Er brush understood two meanings. The action of strangling the neck was a continuation of the strangulation before the completion. At that time, Shinji let Asuka love him. Humanity completion begins. Humanity is completed but Shinji rejects it. When she wakes up, she finds that Asuka is also there, and she also rejects it.
Asuka is probably the most distorted character in the whole eva. Like Shinji, she lacks an unconditional love. Only their feelings for each other are truly equal. This is probably the reason why they are so bitter and close to each other. . But unlike Shinji, in the process of seeking, once she gets it, she will be afraid and want to let go, so she refuses to be completed (it seems that she has been blessed and completed in a less distorted version. Kinda forgot...) Shinji wants to go back to the good times again, but Asuka is just afraid of not allowing anyone to invade her heart. (Maybe this was also caused by Shinji's injury)
Shinji's actions really prove that he has not been completed. If there is love, there is hatred. He cannot forgive Asuka for being indifferent and cruel to himself, because he has received "completeness" in various senses from Asuka. The moment Asuka touched his face stopped, proving once again that Shinji just wanted Asuka's love. Tears also proved once again that although Shinji refused to be completed, he was still pursuing completion. , so there is "気手ち悪い".
It is a disgust for the unchanging nature of human beings and a mockery of weakness. (This mockery faces you and me who are watching eva) Maybe because it has a higher philosophical meaning, but I think this sentence is just to really wake up the audience, stop chasing unreal resonance, okay Live it in real life.
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Supplement in 2021.
I just found out that I didn't understand Asuka when I wrote this interpretation haha, maybe Shinji is too, but it's more of Asuka.
Asuka's complement is the power felt in a mother who may not have loved her, and it exists in Unit 2, accompanying and fighting alongside her.
What exactly is that love? Imaginary? Self-deception?
I don't think so. That's because Asuka has learned to face herself. She knows that the important thing is not whether she can get the approval of her mother and others, but to keep fighting for her beliefs. So with the aria on Bach's G string, Asuka achieves her own redemption. It was the true heart reborn in one's own beliefs, and the reality that was dragged back under the gun of Longinus.
Shinji who didn't choose to fight was still that kid, so in the face of cowardly tears, he said 気手ち悪い.
(Excessive interpretation of Anno again)
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