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7 years old, I saw my mother fall from a high place.
Her head was like a walnut, and the
beautiful bright flowers burst out .
I ran over and squatted beside her.
I simply thought she was just asleep and
I even touched it with my hands. her head
I saw her die in front of
his father, why do not you let me nurse hold open
your mother because I thought leaving?
From then on, I was in purgatory
until I met you and
I began to believe that all the beautiful things
I longed for a simple and poetic life with you,
but my father always disturbed
me over and over again, he would not let me go, he would not let me better
to find that you are pregnant, I began to fear
I became quiet, cold and
I did not become a father to prepare
my cold and alienated you
you to the hospital lost our children
and God knows how much you are under cruel
drug comfort you loss and emptiness
yes, you do not have the right to share my property
you have to regain textbooks, studied hard
your efforts were not in vain
that you received the medical school admission notice
you open the letter, full of joy
I do not share the joy with you
I'm crazy
I jumped into the lake and tried to pull back the floating boat
I sprayed the name on the hull
No one knows the helplessness in my heart.
I have a foreboding that you will leave me like a boat.
Sure enough, you will evaporate from the world.
At the same time, our dog
and all the good things
I have to let myself disappear.
I am hiding in In a small apartment,
D still found me.
She threatened to tell all the things.
You know, I hate others threatening me.
So she can only disappear.
I took advantage of the old neighbor’s trust in me.
He saw through me.
I can only cut my face ,
you know it, you know, all this
is because of you
, I am forced, I have no choice,
I hate my identity
I hate my set life,
no one can save My sick soul,
I hate my father who takes great advantage and departs.
I finally finished my revenge on him.
He opened the trunk and wiped my ass for the last time.
Then my father was ill in bed.
I rushed to see him for the last time.
I just said, I missed him very much." "She"
"She" includes the mother who
hasn't had time to love it,
including you who hasn't had time to love it, including, all the beautiful things
have no ripples in my life from now on,
except for the occasional police interrogation,
because everything related to me has disappeared. The
police rummaged through it. I
only found the body of a dog in my house ,
only I know, where are
you, you know, I’m innocent
Father also knows that I am innocent of
D and the old man knows that I am innocent
, but my heart, buried a big secret
right, I'll kill you, I kill you myself
is to destroy all the good things
Haili 2011.04.13
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