Because I love you

Camden 2022-12-30 09:20:21

I watched this show when it first aired, and it was so boring after 15 minutes that I gave up the show. Recently, I suddenly saw a clip of Patrick and Kevin meeting for the first time on Weibo, and I immediately started chasing after him. It is really my thing for a workplace boss to train his subordinates on taboo love! Still a handsome boss who speaks English, my god. (In other words, I also had a crush on one of our gay bosses before, but later this boss really became my supervisor and then fxxx me over at work every day, and since then I have been ashamed of him) After watching this drama in one weekend, I skipped it. Lots of Patrick's friends and Richie's plot (completely uninteresting).

I have an interview at Bridgewater this afternoon, because my original plan to prepare for the interview yesterday was completely in vain. The ending of the second season was very sad. I opened the big movie before going to bed and clicked directly into the reunion of Kevin and Patrick. This ending really almost killed me.

Patrick is really a green tea bitch. In the first episode, a friend said it was impossible for him to maintain a long-term relationship. He has a completely unrealistic romantic expectation of love, runs away and blames others when he encounters difficulties. He called Augustin at the end of the second season and said "Kevin has Grindr", and his friend comforted him and said after hanging up, it seems that I don't need to find a new roommate. Patrick's friends know him better than himself. When Kevin told him to make up with Jon, Patrick was shocked. He couldn't believe that Jon could forgive Kevin after such an exaggerated betrayal. Patrick never understood the real workings of love. In the gay circle, Kevin is so exclusive but there are so many people who steal it. I think most couples have an unspoken tacit understanding. Obviously this kind of thing should have been said early, but Patrick clearly thought that the white lotus in the gay circle never talked to Kevin about it, and the day of the last move in broke out because of the Grindr profile. In the coffee shop Kevin asked Patrick if you ever loved me, and Patrick's last sentence 'certainly the idea of ​​us' was particularly accurate. What he wants is the love in the novel in the movie, not the real love. To be honest, Patrick and Richie have no chemistry at all in the whole play, and the sudden and inexplicable together at the end is really speechless. . .

Kevin is really a standard scumbag in the first season. The scumbag's favorite thing to say: "I promise I will solve it. I really have a conflict with me (boyfriend, wife, husband), and I will really leave him/her" (I I've come across this before...). And then when he was really given a choice, he still wouldn't leave. In the second season, Kevin really loved Patrick and left Jon. He was a realistic and cautious person who chose love and adventure. Kevin is a real man. His first reaction when he encounters a problem is how to solve it, how to move forward, give it a try. I think Kevin is more like Patrick's mother, who worked hard to solve problems all his life, and ended up in a loveless marriage. In the big movie, Kevin got mad at Patrick in the coffee shop, it can be seen that he still loves Patrick. The last scene at the station, the last kiss, because I love you, is really heartbreaking.

This ending really makes me sad. The screenwriter really gave the most realistic romantic ending. After watching it, I don't know if it's because of the ending of the show or because of my own confused life and I didn't sleep well at night. . As an ugly but handsome gay, I don't think I will ever have such a vigorous love in my life. The most frightening thing is that I have been working from home for half a year. I found that I am very comfortable living alone, and I can't tolerate another person at all. So I'm a lot like Patrick myself. Professionally, although I have a good job, I don't honestly want better. However, when the opportunity came, he simply did not seize it. I have interviewed many top companies before, but they were unsuccessful, but I kept making excuses "this team is not suitable for me", "I don't really want to go". This afternoon's interview at Bridgewater may have been a turning point in my life, but yesterday I used it to chase dramas. . . Chasing dramas may not be about how good-looking it is, but I want to escape and give myself an excuse for failure. If a miracle happens and I get an offer from Bridgewater, I hope I can have the motivation when I just started working, give 100% of myself, and no longer make any excuses for myself.

When I was young (junior high school hahaha), I didn't like HBO dramas very much. The older I get, the better the HBO dramas are, and the stamina is very strong. I watched Veep before, and I still remember many quotes. It’s rare to get caught up in the plot so deeply, and then be choked up by the uneasy ending to the point of crying. Writing this movie review during work time is also a closure for myself, and I hope that from now on, I can go for it instead of looking.

In the end, I have a happy ending again (hey, the screenwriter is mad at me). Kevin and Patrick are business as usual at the coffee shop and the station, but Kevin didn't get back with Jon, and the visa expired and returned to the UK (the same poor H1B). After Patrick found Richie and chatted, he found that he was really a green tea bitch. Richie said that he would never be with Patrick in his life. Then Kevin helped Patrick get that job, and Patrick moved back to SF. When Patrick was working in Kevin's office, he saw what Kevin left. He remembered that Kevin was on the plane two hours later, so he bought a random ticket, chased to the airport, found Kevin at the boarding gate, and told He, "I will work hard, I will take risks, I want to be with you, let's get married (I don't forget that I have a green card, very strict)"

Finally, the classic opening sentence of an app, what are you looking for?

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