We are not the same kind

Bridgette 2022-04-19 09:02:45

You
are so skinny, thin teenagers can't bear too much weight on their shoulders. You lie under the sealed bed and write your diary with that long torch. Your diary is very short, one sentence, or one In the photo, the girl in the photo is beautiful and bright.
Your family loves you very much. The second brother always blocks everything for you and gives you money at your request regardless of the reason, even if he steals the watch as a mother's baby, Or after you stole your mother's watch, you went to bet with someone to play billiards, and were beaten by your father. The elder sister helped your friend Elvis translate the lyrics, and helped the second brother redeem the watch. You said that the third sister understood you best. She lowered her head. Head down, be silent at home, go to church religiously, sing hymns, and find salvation for you when you are in hopelessness. The little girl is very tuneful, she looks like a little adult. Mom is very proud to mention you, Dad Once was your spiritual support, he was a real man - once, in your eyes. You always remember his words: a person's future can be determined by his own efforts. They think you are obedient and believe that you do You'll grow into a real man.
You're a really good boy. You don't join any gang, even if Honey's presence ignites some ashes ideal in your teenage heart
. In the exam, your eyebrows are tall and straight, your face is beautiful, and your eyes are clean.
You speak well, your voice is gentle, and you walk well, just like every good child. So the pony will say: Xiao Si, I thought you were a good boy What about the student. He said with a smile, he likes you. He cried and said that you are his best friend.
You didn't know you would go down this road. At first, you only liked Xiaoming and had a relationship with Honey. .Honey is a hero, he will block the whole gang by himself. They say he is stupid, Xiao Ming said he is the most honest one, just like you, if you can't handle a lot of things, you will just rush out. So many people are afraid, but he is a gentle and kind person. You are all born in the wrong era, you are all against the times, and you are crushed into powder in the struggle.
You originally believed in many things, such as Dad's words. Honey told you the old bag, you went to . You thought that heroes exist, people can change many things. You believe in the purity and brightness of love, you Kissing that girl, but refusing to be teased by friends, you think kisses without love are dirty. What's so great about dropping out of school, you are studying hard in the church library, you are going to be admitted to the junior high school, everyone is full of you Confidence. You really think the world can be changed.
No one tells you that the most you can do is change yourself. You are too small
. Tell me that you remember what he said about life. What he thought thoughtfully was that he could buy glasses for you after quitting smoking. You found that people can be changed, and the slicker turned into an honest, temperless person, 207 It's over. Shandong was reported to have killed Honey. The woman that people were afraid of cried really badly. The little park was not visited. You told Xiaocui why you did this? Xiaocui made fun of you, she said this to you Tell it to Xiao Ming, I don't want to be an experimental rat. You say you are serious.
Before Xiao Ming died, he said, "You want to change me? I am just like this world, and this world will not change. Who do you think you are? Ah!" You stabbed her to death in the street. You swung down one knife at a time, quietly, you said you were a slut, why are you so shameless.
You are so selfish, you think you can plan other people's lives, you Thinking that your forgiveness is the greatest tolerance, you can comfort the girl you love, you say that you are her last hope. You are really a stupid child.
You have extinguished the only light with your own hands, you are fourteen years old, you don't want to Be a useless adult.


I

saw them say that that tape in the trash is the end of youth. I hate that sentence. You are not garbage, those bastard adults are. They are useless and boring, they are narrow adults Visual and dirty imagination guess your love and friendship. They call you little Taibao. I know you are not, you are just a naive child.
I don't talk about Xiao Ming. Because I know that she is actually the same as you and Honey. You will never forget Honey, he is your common ideal. Xiao Ming is a person who is eager for love, she tells you that many people love her. She Tell you she misses Honey. But she chose a different path than you and Honey. She's not wrong, dear boy, she's her own, and none of you have the right to decide her fate.

We're different people.
That Someone told me that. Back then I really didn't understand why you were such fools. You smoked, you fought against the teacher in the classroom, stomped, kissed, hugged, broke wires, fought, formed gangs, lied , stealing money. Then you drop out of school, hang out in society, live together, have random parties. There is a street, like your Guling Street, where you whistle, do nothing and watch girls.
But you will never be Honey, maybe You will become the fourth. You fight only for the so-called freedom and freedom. In fact, you have nothing. Nothing. Once your youth is over, you will be finished.
You will change. Just like a wild boy in a red shirt, He was handsome and tall, and later became so vulgar that he was no longer tall and straight. As someone said, those who came out to hang out will go back sooner or later
. .Please
forgive my memory and my pretentiousness, you disdain this.
You don't read much, and maybe you are good at writing. If so, please don't record or recall, it will tarnish and misunderstand your past. Reading. Words are always deceptive.
Only teenagers are indomitable.

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