This reminds me that when I was in junior high school, I
liked a girl who was one level higher than me. In the first year of junior high school, I remember clearly that the
school organized to go to Beijing to play. At that time, I was still a handsome kid. baby
have photos as evidence, the hair is very short, very handsome, very thin then
saw her two days in the team's two classes, wearing two braids, dreadlocks is not generally
have a light purple ball swing in thin The two braids that
are tied up high are very classical, very quiet, very beautiful, and a beautiful girl.
I tried every means to see her. I
remember so clearly that she brought a camera and
what parts fell. It’s on the ground, a little anxious, all the classmates around helped her find her
brows and frowned slightly. At that time, I felt that if I were a boy, I would go after her,
but she had nothing to do with me, but I wanted to get to know her so much.
Later, the boy from the same family home was in the same class with her, so I boldly wrote a letter to her and asked him to help deliver the letter.
In fact, I didn’t understand anything at that time, but I wanted to know her very much. She became friends with her and
she wrote back. , From now on, we have been communicating with
each other. The teacher also knows a lot of things in common. It seems to be a very successful case in school to promote language proficiency through pen pals. . . .
Later, the two of us no longer send letters through that boy, but send letters directly to each other’s class door.
Sometimes we write letters to each other at the same time, and the content will be roughly the same, or if we ask questions in one letter, the answer will be in each other’s letter.
What a beautiful youth Years
later, I used this thing to write a composition to participate in the composition competition, the teacher said, although it is beautiful, but the judges who
do not know here will think you are gay, I felt hot on my face at that time, I don’t know if I deliberately defended it. , But still unaware
At that time, my subconscious mind felt that homosexuality was a bad behavior. Junior high school students didn’t have such a high level of consciousness,
but when I remembered, it might be true at that time. I wanted to see her every day, and I didn’t have every chance to see her. I missed
coming to school very early at noon, watching her sitting on the windowsill in a white car listening to the ladies
before entering the school door doing exercises. Before the girls gathered together to talk, they saw her standing and
doing exercises with a girl who looked like Ruby Lin. After the fuck, everyone walked into the class in a mess. I squeezed behind her quietly and watched her cute socks on the steps. There was a lavender ball swinging back and forth.
Once we were so close. She carried her arm on the window sill. I looked at her elbow and felt it was smooth and there were no scars at all. It’s so nice that I have
painted many portraits of her and wrote about her diary
and found out that she was living upstairs with us. My family has relatives. I was surprised. She also visited her house. She was just very nervous. I don’t know what to say.
She and I went to different high schools. Because it’s close to perfection, there will always be many. The boys surrounded her, but she also broke her blood for her yearning.
At that time, writing letters weren’t as frequent as before. Every time it was a thick one, talking about her busyness, entanglement, and the memories she would look for in her free time. The small beauty
will come to a different university, slowly After breaking the contact, the promise of sending postcards to each other every year has not been fulfilled, but this reality is what we have expected. Now thinking of the name "Jin", I still feel very sad and nostalgic. I will remember her birthday and give She left a message saying that she wanted to travel with her,
but this is not considered a love.
Now I still fall in love with boys, and think that I will be together forever in the future. I have also thought about the possibility of homosexuality countless times, but I always feel that there is a beautiful period. Enough is enough to
complete without knowing it, isn’t it the best?
Speaking of the movie, the love of classmates is also very simple and beautiful, but it is a little deliberate, which makes me feel bad. Annie’s thoughts may have been mature, but Yilin is completely uncertain. This kind of love will change and it will be painful. I don’t know if it will persist in the next second.
Maybe it’s just an appreciation and attachment like me. , Then it shouldn’t be labeled as the les label that young people like now
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I have
watched this movie for a long time. Hazy image. I heard that she was married a few days ago. I wonder if she is really happy? Later I realized that we are too different people, and I was attracted by her appearance after all. My concept of the same sex has changed too much since then, but one thing remains the same, that is, I will never really pick about what girls are, but I can always see their cuteness.
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