Do you have an unspeakable experience?

Josue 2022-11-16 14:47:56

It's hard to imagine how to tell someone else, or even make him accept an unspeakable experience that happened to you, it's like a nightmare, or something that happened to someone else that you just overheard and remembered. Live stories. You try your best to ignore it, forget it and don't think about it, maybe after a long time you can't remember the details clearly because you don't remember it at all, and most of the time you don't remember it at all, you slowly think It seems to be any ordinary experience in the first half of your life, but... how can it be, you still remember that anything associated with it will arouse your memory of it, even if you try to suppress it. Thinking about it, it's like a tumor growing on you that can't be eradicated from irregular attacks...

That's who you are, you who have secrets that you can't tell. This experience must be unacceptable to you. Denny is a stupid thing that he did when he fainted from smoking marijuana. You start to think about what you are doing. You are all at the age of 19, a fool, and you are also confused and lonely like Denny. Love is wrong many people...

Maybe it's too much experience to become mature, maybe if you don't try, you will always be curious and never know wrong, maybe it's the you who used to be who you are now... You are also longing for someone, longing for true love, just like alex asked denny" Do you always believe that someone will accompany you to the end?" Like Denny, you said "yes" firmly. But will you be as lucky as denny to meet someone who can open your heart, someone who doesn't care about your past, your experiences, all of your things? Will you keep it a secret from that person in the future? Will he accept you?

I am very moved by Denny's frankness. It is inevitable to make mistakes when you are young. Yes, "You may make mistakes, but you will not make the same mistake twice."

Believe that a person can be rehabilitated, like he never wants to be like that again because he knows how unbearable and painful it is. Also try to forgive yourself and reconcile yourself, heal your scars before you can love others.

After being hypocritical, I want to say:

I still think that alex is not dead, because only if he is not dead, a lot of logic can say the past. For example, 1. Why did they kill Alex without getting the lie detector data in the USB flash drive? If they kill him, they will never know where that thing is?

2. If they have cleared the files of all electronic devices, why didn't they take the computer together, and why did alex remind him to change the battery of his computer? What would he do with a time bomb to Denny if he knew he was going to die? So it should be that he knew that he was in danger of being discovered by them but he would not die. That USB flash drive was the key thing for them to meet again.

3. Why did they let Denny find out that he was dead, wouldn't it be better for Alex to just disappear? Besides, why did no autopsy and dna test exist when alex died? That's why I always thought he wasn't dead.

4. If alex is dead, just kill Denny directly, so as to save him endless investigation, only if Alex is not dead and he asks them not to hurt Denny, will they keep him from killing him.

Of course, if everything I said is true, then the show has one of the most obvious bugs. Denny, who can guess everything without a lie, has never suspected that Alex is not dead, that they are just threatening to obstruct. But he never let him die to stop all this...

Looking forward to the second season, Alex is back, I haven't eaten enough sugar yet!

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  • Frances: You either step into the abyss or step back from it; you cannot walk along its edge for long.