Recording before rewatching, I know there must be a new feeling to watch it again.
But this time I saw it at the festival was subtle and subtle. There are several reasons, objective and simple: 1. Sitting in the film archive, at this time of last year’s film festival, I sat in the last row alone and cried a lot while watching "Late Spring". 2. I just broke up with my boyfriend for four years, and it is neither long nor short, neither painful nor itchy. 3. We have known each other for about a quarter. He sits on my left and he hasn't broken up yet. 3. On his left sat a girl who didn't know whether it was crying or rhinitis. In the scene where the man announced his coming out, I saw that she kept guessing tears, and he looked at him three or four times. 4. There is a young boy sitting on my right. In the 'Should Laugh' episode, he will laugh out loud. 5. I recently wrote a thesis and read some so-called feminism.
After watching the whole film, I can't feel how long 167 minutes are, and I can't feel how tired my body is. It takes 167 minutes to tell about the loss, reconstruction and loss of two people, the broken, reorganized and broken relationship of a relationship, which is very difficult. , I can't see enough, they have too many details of life, I think the movie is not shown, and there should be.
Need to record a few lines, all by memory
The old woman said: I have lost my potential, I have lost all my senses.
The woman said: Let me help you collect your luggage.
The woman said: I seem to have found myself.
The woman woke up from a nightmare: I don't know, I don't know what I'm doing, I'm so tired, I don't seem to be going to see anyone, and no one will love me anymore.
There are several scenarios that also need to be recorded:
During the interview, she said, we didn't know each other for a long time because of love at first sight, and we met each other at the loneliest time of each other.
Everyone said we were a good fit and happy. The two of them were washing dishes in the kitchen after the friend left and the woman said we didn't seem to have any problems that seemed to be the problem. After a quarrel, the man instinctively touched his wife's chest as if it was a compensatory attitude. The wife instinctively disgusted and refused. The man's expression, that expression appeared many times in the film, and it also caused the whole situation many times. The mocking expression on the field, how pathetic. I don't know what's wrong, what's wrong with life, what's wrong with us, what's wrong with me, what am I doing. Go to sleep, all right.
After the man announced his infidelity, the woman said to set the alarm clock to sleep, and set the alarm clock on his body. The next day he left, she listened to the sound of the car driving away on the other side of the door, turned to the bedside and called her friend, and learned from her friend that everyone knew the truth except herself, and she broke out at this moment, biting her own Hands, tears, nowhere to release the repressed power.
Soon, they met six months later. Her demeanor is much more elegant, and her makeup is more delicate. She said that she was seeing a doctor recently, recording her life every day, and looking for herself. She told him that she was very satisfied with the doctor's sex life at first, and then she fell in love spiritually. Oh, woman. The man went to kiss her, she couldn't accept it.
In the divorced office, the two talked about each other's lives, because they knew each other best and were most familiar with each other. The relationship was very relaxed and natural. They talked about the division of property. The man couldn't make up his mind to sign. Later, the two fought. The man didn't let him go out and lock the door. The woman was injured and beaten again, and the woman was injured again. The man saw her messy appearance and suddenly apologized. The moment she went out, the man sat on the seat and signed. The woman came back after cleaning and went to the table to take the pen and sign.
They went back to where they used to live, went to a friend's hut, the two leaned against the wall, and the man said can you not be so feminist sometimes. (There are other issues, important but I can't remember)
The woman woke up, mad, with nowhere to hide, she shrank in a corner, wrapped in a quilt. The man hugged her, she said I don't know, I don't know what I'm doing, I'm so tired, I don't seem to be going to see anyone, and no one will love me anymore. The man said no, we have each other, I love you. The woman settled down in an instant, in a happy state of half-smile but not smiling. She said she wanted to stay like this, but the man said it might not work. My arms and legs would go numb, and the audience laughed.
The first feeling after watching it is that the depression is hard to digest. The lines, eyes and movements are so real and empathetic. I don't know why, but I can even accept and yearn for such a relationship between the two sexes, which is accompanied by numbness, restraint and freedom. But thinking about it again, I feel that everything has nothing to do with love and marriage, or that there are some metaphysical things that are above marriage. What is unacceptable is not only the so-called marriage exhibited by married life, but also some ugly worldly restraint that stems from the desires of human instinct.
When love becomes married life, it means accepting oneself again and again, accepting smallness and accepting all the ugly faces that run counter to the so-called freedom and beauty of love. Maybe there is love, but love is not enough to support the truth, because hazy is the beauty of love, but what is true love? It is a pity that there is no right to choose in real life. After hurting and crushing each other, it is comforting to get along with the person who knows each other best and needs the least, and it seems that it is the freedom of a truly independent self. But everything was like a nightmare, and I found that I would not love anything and would not be loved by anyone, but it was only a moment, married life told you that I would not and I love you. Some people say that the ending looks like a real marriage, and some people say that accepting the ending means accepting the marriage, but this ending is miserable, miserable. If a woman stays in the state of a nightmare, she might be really happy, I don't know. I don't think they are happy. Even though it looks happy and relaxed, it is short-term numbness and lack of perception.
When we use love to create this thinking context, looking back, do they love each other? Why did that interview begin, why did they decide to live together, and what made them feel like they were in love and fit for each other. What is appropriate? Be it a person, a man, or a woman, as an individual, as an individual with sexual and physiological distinctions, it seems independent but cannot exist independently, cannot exist independently in nature, and the rules of nature are even more difficult to exist. Survive alone under social rules and morals.
Men always say that the college student is jealous, always jealous. There are still some things that need to be digested. I don't know much about this man. He seems to be the first to wake up, but he is actually the least sober. The reason is not that he left the family without hesitation and vowed to find himself and find freedom, but that when the pleasure of his instinctive desire dissipated, he came back to find his wife, and he fell asleep listening to him reading the letter and saying that he was very Wonderful.
I don't quite understand because I don't know what to do with mine, yours, ours, your relationship. There are facts that are unwilling to admit and unwilling to accept, and fantasies that are especially idealistic and especially fragile, and forms of personal ego other than desire. Yes, if all this thinking exists in the context of love, it will be difficult to understand. If everything exists in the context of philosophical beings, there is a need for love and discussion.
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