I'll die as soon as you touch

Dereck 2021-12-22 08:01:32

"I looked at her, looked at her, and looked at her. For the rest of my life, with all my heart and soul, I love her the most. I am sure, as sure as I must die... She can fade, wither, whatever. But I only look at her. At a glance, all kinds of tenderness
came to my heart..." One is a naughty child, unscrupulous, cunning, willful, and weird elf who does whatever he wants. One was a university professor who was in his first year, and he was an infatuated man who suffered from the so-called "pedophilia" because of the death of his first girlfriend. This is "Lolita", the twisted but unswerving agapanthus growing in the cracks of the world.
At the beginning of the film, the murdered Humbert is driving in the vast fields without any destination. The opening music is slow and desperate, as if a huge love and longing are coming to us. Then, the story turns back to his first love. The narration explains all this. The soundtrack is very light and dreamlike. It embodies the innocence and depth of Humbert's first love, and also makes us understand his inextricable and obsessed mentality with young girls. .
The sound of the train whistle brought us all closer to reality from our memories. When he and Lolita met for the first time, the picture was so beautiful that people did not dare to look directly at it, which shocked people's hearts. Lolita lay on the grass casually looking through magazines. The water sprayed from the sprinkler pump sprinkled on her bumpy body. The sun was fine, the picture was extremely beautiful, and the music sounded. Lolita looked up and saw him, smiling like a flower. .
Many comments say that this scene can be described as a classic in erotica, and I think so too. At least everyone who has watched this film will never forget the plot. The soundtrack of this period showed Humbert's inner turbulent, stunning, and love at first sight. His stunned expression made me feel the recovery and looseness of his emotions. The soothing music is accompanied by beautiful pictures. The beauty and warmth of the world have been Be exhausted.
The further development of the story is that when Lolita bids farewell to Humbert before going to the summer camp, Lolita sees him in the window, gets out of the car and ran into the house frantically. The fierce and swift movements contrast with the soothing and deep music. , The picture turns to slow motion, Lolita smiles innocently, Humbert nervously at a loss, a deep kiss heralds the beginning of incest love. The girl smiled back, and the man closed his eyes and recollected.
"If my happiness can be heard, the whole hotel will be deafening." After Lolita's mother died, Humbert began to take her around. For the first time living in a hotel, one room and one bed, he couldn't restrain his inner excitement. He walked out of the hotel and slowly experienced every moment of happiness. When Lolita learned the news of her mother's death and followed Humbert on a tour of the United States, on the highway, the brisk jazz filled the entire carriage, which made people feel a little joy and hope.
When Humbert discovered that Lolita wanted to save money to escape, the two had a dispute. An angry Lolita yelled at him: "Kill me, like murdering my mother!" This sentence made me feel. Shock. She thought that she was always happy and naughty and rebellious, and she didn’t care too much about her mother’s death. As a result, she always thought he was the murderer of her mother. She hated him, she disdaind his love, and even used his love to save her. Money is waiting for an opportunity to escape.
The weak Lolita finally decided to follow him on the journey again. It was like a desperate road of no return, accompanied by the panic, doubt, suspicion, and mania of being followed. Finally, Lolita was gone. , Is missing, Humbert is completely desperate after searching for it to no avail for months.
Three years later, time passed, Lolita was already a woman and pregnant. Humbert still loved her and wanted her to go with him. However, she didn't love him, and didn't love him from beginning to end. "If I go with you, I'd rather go back to Quidi", a sentence that made me feel sad for Humbert's years of infatuation. This is fruitless, hopeless love.
"Don't touch me, I will die as soon as you touch." Humbert's despair and infatuation are vividly expressed in these words.
"At that time, what sounded in my ears was the laughter of children. What made me frustrated was not that there was no Lolita beside me. It was that there was no her in the laughter." This sentence is an abnormal love for the whole movie. The deepest explanation. However, everything is too late.

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Lolita quotes

  • Humbert: From here to that old car you know so well is a stretch of twenty-five paces. Make those twenty-five steps. With me. Now.

    Lolita: You're saying you'll give us the money if I go to a motel with you?

    Humbert: No, no, no. I mean leave here now, and come live with me. And die with me, and everything with me.

    Lolita: You're crazy.

  • Humbert: What are you eating?

    Lolita: It's called a jawbreaker. It's supposed to break your jaw. Want one?