Recently I have always spent time in anxiety and restlessness, because I have been too comfortable these days. This made me feel confused about the road ahead, and I began to rethink the meaning of life.
In the end is life for work, or work for life. It is difficult to explain clearly. Although I am like this, many people will envy me. Of course, I will also envy some other people, and some other people may envy so and so. We all grow up in comparison, listening to the unintentional speaker deliberately.
I'm 25 years old. I don't know how long this job can last. I'm a little tired of design, and I don't know what's going on during this period of time. Every year there is a day to abandon time. During this period, I am unhappy, relatively speaking.
I am not a strong person, and encountering something will make me reflect for a long time. A few days ago, one of my uncle had esophageal cancer, and I started to think about it again. Also, only surviving is the happiest. Although this period is always unsuccessful, but at any rate, I have a satisfactory job, so that I will go all out in the profession I love. I always comfort myself that the days are still long. This time is the beginning of my career. You don’t have to feel sleepy. After all, it takes a lifetime to complete a great job.
I'm not the kind of stable person, I even hate stability a bit. But this is not my reason for being radical. Sometimes, the stability should go with the situation. It's not a big deal.
I have been trying to define myself, but then I became more and more vague. I can't see myself, nor can I see others. Maybe I should let go of myself like Hector, maybe I should let go of my attitude towards the world. I am young, but I am afraid. I know that there are some things in this world that cannot be touched, so I am cautious.
Written to this. I think some things don't need to be so true, and those that should come have to wait slowly. The failure to prove that talent and ability are not enough to support future happiness. So, by learning to control myself, I can go further.
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