I don’t just want to be Milan Kundera and repeat the light and heavy questions, but I want to explain why I didn’t like a movie like "Deep Sleep" at the beginning, because although I have been able to I thought about it seriously, but death is still a problem that I rarely think of. Either escape or disgust, in short, it is about the relationship between life and death, and it is also heavy here. But since I chose to watch this movie, there is no escape from this problem.
This film is a lot more boring than expected, because there is always someone there working hard to find death, so no matter how gentle Raymond’s smile, how gentle the wind, and how blue the sea, the audience can’t watch it too lightly. Prior to this, I saw a film review, saying that Raymond finally chose euthanasia, but has been trying to encourage people around him to live optimistically, always smiling. Although the article is not long, it depicts the protagonist as a disabled hero in a few strokes throughout the article, much like the one we often saw when we were young. Then I thought, fortunately I read it. This movie, otherwise, I will always be blinded by such a nonsense article. Maybe the person who wrote the article doesn’t know why a person who is committed to death is more smiling than those who want to live. , So just forcibly stuffed a reason. Or it means that Lei Meng is a person who has lost the courage to live. People have thought of a way to help these suffering people get out of the sea of suffering. Although these articles are not too ugly, they finally remind me of the hell words of others. Come.
He insisted on dying for thirty years, and this persistence was enough to torture the people around him to really kill him. The whole process is not understood by most people, so the more he wants to die, the less he can die. His death has become a social problem. People try every means to keep him alive. Many people think they have the responsibility and ability to help him. , So he ran to talk to him about the meaning of life, the courage to live, and the responsibility of life. He always listened quietly, and then smiled and said, please let me die. Sometimes he loses his temper, but his protest against others' evaluation of him will not help. So everyone became a philosopher in an instant, and the greatest significance of Raymond's existence became a philosophical question. As for why he had to die, it seemed to be unimportant.
In fact, he is not ignorant of the beauty and preciousness of life. Otherwise, there would no longer be such a beautiful sunshine in his eyes, a charming woman, and there would be no such beautiful verses in his pen. The facts are just the opposite. Only those who are afflicted by diseases can understand the value of a healthy life. Perhaps it is precisely because he understands this better than everyone else, that he resolutely yearns for the embrace of the god of death.
The thought of suicide is not a rare thing. It must be admitted frankly that it has more or less passed through the sky of our lives, but it is finally realized by far fewer people. When we encounter some things that cannot be resolved, or we are simply tired of life, or the shackles of reality make you feel hard to breathe. Sometimes people think of desperately breaking through these layers of shackles and looking for a kind of relief. And this kind of liberation is a kind of ultimate freedom that transcends everything, and its decision-making power has always belonged to us. It is your own right that no one can take away. With this kind of freedom, you will feel no matter what In any case, you have at least one way to escape, so the suffering and suffocation in this world are not so unbearable.
"It's nothing great, it's a death at most." When the person who encounters a desperate situation says to himself, he will start to work hard and struggle to live again, because he has seen the ending, but Raymond can't say to himself like this, his desperation Endlessly, he had to keep a humble smile to live.
Camus said that there is only one really serious philosophical question, and that is whether it is suicidal. In fact, for the living, whether you committed suicide in the end is a result. Once it is implemented, it is no longer important. The important thing is that you know that you can commit suicide at any time. No matter what, you know that you still There is a final choice there. People are dead in the end. Because of this result, it is possible for a wayward person like me to live bravely in this world and choose to do what he wants to do. people. For some people in this world, the person who gives them the courage and interest to live is not life itself, but death.
However, Raymond has no such choice. I have been thinking that if his body still has a glimmer of hope that he can freely choose life and death instead of relying on others, if he knows that he can end his own life at any time. Life, then he might choose to live instead of die. When he smiled, it was when he firmly believed that he could finally choose according to his own wishes, and when night came and he felt that he was forced to wait endlessly, it was when he was hysterical. Such a person, if you give him a chance to die, he will definitely die, because he knows that such a chance will never come again. He is different from those who can choose life and death at any time.
People who live toward death sometimes have an unusually beautiful light on their bodies, just like Raymond. When I look at his smile, I think of Sanmao. Sanmao’s life is philanthropic and passionate. She gives When a friend writes letters, she has never been afraid of using the most ardent words. Now that I think about it, perhaps it is because in her heart, she no longer cares about the suspicions of the world. Because she knew in her heart that she could choose. Many years ago, I was puzzled by her leaving. Apart from sadness, I even felt that I was deceived. Until today, I understand that for some people, it is because of death and birth. Enjoy the splendor. Therefore, every time I hear people like Lei Meng say that "If you have the courage to die, you should have the courage to live", I just feel a little in my heart. You think you have the right to evaluate him and pity him. , But please remember that the choice he made is the greatest contempt for you.
He stood up, walked slowly to the corridor, and then began to run to the sunny window, jumped out, and began to fly. The sky was blue. He flew over the garden, over the wheat field, over the path, and over the hills. Behind the hills, there was a deep sea.
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