scene of spring will be here soon.
"Hiroko Watanabe"
But this time I got a reply, and you asked me who I was and wanted me to tell you my true identity.
Fujii-kun, is that you? Is that you? Why don't you know me anymore! I was disappointed and sad. I took the letter to find Akiba-kun. He thought it was probably sent to the wrong address, but it was your name? He also secretly sent a letter to that address and asked the person who replied to come up with evidence. He received a copy of his driver's license, the photo was blurry, and he was a girl.
I also got a reply letter.
"This is the proof, don't write to me again, goodbye. Fujii Tree"
I don't know if she has a cold or not. Have you taken the cold medicine I sent her? I'm so sad, I'm trying to convince myself that it's you who is replying. But Akiba-kun ruined everything, he was very sad, and he crumpled up the reply letter and threw it away. He told me that Fujii was no longer there and would not write that letter at all. He was very excited and said that every time we had coffee, I would sit in the same position. When the three of us had coffee together, he should have confessed first. Confess in front of him. Akiba loves me very much, and he suggested that we go to Otaru and find the person whose name is yours and whose name is Fujii Tree.
Fujii-kun, I decided to go to Otaru to find out the truth.
Akiba-kun goes with me. The address is 24, 2-chome, Otaru City.
It's a pity that Miss Fujii is not at home, so I left a letter for her
"Yours sincerely, Ms. Fujiiki
I came to Otaru to meet you.
Now this letter is being written in front of your door.
The Fujii tree I know is not you. It was only after I got here that I finally understood.
The Fujii tree I know is a man, and was my lover in the past. He was two years ago (I crossed it out after thinking about it)
I'm sorry to bother you like this. Came here to meet you, who has the same name, but didn't have the courage to meet you. Come to think of it, we only met on a letter, so I still use a letter to say sorry to you.
"Hiroko Watanabe"
I put this letter in the mailbox, and then I left the 2-chome 2-4 area with Akiha-kun. On the way, we encountered a taxi coming towards each other, Akiba-kun waved, but the car did not stop.
We were going to go to the station. On the way, Akiba-kun scolded me for not telling the lady Fujii that you were gone. I don't think it would be good to talk about death. The car that just passed by came back and stopped beside us. The driver was very enthusiastic and said that he had just seen us beckoning, but because the last customer was delivered immediately, he wanted to turn back and see us.
Fujii-kun, a very strange thing happened. The driver told us that the last guest just looked like me. I guess his last guest was that Miss Fujii, because the car turned back in just a few minutes, so his last guest should have arrived at No. 24.
The next day, as we were about to leave Otaru and taking a taxi to the airport, a girl passed me on a bicycle. My heart suddenly trembled, looking at her back and calling out to Miss Fujii, she stopped and turned to look, she, like me, was almost my alter ego. I stood in a daze, not having the courage to continue shouting. The crowd took her away, and I couldn't come back to my senses. That girl was really exactly like me.
Fujii-kun, how are you? I'm very good.
I received another letter from that Fujii tree
"Yours sincerely, Ms. Hiroko Watanabe
I sent you that cruel letter because I didn't know it was like this. Please forgive me. In order to make up for my mistake, I will provide you with another piece of information. When I was in high school in our country, there was a male classmate with the same name and surname as me. The Fujii tree with the same name you are looking for is probably him.
"Fujii Tree"
I went to visit your mother, I asked her to take out your junior high school memorabilia, and pulled out a group photo of your classmates. I saw her at a glance. That girl has a beautiful face and clear eyes. Mom doesn't know your junior high school. Is there a female classmate with the same name as you, I asked her if the girl in the picture resembles me?
Fujii-kun, if I am really like her, then I can't forgive. It turns out that you have been deceiving me. You told me from the beginning that you fell in love with me at first sight, and I have always believed it deeply. If this is the real reason you chose me, what should I do? My mother asked me if I was jealous of this middle school girl. Yes, I was jealous. Love at first sight is all for a reason. My mother asked me if I still love you. I cried, and my mother cried too. She said what a blessing this child is. Bozi is still jealous of other girls for him.
I am writing to Miss Fujii again, please let me know if she remembers anything more about you.
Miss Fujii wrote back. She said that she remembered everything about you very clearly, mainly because of the fact that you have the same name and surname, so I can probably understand the situation at that time. When the school was called, you answered at the same time, which made the classmates burst into laughter. , and you have to draw a gender symbol under your name when you write your birthday.
In the eyes of Miss Fujii, having the same name is a pleasure to outsiders, but it is a trouble to me, and you have been in the same class for three years in junior high school, and you have been ignoring each other all the time.
Miss Fujii still remembers when you were in the third year of junior high school, and there was a ballot that said Fujii Shu loves Fujii Shu. Later, you were elected as library committee members at the same time. In the laughter of the classmates, she cried and you were angry. , beat the boy who laughed around her.
When you were the library committee member together, Ms. Fujii remembered that you always liked to borrow a bunch of books that no one liked to read, such as definition sets and box-processing books. She asked how you liked reading such books, and you said you were just Like to write the name of Fujii tree on the library card in the book no one has borrowed, and also named Fujii Cyclone, she thinks you are a fool. But you are still like me, and you have been doing this kind of thing without getting tired of it at all. Miss Fujii said, you are a weirdo.
Fujii-kun, how are you? I'm very good.
Although Ms. Fujii told me a lot about you, I am still writing to ask her to tell me more. There are many parts of you that she knows and remembers that I don't know. Look now Come, what I know about you is only a small part of you, and I ask Miss Fujii to let me share her memory so that I can learn more about you. She was a nice person and even though my request was tiresome she wrote me back.
She told me something about you again. During the final exam of the second grade, she only got 27 points in the English paper, which made her very frustrated, but she quickly found out that it was your paper and your English so bad. "Give me back my test paper", a simple sentence, but she didn't dare to say it in class, and only waited for you at the bicycle parking place after school. There is a place where school lovers gather after school. She is waiting for you beside your car. The boys in the class saw it and shouted with a smile. Isn't that Fujii Tree? She is standing next to Oi in the next class. Waiting for someone. When everyone went home, only the two of them were left, but you never came, Oi finally couldn't stand the people she was waiting for, and said, are all men so selfish, and then cried, she lent her handkerchief to After she used it, Dajing finally left, leaving her alone, but you didn't show up until it was dark, and you didn't come to pick up the car. Miss Fujii asked if you got the wrong test paper. You said it was too dark to see, so she used a bicycle to generate a flashlight to show you, but you got the answer right in the light. Her hands are so tired, but you casually say that the past tense of BREAK is BROKE?
Miss Fujii found the test paper from that year, and she sent it to me. On the back of the test paper, there was a picture of a three-point girl taking off her jeans. Is this your prank on female classmates?
How are you, Fujii-kun? I'm fine.
I wrote again to Miss Fujii
"Dear Miss Fujii
I will cherish his test paper that you gave me. Thank you.
I don't know what kind of girl he likes? I wonder if you know who his first love is? "
Miss Fujii replied that she has no information about your personal privacy, but you are a boy with no predestined relationship with women. Last time I said that Oi Hayao liked you, but she can be sure that you are not lovers, because Oi once asked her to help you build bridges, but you were very angry, so you still put a hood on the bicycle on the way from school. on her head, causing her to almost fall.
Today, Akiba-kun invited me to the coffee shop again. I was still sitting in my old seat. Akiba didn’t come in in the corridor. The waiter, Remi, suddenly told me, Miss Hiroko, I like Akiba-sensei very much, if the other party is you , I give up, please give the teacher happiness. She was a little flustered, and hurriedly corrected that it should be the teacher who gave you happiness. Autumn leaves are singing outside, the melancholy wind, coming and going, towards the island. I don't know why this guy keeps singing this song, but he suggested we climb that mountain again and tell you about our current relationship, and I said yes. Fujii-kun, I now have some understanding of your past. I have a lot to say to you. I would like to ask you personally, is it what I think?
Miss Fujii wrote again. She remembered that your foot was fractured in a complicated car accident in the third semester of junior high. The teacher actually notified the wrong parents. The school sports meeting is coming soon. On the day of the race, you also appeared by the track, but you didn't have a track. You stood on the lawn next to the track and started. After the gunshots, you squeezed into the track and fell with another classmate. This scene happened to be captured by her camera. This is your last track and field event in middle school.
I sent a DV to Miss Fujii to ask her to help you take pictures of your original track and playground. The place where you lived, retains your breath, everything is so mysterious to me, so eager to understand. Fujii-kun, you don't blame me, do you?
Miss Fujii is really a good person, she took the DV I sent her, went to your school, took pictures of the playground, the classroom, and the library. By the way, you were the library committee members back then, and she met Mr. Hamaguchi. , Ms. Hamaguchi has such a good memory that she actually calculated her seat number back then. When Ms. Hamaguchi found out that she was working in the municipal library, she also invited her to visit the school library. Fujii-kun, guess what, a group of book committee juniors in the library cheered when they heard that she was Fujii-ki, because they were playing a game called looking for Fujii-ki, which was to find books with Fujii-ki's name in them. Library cards, so far, they have found 87. When the juniors heard that it was not written by Ms. Fujii, but a prank by a boy, they began to coax. The boy must like the senior, otherwise why would he write so many seniors' names, it's so romantic. Miss Fujii felt embarrassed at the time, and when she said goodbye to Mr. Hamaguchi, she said that it was her name written by another boy named Fujii Tree in the class, and asked Mr. Hamaguchi if she remembered your seat number. Mr. Hamaguchi immediately said that he was No. 9, because that boy was very special, but I heard that he passed away for two years. After hearing your bad news, Miss Fujii was on her way home and remembered the frozen dragonfly she saw in the snow when she was in junior high school. Are you really gone?
Fujii-kun, how are you? I'm very good.
We took the train to Yatsugatake Mountain. It was snowing all the time in Hokkaido. On the snowy road into the valley, I was suddenly scared. I am so eager to see you and face you, and I am so afraid of seeing you, I don’t know where to start with you, and I don’t know what to say to you. Fujii-kun, I am even more afraid. This is the first and last time to see you. I have always had a hunch that my thoughts are actually true.
I told Akiba-kun let's go back, you will be angry. But Akiba-kun disagreed, he dragged me up the mountain. We stayed at Akiba's friend O-kun's house for the night. Wei Jun is also your friend. After the mountain accident with you, he stayed at the foot of the mountain for a long time and became a full-time rescue team member. Your friends are all remorseful for your departure.
Wei asked Qiuye, do you still want to climb that mountain, Qiuye said that I can't climb anymore, because I feel fear. At the end of the song, my love began to spread, accompanied by the south wind. The melody of this song is familiar, and Akiba has always liked to sing it. Is it your theme song? Tai told me that it was a song you sang at the end. Akiba is also very strange, you obviously don't like Matsuda Seiko's song, why do you keep singing this song in the last moments of your life?
Fujii-kun, I suddenly understand something. Seiko Matsuda's Blue Coral Reef, released in 1980, when you were in junior high school. It was the most popular song in your junior high school years. You have never forgotten your junior high school days, you have never forgotten her, the questions in my heart have finally been answered. You have given me so many good memories, but what else do I want? After you died, I am still searching for more things about you. Akiba-kun has been doing this with me. I am really selfish. girl.
That night I slept very deeply, I knew you were in the mountain in front of me, it was the first time I was so close to you, I could almost touch your heartbeat, I only really understand you now, you are so She fell in love with each other deeply. Although the truth is so cruel, she was moved more than sad. You left and sang the most popular blue coral reef that year, which must be her favorite song. You are such a shy and restrained boy. You are never straightforward in front of girls. You have never proposed to me. When you hold a ring in front of me, I will tell you in two hours. Please let us get married, you Just say yes. Fujii-kun, I want to ask you one thing, over there, please take care of yourself, meet the girl you like, please say it out loud, tell her, and don't leave any regrets. Fujii-kun, when I go back, I will send back the letter that Miss Fujii gave me. Those are her memories. The name you wrote on the library card is actually her name, but she doesn't understand. Come here, yes, I will tell her, in fact, those Fujii trees are her name you wrote down, Fujii Tree Ai Fujii Tree.
When it was just dawn, Akiba-kun came and called me. He told me that the morning sun was beautiful and invited me to watch it together.
We were standing outside the hut, and the snow was thick, but it didn't continue to fall. In front of you, there is an unobstructed view, the mist on the top of Yatsugatake is full of mist, and the morning sun is blood red, so beautiful. Did you see that mountain, Akiba told me that Fujii is there, let's talk to him.
The guy suddenly shouted
Fujii, are you still singing Matsuda Seiko's song? Will it be cold over there?
Bozi is mine now.
Alright, alright, Akiba moved his face to me, alright, he imitated the tone of voice I told him last night that you promised me to get married, and he said you see Fujii agreed.
Akiba is really cunning, and my heart is very warm. At this season, he is with me like this, I am very moved, maybe I am really too selfish, and have been ignoring his feelings for me. Fujii-kun, but my inner war between heaven and man is so hard to let go of you, and so unforgivable. Akiba asked me to say something to you, I have a thousand words, but I can't start.
I ran forward and fell on the snow, just as I was lying on the snow when I went to your cemetery for the three-year festival to feel your death, but Akiba smiled and encouraged behind me, I got up and continued to run forward , so I can get closer to you, right, can you hear me now, can you sense me, I'm Bozi.
お~~~ 元気ですか? Private は~~~ Yuanji です
Fujii-kun, did you hear me, I'm Hiroko
お~~~ 元気ですか? Private は~~~ Yuanji です
お~~~ 元気ですか? Genji
お~~~ 元気ですか? Private は~~~ Yuanji です
お元気ですか?
Fujii-kun, I'm heartbroken, I'm about to suffocate, I can't calm myself down even though I cover my face, I started to sob and cry.
For a long, long time, I stood quietly in the snow, the wind was very strong, tugging at my skirt and brushing my hair, is it you, is it you, is it you, how are you? I'm very good.
After returning from Yatsugatake Mountain, I received another letter from Miss Fujii, who is still continuing her memory about you. Her father died of pneumonia. In the last semester of the third year of junior high school, because her mother fell ill and sad, she did not go to school in the first week of school, but helped with housework at home. You went to her house that day, ask her to help A book, Proust's reminiscence of the past, she asked you why you didn't return it yourself, you said don't ask, you asked her if you couldn't go, and then you saw the taboo on her house number Sticker. Fujii-kun, did you go there that day because you wanted to make a confession? You mustered up your courage, but finally couldn't say it because of her father's death, right?
It's been the second week since Miss Fujii returned to school. She saw a pot of chrysanthemums on your desk. It was a male classmate who made trouble. She rushed up and smashed the flower pot. Now it seems that everything is determined by heaven, and there is a foreshadowing in the dark. That pot of chrysanthemum may have long foreshadowed your departure. By the way, she helped you return the book of Reminiscences to the Years of Love back to the library. On the afternoon of returning the book, the place where you had been standing under the curtains and reading books was empty, only the curtains swayed back and forth in the wind, but she suddenly saw it. you are still there.
Miss Fujii wrote, "This is the end of my memory of him, and the things I can write to you, this is probably the last."
Fujii-kun, these should be her memories, I should not have them, I will write another letter and send it back to her together with all her letters
"Dear Miss Fujii
These letters you wrote belong to your memories, so the letters should belong to you. So far, thank you very much, really thank you very much.
PS The name of the library card, is it really his name? I have an intuition that the name he wrote on the card should be yours.
"Hiroko Watanabe"
This is the last letter, Fujii-kun. I know enough about you. I hope Miss Fujii can believe the truth I told her. She should understand, she will.
Fujii-kun, today I received another letter from Miss Fujii. I think I should tell you. Just copy the original letter below.
"My incredible pen pal, Hiroko Watanabe
Are you OK? I am still the same as before.
A great thing happened today, and I thought I should tell you, so I hurriedly picked up a pen, or typed these words.
These things were unexpected. Today, the girls from the Junior High School Library came to my house and told me that they had found a wonderful thing. They brought a book to reminisce about the past. I know that book, the one that Fujii-kun asked me to return to the library. The card has Fujii's name written by him. The book is very thick and not many people read it, so there is only one borrower's name on the card. The school girls reminded me that there is something great on the back of the card, I turned it over and there was a sketch of a girl's head on it. Oh my god, that was me. It was very similar and serious. Maybe I never smiled at him. All this name is not his own name, but really my name, but I have not been able to understand.
Bozi, am I stupid? The last time he came to my house, he asked me to help him return the book. I asked him why he didn’t go by himself. Dad passed away, he said that he would be sympathetic, and he looked so ridiculous at the time, so I laughed, what he said, I said it was okay, that was the first time I smiled at him, he stared at me with the same expression as before It's different, I didn't notice it, I'm really stupid.
Bozi, thank you, I'm really stupid, and now I recall the details of the time we were together, it turned out that Dachuan was waiting for him at the bicycle place, and Dachuan asked me to help, I only now know why he was so angry at that time, and I also know I know why he made me cry because my classmates were joking. I know why he wrote Fujii's name on those books that no one would borrow. It's not his name but mine. Knowing that before he changed schools Why did he come to my house and ask me to help him return the book, unfortunately I was too stupid to understand at the time, maybe if it wasn't for my father's death, he would have had the opportunity to tell me in person, or if I had looked at the library card and found the back sketch like, I'll see, I'm so stupid.
I was at a loss on the spot, I wanted to keep this library card secretly, but damn it, I found that there were no pockets on the skirt at all, the school girls stared at me, their eyes were full of love, I was embarrassed and excited, I was sad again, so I had to put the card back in the book and hold it to my chest. Fujii-kun, I understand, his strange things turned out to be his deep love for me, I am really sorry.
Hiroko, when I think about it now, when Dachuan asked me to be her Cupid, I was angry when I asked Fujii-kun if he liked someone and he answered, but I was very happy after Dachuan was rejected; I smashed the pot of chrysanthemum when school started One was that he was angry and he left without saying goodbye, and the other was that he didn't want others to hurt him, so I originally liked him.
But Bozi, I am also happy. There is a person who quietly loves me for so many years. What a happy thing it is. My grandfather, when I was born, secretly planted a tree for me, It also took the same name as me. Now that tree is still growing in my yard. No wonder grandpa has been reluctant to move. It turned out that he wanted to guard the tree and me.
Thank you, Bozi, you made me feel this happiness.
Now it seems that there are two trees that have been guarding me, both with the same name as me.
That class committee vote was written by him, and Fujii tree loves Fujii tree.
In the night of the snowstorm not long ago, I had a high fever of 41.8 degrees. Grandpa carried me to the hospital. On the hospital bed, I was very confused. I vaguely heard myself greeting him, dear Fujii, or greeting him. I myself, as if to hear your voice in the snow all the time:
お元気ですか?
private
"Fujii Tree"
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