This article is a bowl of poisonous chicken soup, please think about it and turn it down.
Let’s talk about a feature film "I Don't Feel at Home in This World Anymore" that won the 2017 Sundance Film Festival Jury Award. The Chinese translation is "Nowhere for Home". Director McCann Blair is an actor. "Nowhere for Home" is his directorial debut. It was inspired by his personal experience. In 2013, his home suffered a burglary. His wife’s laptop and the antique telescope left by his grandfather were all destroyed. If it was stolen, the police ignored the case again, and the lost things have not been recovered. McCann was very angry, so he made a movie in which he ravaged these neurotic thieves...The director humorously expressed the pain in life in an absurd way you did not expect. It’s weird, mixed types, and funny, but the more you look at it, the more you become fascinated. You will never know what will happen in the next second. ? ? ? And you can vomit so much out of what you eat...
Tony, the male protagonist of this film, is played by Elijah Wood (yes, it is your elf Frodo Baggins, although I used to admit him and Harry Potter wrong...) Wood plays a no-friend in this film He listens to rock every day, plays with various oriental weapons, and is a weird guy who has a strong sense of morality and believes in religion. This braided little guy yelled "Quiet!" twice in Chinese when his dog Kevin kept barking. Mandarin is more standard than me, really cute.
The heroine Ruth is played by New Zealand actor Melanie Linsky, whose acting skills are seriously underestimated (Melanie and Wood have worked with director Peter Jackson, respectively in the "Angels of Sin" and "Lord of the Rings" series) Ruth She is a middle-aged nurse who is blessed, has no partner, has mild depression, and is timid and weak. In the supermarket, customers who obviously have more than 15 items are queuing in the aisle for a few items. There is always a dog defecates in the yard where he has posted a sign prohibiting defecation. The patient nursing is an old man who is dirty and racially discriminatory. Before his death The last sentence I said was "Don't mess me up with your giant monkey cock." At last, after get off work, I read a book silently and got spoiled by unknown passers-by. (The spoiler uncle is the director McCann himself)
Little things that seem trivial in life but are pretty bastards happen every day around Ruth (especially spoiled), and Ruth only dares to say a few words "the fuck." "UN-fucking unbelievable." Then he opened another bottle of beer angrily and poured it into his stomach. Until Ruth’s house was burgled and the laptop and the silverware left by his dearest grandma were stolen, Ruth called the police, but the police blamed her for not locking the door, looking at the mess in the house, when Ruth gave When a friend's child read "No one knows how universe actually is", she couldn't hold herself any longer. The tower of countless trivial things was already crumbling. When she broke down, Ruth only felt "i don't feel at home in this world anymore." "When I was writing this film review, I saw some people say that the characters’ motives are too ridiculous. For the sake of a little thing, I really got a headache when I rolled my eyes. I wanted to tell you something about myself, even though I said it from my heart. These words are too subjective and too unprofessional, which will make this "film review" less like a film review, and may even boil it into a bowl of chicken soup, but I still want to tell you. I have liked it before. My people said to me, "Please, don't be so sad every day. "When I heard this sentence, I was stunned. I started to reflect on myself. Did I pass on so much negative energy every day? After that day, I began to deliberately change. It seemed that I lived happily every day. Like troubles, I hid all my cowardice and unbearable, sadness and jealousy, weird and naive emotions that would be disgusted and ridiculed. After that, no one around me said this to me again. It seems. It seems to have been very happy for a few years, but I know that in my bones I am still the inferior and timid person. The countless small things that others do not look at during the day make me often cry in my sleep until I wake up and wake up. After I came, I looked at the ceiling blankly, with tears still hanging on my face. A huge sense of emptiness and loneliness surrounded me, as if to swallow me. I closed my eyes and wanted to escape this embarrassment. I’m in a situation, but I can’t sleep anymore. Just like Ruth is just reading an ordinary science book on the universe that can no longer be ordinary, it can collapse. It is a sense of uneasiness that people who have not collapsed can not understand, the big universe. I can’t feel my own existence in the middle of the world. I’m lying on the bed but I feel that I have nowhere to make home. All the destruction is not sudden, it must be a long-planned man-made disaster. At that moment I suddenly realized that it turned out that Happiness is shared, and pain is for one person. I don’t have many friends, but I don’t have many friends who are humble. I have known for a long time that I am a person who is easily overwhelmed. But in terms of my head, these words sometimes remind me now that I still want to stab myself twice, sometimes accidentally hurt some people, of course, including my few friends. And sometimes as the leader of a team Or, I want everyone not to be so hard or want to be more efficient when I say and do things that hurt more people when I didn’t realize it. I am also very helpless, very wronged, and want to find someone to talk to. Until one time when the workload that I contracted by myself was so large that it eventually made me collapse, my mother said to me, "You will be very tiring to live like this. "I was stunned again, and then turned around and found out why there is no one around me. Did you say I failed to live too much? I rejected everyone myself, so the sky became dark. My home is gone, I just cried and cried, crying until my throat became hoarse, but still no one paid attention to me. I don’t know if it’s because other people say you are too strong or something, as if they think you are that one. Heartless people, you should be invulnerable when you are an adult, but in fact, who of us is really the invulnerable legend? Deep in our hearts are Ruth, we will be upset, helpless, despair of the world, anxiously struggling in life, how come there are so many bastards in this world? I'm so tired. All I want is someone by my side when I cry. All I want is for someone to accompany me to complete when I do something that I think is right. Asking is only when I ask myself "Am i good?", there is someone you can answer "Yeah. Of course you are."
In this eternal problem of life, we think that the big things are dismissed by others, and even think that we are unreasonable. There are always some so-called predecessors in life who tell us what life is like. It’s a pile of shit, it smells bad, but you have to watch it slowly occupy your yard. There’s no way. , But the director used this story to tell the audience that it’s all nonsense. If you see a pile of shit, then you have to pick it up with the newspaper, throw it back, and yell "Fuck you!" Then you will hear it. I heard your own BGM, and then you finally turned into a female warrior riding a stegosaurus, and met Tony, who had the same three views as you, and accompany you to do what you think is right, sometimes unhappy , Sometimes I spend the next day happily, and eventually become carbon and dust stardust. This is what life should be like. I am very happy to see that Ruth in the film has completed all the above. I only hope that after watching this film, you can also realize that maybe happiness is shared and pain is for one person, but my dear, you don’t need one. People face it.
"What are we doing, here, the world?" "Trying to be good, or be better."
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