The title is a sentence in the lyrics of a song I like very much. I heard it the year before, and the translation is, if I can be reincarnated, I want to be you.
The first time I saw this lyric, my chest felt tight, but I don't know why.
If I could be reincarnated, I would like to be you.
In fact, "I want to eat your pancreas" means "I want to be you", "I want to be like you".
Although the female protagonist left in the end, the male protagonist has actually eaten her pancreas. Getting along every day, in a sense, is a process of gradually eating a person.
The two people I liked before are both the kind of people who are very different from me. I used to be mourning, it can’t be said to be dark, but it’s always lack of vitality and love to escape. There are always sad thoughts in my mind, I feel like It's tattered, always hoping that someone will love me and save me, maybe I can live a good life. They look very healthy and bright, like the so-called opposite of me, I want to be like them, I want to eat their pancreas
Although they didn't come to "rescue" me in the end, and my relationship with them was not close in the end, and I was always alone, but I did change, and I actually became that bright person who could make some people laugh, Someone wants to eat my pancreas
Life is probably like this, there is no terminal illness, there is no rescue, no girl falls from the sky to take you to eat desserts, go to the beach and watch fireworks, no one lends you "The Little Prince" (although I lent one person "The Little Prince", but he has been for half a year. Didn't watch??), but someone said something to you lightly, did something with you, and then they gradually disappeared from a certain point of time, and you moved on
But I have eaten the pancreas.
A part of those people will live with me, where it is clear, where it is gentle, even where it may be cowardly
Life is colored because of a certain encounter, I think it is very legendary and hard to imagine, but it seems to be a silent occurrence in daily life, but the color emerges unconsciously so that you can't tell who you are with that person. Does it matter, and that person didn't die, just faded away, but so
At the end of the movie, there is a scene imitating "The Little Prince". The heroine planted cherry blossoms on her own planet (in a sense, it is actually a spring tree), protected it with a glass cover, took care of it, and watched the sunset time and time again. The planet becomes colorful with the growth of flowers. At this time, the male protagonist's planet enters the picture, which is a barren planet without color. The male protagonist lowered his head and smiled lightly, saying that I am not good, you are right, I am just timid.
The picture representing the death of the heroine is very similar to the illustration in "The Little Prince" in which the little prince was bitten by a snake. It made my heart hurt when I saw it. He covered his eyes and leaned back slightly.
"The Little Prince" is actually a story of constant encounters and partings in a sense. The little prince raised roses, left roses, met a fox, left a fox, met a pilot, and finally left the pilot again.
When the little prince was about to leave the fox, the fox said that he would cry. The little prince may feel guilty. He said it was your fault. I didn't want to bring you pain. You asked me to tame you. Fox said so. The little prince said you got nothing in return. The fox said that because of the color of the wheat, I still got the benefit.
What is the reason for the color of the wheat?
"Did you see the wheat field over there? I don't eat bread, and the wheat is of no use to me. I don't care about the wheat field. And that's a disappointment. But you have blond hair. So, Once you tame me, it will be wonderful. The wheat, golden yellow, will remind me of you. And, I will even love the sound of the wind blowing the wheat..."
Parting is sad, and I don't want to part, but I don't think that because of parting, the encounter is full of sorrow and meaninglessness. Some people think it's too much for the heroine to change the hero's life when she is dying, but I don't think so. The male protagonist actually chose to change. There will actually be sad times when he is far away from people and close to people, but he began to try to live close to people. This is his choice. When Yingliang died, he would cry, and he would definitely cry. But he will like cherry blossoms more, will like "The Little Prince", and will use touch more than numbers to feel human body temperature.
The people we love make us fall in love with more things, even if they disappear from our lives, they will always be a part of our lives.
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After the literature and art, I would like to analyze it from the perspective of what I have learned recently. This story is a very typical story of indifferent and avoidant (even a bit vicious) divisive men attracting enthusiastic performative women. It is not so obvious in the original work. The anime version is really too exaggerated... I saw someone say that this is a bit similar to Four Lies. I haven't seen Four Lies, but it seems to be a story of a split-like man being "saved" by a performer. I even wonder if the core of many of Neon's works are all divided and rescued by the performance type, right?
I want to say that I also really want to be liked and "saved" by the enthusiastic and good-looking young lady, but the ideal is very plump and the reality is cruel. If the young lady is not terminally ill, how can she have the time and interest to deal with the dark and fat house! I can wash and sleep
[But having said that, I remembered that when I was in high school, I really liked to play with another friend who was very cold and evasive. I felt that he was lonely and wanted him to be more open. I'm probably the acting type, hhhhh
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