something always dies

Christop 2022-04-20 09:02:25



Grey shrouded the city.

In a city like this, don't expect to see dazzling white shirts and verdant wheat fields. It didn't mean anything. Youth doesn't mean anything.

Youth is never pure, fragrant, and alive. Youth can be filth, destruction, cruelty, and death. The so-called youth is a stage you have to go through. You must go through it, just as you must encounter the valley of the shadow of death.

Watching this film called "The Cardamom Age" at a film festival many years ago, I was spoiled by the endless filth and strong malice in it. I've never had a youth movie that made me feel like throwing up. Although there is a blue sky, green wheat waves, the boy in white is listening to the CD, and the voice floating in the sky. Such bright shades make me feel thin air. Later, the boy in white was coerced into sending the girl he liked to help him. The girl threw the money he earned to him, kicked the money, and kicked him. The girl washed herself, and the broken feeling in her heart could not be recovered no matter what.

I hate violence, and I hate even more cowardly accepting abuse, like letting a white shirt soak in the mire. Although the fragile white cannot escape the fate of being obliterated in the city with the gray floor, it is not given up like this. Still want to see the white watcher in the wheat field, see the white kite clipping the sky, stay away from the hustle and bustle, stubborn and decisive.

And myself, to resist grey, I put on black. To hide my sadness, I used pushpins to hold the corners of my mouth up.

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Extended Reading
  • Joaquin 2022-01-22 08:02:48

    Sensitive and slender, resisting or evasive. The visual style is more extreme than that of Tetsuya Nakajima's confession. The tilt, shake, and collage of the lens really coincide with the young man's temperament. Iwai Shunji not only wants to show his cruel youth, but also tries to understand the inner world of the abuser and the victim. The innocent and happy time is as far away as the blue sky and the kite. Why do we deny this movie now, because we have forgotten the tormented days of adolescence.

  • Justyn 2022-03-14 14:12:29

    This movie is synonymous with pretense, which makes me extremely despise. The only advantage is that the picture is good-looking, suitable for use as a photo album. Speaking of cruel youth, the content of this film is only thin, and it is amazing to be able to shoot for so long.

All About Lily Chou-Chou quotes

  • Yûichi Hasumi: For me, only Lily is real.

  • Yuichi's friend: That's so lame!