When I am alone, I always think about whether this big stunned young man sitting in the opposite mirror will turn into a slippery, kind and clean Chinese cabbage in the next 20 years. What is life like in my forties? Kind of? Is it the man in the leather book who is always ready to pull up the hair that has fallen from the bald head and gently smooth the man who can only communicate with tropical fish? Or is it like Murakami who has a cute daughter and the bar owner who never forgets Shimamoto who sat on the floor with himself when he was young and listened to jazz music of "South of the Border"? With this in mind, I think it seems that life is not that bad.
A Ji Ling, when I took a bath in the morning, I thought of "American Beauty" and middle-aged. I suddenly lost my self-confidence. What bald man, what bar owner, I am afraid that the old man's stunned green will not turn into a smooth Chinese cabbage at that time. , On the contrary, it may turn into a constipation that makes me feel constipated everywhere. I would rather die in the street at the age of 30 than to walk for another ten years until I kneel down like Brida at the age of 40 in a pool of blood on a white wooden table in a white room.
In the eyes of most people, the age of forty is an age of crisis and a turning point in life. Standing at 30 and soft at forty, it is like the smooth and boring road on the back of this majestic mountain of life. The beauty is good, and the way to go down the mountain is to slide, and things disappear much faster than before. The things that can be grasped are naturally much less, even empty. The actor of "American Beauty" Blida is extremely sad at forty years old. He lives in the scorn of his wife and daughter all day, like a bereavement dog, and It's like the plastic bag floating around in a pile of withered yellow leaves in the video tape. It's insignificant, without direction, and it's free. The first confession of the film is suffocating: "In this year's time, I will die. Of course, I don’t know when. In a way, I’m already dead. Look at me. I blasphemed myself in the shower. This is my daily climax. After that, I have been going down." These words suffice to show that Blida’s life is already time to slide and fall. Forty forty is not only comfortable with life, but also for himself. Support the eggs.
The movie is destined to be more than a degenerate arc. There is an instinctive impulse behind a failed life. Behind the smooth mirror is the beauty and toxicity of mercury. The man who thought that life would be smoothed out in this way met his daughter’s classmate An Qi. As the name suggests, he is an angel and Lolita. An Qi is a dream in the heart of this forty-two-year-old middle-aged man, a carcass of angel sleeping in red rose petals. In front of her, Blida became a little at a loss, the old man’s life track had a beautiful and charming scenery, this forty-two-year-old man began to live hard, struggling with all his strength, hoping to be able to stand up. Another beautiful mountain allowed himself to cross. He lifted weights, ran, and even smoked marijuana. He is no longer quietly letting time pass through his life silently. He wants to use his roar to tell the world that he is climbing to a climax. Blida chose his wife as his first shot. Such a roar is so incredible even in his own eyes.
"It's a good thing to find that it can still surprise me." Blida's change is something to be proud of in his own view. Although the driving force for this change is only from a teenage girl, compared to letting the wind torment him and lose his self-esteem, at least it allows him to start a new life in a purposeful and planned manner. The man with his brain opened step by step towards the happy life he worked hard to design. He wanted to get rid of all the current failures, so he coolly fired his boss, and extorted 60,000 US dollars. Toyota has changed the Thunderbird for 70 years, and the dazzling red makes people think that Blida's second spring is coming.
It's a pity that such a change is extreme. The beautiful vision of life is not as certain as a stone in the hand. On a night of heavy rain and roaring, the leaves dancing all seem so arrogant. The accident happened inadvertently. The white table, gorgeous The brilliant red is no longer the color of a car, but his own blood. Blida eventually died within this year as the movie said at the beginning. The face on the table with a warm smile also has a family photo with his family in front of him. Maybe if it were not for the misunderstanding of the navy colonel, he might be able to fly to happiness successfully, carrying his lover and daughter.
At the end of the movie, I recalled the life of a small person, which was also an ordinary life, an unattainable life, a small life, a deviant life, and a slippery life. "I can be angry about what happened to me, but the world is so beautiful that it’s hard to be angry all the time. Sometimes I feel that I have encountered too many beautiful things at once, and I can hardly stand it. My heart is inflated like a balloon and is about to explode, and then I remember I want to relax, don’t hold on, so it washes away like rain, I don’t feel anymore, only gratitude, grateful for every moment in my stupid life, I’m sure you don’t understand what I’m talking about, But don’t worry, you will understand one day.”
I don’t understand either. Many things need time to fill in. There are too many things in life that are out of control. As far as life is concerned, neither you nor me are bystanders. , But the plastic bag that was blown by the violent wind and stared at with eye shit.
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