Don't worry, this is not my blood. The reason for this is that after my dad committed suicide, the so-called teacher asked me to write a diary.
Diary 01
My name is Xi Ni, and I am a boring 17-year-old white girl. (Yes, my setting determines that my good friend must be a black person . After a few minutes of the opening, everyone will find that the white protagonist must have a black person as his best friend)
It was troublesome for my father to commit suicide, but today I found out that my only friend Dina was with the disgusting Bradley.
(Our superheroes must have incomplete parents , please refer to Iron Man, Batman, Spiderman, please don’t consider being a hero if your parents are alive)
The three of us were eating fries in the restaurant, thinking how I hated him, and then something magical happened and Bradley's nose bleeds!
(Reminds you of "Stranger Things", the nosebleed Little Eleven, that is to bleed oneself, this is to make others oh)
Can I make people bleed by my mind? Do I have superpowers?
And today, next door to my house lived Stanley, who didn't care about bad things. He took the initiative to speak to me and asked me to listen to "Blood Witch" by the Eagles.
("Blood Witch" hints at the ending of the story, and the cover of this notebook is also a hint. You see a cat in the upper body and a fish in the lower body, which symbolizes that the heroine is transforming into a predator that feeds on ordinary people. )
My mother never mentions my father, which makes me very annoyed. What makes me even more annoying is that I am very sure now that I have cracked the wall at home by my mind!
Diary 02
Another bad day!
In the morning, my mother asked me to go to the supermarket to buy things. When I arrived at school, I found out that Dina was wearing Bradley's disgusting sports jacket.
Stanley drove me to the supermarket, but in front of the beverage counter, my emotions exploded. Stanley saw the shelves that had been messed up by me.
(Superpowers always like to go to the supermarket when accidents happen, because there are so many things, you can smash them at will)
Back at his house, we smoked marijuana, and then we went to bed ! Although I don't like him very much.
Diary 03
Dear diary, things are starting to get a little out of control!
First, Bradley’s nose, and then my brother’s pet hedgehog. My list of victims is really getting longer and longer!
I went to the party with Dina and danced very happily. Although Bradley's arrival was disappointing, Dina chose to stay with me.
(This pose is really prone to accidents. There is also such a composition in "The Erased Boy")
Later, Dina and I lay on the bed, the atmosphere was very good, I couldn't help kissing Dina !
(How about it, I guessed it in the opening shots, the heroine’s hairstyle is either double or lace)
However, Dina didn't want to respond.
I ran out angrily. In the woods, my superpowers were out of control again, and the woods were brought down by me!
Diary 04
F*CK! I was seen by Stanley!
Although I asked him to keep the secret, he agreed, but the thing in my body was out of control, and it seemed that I was under control!
Stanley pestered me to study my superpowers, and his source of information was comic books!
(This sidekick setting, do you want the fat guy in the new version of "Spider-Man")
But now he is the only one who is willing to help me. We chatted and found that the loss of control of my super powers happened when my mood fluctuated.
He suddenly said that I was ugly and stupid, and my biology class would also fail. I was very angry, and then two bowling balls flew out, but fortunately, he didn't hit him.
Diary 05
During the exam, Bradley copied Dina's answer. Two people were asked to detain. I was detained for Dina and Stanley for me. It was really good and couldn't be better!
(We are paying tribute to "Breakfast Club", which is also a movie of student detention!)
Bradley actually asked to live with me peacefully, and I felt that I was about to lose control again, so I hid in the library.
But here I felt for the first time that someone was following me, and then the library was completely unrecognizable by me.
Dina, Stanley and I went to steal the surveillance video from the library.
I was very happy to escape the catastrophe. I didn't expect to have an unexpected gain, and I caught Bradley who was cheating !
Diary 06
Dear diary, who the hell is that in the library? My life began to fall apart .
Stanley said that I hurt his feelings.
Bradley said I could have shut up.
Even the younger brother is angry with me for the fact that I made his way for him.
I walked into the basement and found something from my father. My mother told me that the father who came back from the army is no longer the same.
I began to suspect that my superpowers had something to do with my father.
Diary 07
F*CK! F*CK! F*CK!
Originally, I worked hard to repair the relationship with Dina and went to the back-to-school dance together. I danced very happily.
And Dina told me that she wanted that kiss too .
(How about the protagonist’s love is always a matter of course, the school tyrant quarterback always has to die, this death is just a bit more powerful)
But at this moment, Bradley broke in. He actually held my diary in his hand. He told everyone that I loved Dina, how I felt about my father's death, and even the secret of my superpowers.
I really hope he shut up, hope he shut up.
To shut up!
His head exploded! ! !
Everyone ran away, and I ran out covered in blood, but I felt that someone was behind me...
(The above is my diary rewritten from memory, with the final headshot part added.)
PS.
"It's Not What I Wish" was created by the two teams of "Fuck Him*'s World" and "Stranger Things".
The combination of funeral culture and supernatural elements has made this different youth film. And the bloodshed that took place at the final back-to-school ball is hardly not reminiscent of "Witch Carrie."
Of course , the dual awakening of the heroine Xini's sexual awareness and superpowers in the play is complementary. In fact, we can see one or two from the heroine's short hair and very neutral clothing at the beginning.
Throughout the story, feminism is still strong, and now there is no super girl who is embarrassed to say that she is a good work.
For example, "Weather Son", "Stranger Things", "Wolverine 3" and so on.
Although the show was mourned from beginning to end, and the heroine also killed people, I still want to know the fate of the heroine in the second season. How about you?
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