"Kindly Gold"-When I die, please forget me

Pearlie 2021-12-30 17:21:26

1. When I die, please forget me

People say that time can often wipe out memories, but it cannot resist the obsession of a woman. Many women have this obsession to roll up and down in the tragedy of life. We can only watch them start, watch them suffer, and watch them yelling with fear not to forget at the end.

Gorgeous and poignant as "kind gold", the pale-faced woman made me cry in Vivaldi's music. For a woman who has been in jail for thirteen years, should her heart be ashamed but dying, or full of revenge anger? Maybe it would be better to give up those hatreds. For the man she couldn't do thirteen years ago, how much chance does she have after being in prison? Anyway, she is proficient in pastry making, with magic that turns decay into magic; time cannot change her delicate face, and even Nightingale can sing and sing for her tears.

But Jin Jin couldn't forget the man who put her in jail, the man who put her on her shoulders and blood debts. Even after thirteen years, she still clearly dreamed that he had become a dog and was shot by her in the snow. You can think that she is doing good deeds to take advantage of those people. Anyway, she is not a Virgin, an angel, or Catholicism. But in the end, she couldn't tell why she helped people. Looking at those who were grateful to her, she just opened her empty eyes and those with pink eyeshadow.

"When I die, my dear, don't sing sad songs for me, don't plant roses all over my head, and don't shade my body with cypress trees; hope the green grass covers my body with wet rain and dew. If If you are willing, please remember me, if you are willing, it is best to forget me."

The night a female prisoner was in jail, she couldn't sleep. On the one hand, he screamed that he couldn’t face it, and cried bitterly, saying that it’s better to commit suicide; on the other hand, the warm embrace of the kind gold told her to pray that it was an abalone brush that could wash away all sins and be a new person. Their filth can fade away with prayer and redeem peace. But gold is not good, her past is becoming more and more uglier and fierce devil, yawning and swallowing her world little by little. She could have reported the murderer, brought him to justice, prevented him from hurting more children, and comforted the soul of the dead boy. But she didn't. She also helped him kidnap the boy, although she didn't know he would be killed. As a result, her sins took root and sprouts in her heart day by day, growing out of intricacies and locking her heart firmly. So, she gave her body to the world, helped everyone who was not relatives, comforted them, even if she needed to donate a kidney, to wipe her body for the dying female prisoner, and to do the dirtiest and tiring work without nothing. Complaints. She was born to death, cut off her finger in front of the boy's parents, after giving everything, she would rather be forgotten by the world and die, so that she can be reborn and wash away the sins of this body. No one should remember her, including her daughter, she should have a new life, far away from such a mother. Therefore, after she got help, she deliberately alienated those friends who were released from prison. People said that she had changed, and she was no longer warm and full of compassion. In Kaneko's view, people like her are not worthy of people's love no matter what they do.

For the unfinished mission, Kaneko cannot forget that she wants to kill the demon. Her life can only carry so much, excluding nostalgia and love. When she is dead, please forget her.

For different things, women will show different degrees of attachment, but don't test their bottom line because of this, otherwise you don't even know how to die. That unbearable memory will turn them into Virgin Mary with guns for revenge, or hideous murderers.

"Vision" is another tragedy that stems from attachment, but this time Liang Yongna is for herself and cannot be forgotten. Liang Yongna just didn't want to forget her former boyfriend, turning the hourglass back and forth in different time and space, imagining that he still exists. Hide him in his memory until he is old, so that no one can take him away. In her country, he only loves her, he is willing to do everything for her, and spends all his time with her. Isn't that good? No one will be hurt anymore. Such an idea was held in her heart and gradually controlled her life, allowing her to commit terrible crimes without knowing it.

In fact, I like Liang Yongna's imaginary room, the dolls she made, the dark clouds floating in the room, and the things that make people unable to breathe. After being overwhelmed by something unexpected, we always hope to take control of our lives, know when to cry, when to be surprised, and when to face it calmly. There is no longer anything that can really hurt yourself. When the person I love most leaves us, I always hope to meet someone like him when walking on the street. I can run up and call his name. He smiled and looked at himself and said, idiot, I've been there all the time. what. Why are you crying?

Some women just learn not to forget, they always have so many reasons: if you are not so cute, if you are not so hateful, if you did not comfort me so tenderly last time, if your eyes are not so unfeeling...

"There is In "Ghost", Sansan, full of jealousy and desire, turned into an evil spirit in his heart, almost causing a tragedy. What's wrong with her? She just fell in love with Junchu, in love with his elegance and thoughtfulness, after that she just wanted to possess him a little bit, although Sansan knew that she was not worthy of Junchu. Gradually, this low self-esteem was mixed with possession and gradually became stronger and occupied her heart.

They are not terrible women, they just love too deeply, deep into their souls, and unable to extricate themselves.

However, there is really no need to be obsessed with things beyond human control. Time will filter everything, always remember the first day, that special day. It's like the old snow will melt without a trace, but you will remember the "creaking" sound when you stepped on it.

Kaneko cried and looked at the dead teacher Bai, Liang Yongna sat in the police station sluggishly, and smiled slightly at Man Zhen who ran past Sansan. The story will always have a different ending, people, you should learn to forget.

2. My soul is drifting in the boundless sea of ​​anger
revenge. It allows people to take a step towards hell every day.

The movie is full of hatred of all kinds: the gold, the relatives of the dead child, the persecuted female prisoners, and the gold daughter.

Yes, even Jin Jin's daughter harbored hatred. She said that the mother who abandoned her child should go to jail. She did not forgive Jin Jin, and Jin Jin owed her three apologies. People living in hatred will have an extreme side. Even if she is in the picturesque Australian desert and no one teaches her how to be angry, she will threaten death with a sharp knife and force others to agree to her request.

People will show different faces in the face of hatred. Just like in the end, the situation of the relatives of the five families facing Teacher Bai. They were wrapped in plastic sheets, with grief and grim faces, and they held weapons. Different families and backgrounds gather them here because of the same kind of hatred. Facing the enemy, some people are weak and afraid that they can't get their hands off, some have sedatives and they have to deal with the wicked, some are impulsive, and some are desperate and ruthless. What about gold? She was still unable to kill this man, although she planned for thirteen years for so long. This is the top priority of her life, everything must be delicate and beautiful, just like that carved double-barreled pistol. But she couldn't do it, because she had also participated in it and shared his evil deeds, and she had no power to solve this catastrophe.

Thirteen years ago, Kaneko was still an 18-year-old girl, she would stand in a daze in the aquarium full of curiosity on a whim, thinking about this incomprehensible world. People usually grow up in lessons and gradually recognize this society, but Kaneko's lessons are too painful, leaving her no room for regret and choice, as if a baby who just opened her eyes was thrown into hell and punished. It was summer when she was in jail, and Jin Jin was wearing a polka-dot dress and a mask, staring at Teacher Bai who was holding her child. When she was released from prison, she was still wearing the same skirt, but it was already winter, and her unchanging dress declared her unchanging hatred and revenge.

The most exciting part of the film is that Kaneko shot the two people who tried to abduct her. She held her breath and broke free, watching them take her daughter again. Jin Jin's eyes were almost as fire-breathing as they were unstoppable. At that moment, there was no time to think about it, she was like a ship full of sails, burning anger as fuel, whether it was hell or heaven, it was moving forward at full speed and never looked back. She is the goddess of nemesis.

When Kaneko finally found the culprit, Teacher Bai, she screamed and kicked him, losing control like a dying goldfish, cutting off his hair almost convulsively. She didn't even know how to vent her anger to the enemy. . After turning around, her face was full of fear and despair. Her life was condensed at this moment, she reached the boundary of life, and she didn't know how to move forward.

In the face of gold, people's reactions are often strange and meaningful. They yelled at her, avoiding her like avoiding the plague, but couldn't help being overwhelmed by her beauty. In that year, polka dot skirts were quietly popular in the fashion industry; the policeman, the policeman who hummed a little song when digging the body, knew it. She was not the one who killed her but watched her madly repeat the plot she didn’t know about in front of many cameras; the police’s wife interrogated her husband and Jin’s jealously after seeing the cake given to the police by the gold after being released from prison. Relationship. After learning that she was the murderer who shocked the whole country, she threw the cake on the ground like trash. Strangely, she gave people the feeling that this woman was going crazy with jealousy; the guy at the cake shop first glanced Seeing Jin Jin, he threw away the box in his hand in surprise, and completely prostrated under her beautiful feet. She was the angel in his mind, Jin could not help him.

In the film, if Kaneko, instead of Teacher Bai, bear the crime in front of the people, it will have a completely different feeling. The murderer is no longer an abominable person, but a weaker and beautiful woman. The people need such an image of a female devil, so there will be people shouting in groups, believing in God, and defeating this female devil. In their eyes, she is beautiful, dangerous, full of temptation and evil. Many times, people are buried with jealousy and coveting for beauty, just like Malena in "The Beautiful Legend of Sicilia", people think that she uses her beauty to seduce men and make them deviate from God. The more people are overwhelmed by her beauty, the more they want to step on her to enjoy the pleasure. There is also Salieri in the "Biography of Mozart". The more he appreciates his ability to look up at Mozart, the more he wants to destroy him. It's like ordinary people like tragedy, sometimes because they see the immaculate warrior falling in the torrent of fate, which makes them feel balanced. This is an inevitable weakness in human nature, and it's like a natural response to self-defense. Who cares about a failure to achieve nothing? On the contrary, those who are capable may take away the jobs of others, and those who are tall and handsome will take away the love of others.

Gold is floating in this hatred of beauty, carrying his own revenge.

3. Give me back to love.
"On the small road in the green grass, there is a woman in red high heels. She is walking, where is she going? Why doesn't she look back and take a look at me? One step, two Step, the woman in red high heels takes another step, she is alone..." When the

prisoner is released from prison, he must eat a piece of white tofu, so that all his past sins will be washed away. Jin Jin desperately desires to be redeemed, but she has never been liberated by using others to achieve her goals. She contemptuously overthrew the tofu in the priest's hands to the ground. Religion could not save her, and false care could not save her, only she could. She always wanted to dream of the boy who was killed that year. If he was still alive, he would be as old as the guy in the cake shop. She wanted to see him and get his forgiveness.

Those sisters who saw Jin Jin after being released from prison, without exception, ignored the eyes of everyone and cried excitedly while hugging her. Maybe Kaneko did not have a simple motive when helping them, but she made them happy and reborn. This reminds me of a story. An old man did not leave his inheritance to his children far away, but to the caregiver who took care of him day and night during his stay for several months. It can be said that the caregiver has a bad motive and is directed at the old man's money, but the old man thinks that no matter what, the caregiver has given him precious family affection and touch. When the whole world abandoned him, he did not. Kaneko played such a role invisibly, even if everything she did was for revenge, but she helped others when they were in desperation. Those people don't care about her motives, and only express their meager gratitude in their own way. After all, Jin Jin did not use money and power to force others to do things for her. With kindness and perseverance, she won the respect and gratitude of others and willingly helped her. People's hearts cannot be bought with money these days.

Love that is unwittingly sown will also be nourished and grow into a big tree that can provide shelter. Those sins, blood, and crying were buried in the soil and slowly oxidized and disappeared, turning into bright green branches and leaves, blooming the first flower in early spring.

In the whole story, only the daughter of gold is the purest, without mundane thoughts, looking at the world with pure eyes. At the end of the film, she ran barefoot on the snow, clean like an angel. She lifted up the white and flawless cake and told Jin Jin that she forgave the gold. Gold can also be as pure as snow and live as pure as snow. Gold buried her head on the white cake, and snow fell from the sky.

This is forgiveness, really, God told you to forget.

Escape is not the method of salvation, until one day you face it, kneel at its feet and ask for forgiveness. This is how Jesus forgave Mary Magdalene. Gold will also be forgiven, she will see the shadow and rain, the dim light at dawn, will not be forgotten.
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