. What drives you forward?
From one vanishing Sidney Hall to another vanishing Sidney Hall, in the middle, what moved you forward?
The polluted city, the gloomy sky, the neon refracted by the smog in the night, Sidney Hall at that time was a teenager overwhelmed by his self. When a person is full of self-natures, are these self-natures also false? The young Sidney was surrounded by sad friends and pure girlfriends, looking for the real, abandoned and aloof Sidney Hall in the long fog of time and space.
With a battered Mustang, Sidney brought her Melody to her youth.
On one side is the temptation of the Pulitzer Prize, the coquettish beauty; on the other side is the murderous intent, anger, and imprisoned freedom. One step further into the abyss, one step back into the abyss. At this point, what prompted you to move forward? Fate arranged a gorgeous curtain call for Melody. In the claustrophobic elevator box, the two people who cling to each other tightly, hope to despair. Sidney recalls being evicted after being neglected by his parents, being evicted by a friend who committed suicide, and being evicted as a teenager. Teenage Sidney was told that if he wanted to write a novel, he would need to go through different lives. So after this gorgeous expulsion by neon ended, he chose to start wandering - no matter where he went.
On the westbound train, Sidney went into the unknown.
What makes you more authentic? a good opponent. The sadness of a person is that when he looks around, he finds that no one can hunt with him. If life loses the meaning of pursuit, it becomes boring. Conversely, when you are in self-exile, those who can save you must include your opponents. The reason for being trapped before becomes meaningless under the occasional mockery of the opponent. This may be the arrangement of fate. So in the last period of his life, Sidney chose to be redeemed by his opponent.
postscript:
When a drop of water falls on the jade plate and passes away, is the result zero? For Yupan, yes. But for humans, we harvest the entire time and space of the droplet from falling to the elapsed period. Going from one vanishing Sidney to another vanishing Sidney is zero for the outcome, but infinite possibilities for those who see it - including Sidney.
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