This is my favorite movie I've seen this year. The movie shows the male lead's decadent hangover from the very beginning, and then slowly realizes his ten-year numb life and feels that he lives in pain. There is no hope in life, every day is like walking dead, I am gay, I have no freedom, and I have no friends. I just thought that if there is such a person who can bring a ray of hope to his endlessly tormented life, then this must be a good story, a story I like to read, and then the second male appeared.
The male protagonist's love for the male second came gradually, not like love at first sight. Although it was the first time I went to pick him up, I saw him smoking a cigarette, leaning against the wall, and saying fuck, I might think this man is quite handsome , so he made things difficult for him everywhere, not only because he came to work and seemed to rob him of his job, but also on the one hand, this was the male protagonist's careful thought to attract the attention of another person. That's why the second man said in the early morning, "I know what you're thinking, it's indescribable.
The male protagonist's love for the male second began to show signs of seeing him deliver the sheep for the first time. He looked at the lamb and said that it would not survive, just like the day his father handed him the gun and let him do it himself for the calf he had intended to deliver himself. At that time, he was a little helpless and hopeless. So when he looked at the second male and tried his best to save the little lamb, he had a different feeling in his heart, as if he had completed the redemption. Then seeing him take good care of the lamb every day, hide the lamb in his arms, and feed the lamb, I feel very warm in my heart. It was a tenderness he had never experienced before, and he had never been held in the palm of his hand like that, so when the second male taught him what a kiss was, held his face, and hugged him, he was so moved. When his hand was scratched, the second man carefully held his hand and helped him check the wound, and the second man licked the wound on his palm carefully, which moved him a little. He has not been like this for a long time. Be gentle, I'm afraid from childhood to adulthood, fall and get up, get hurt, swallow, suddenly there is such a warm person, who seems to be able to heal for you all that this ruthless world has drawn out in your hopeless long years scars. The male protagonist's feelings are further sublimated. A lamb is really dead. The second male cuts the lamb's skin with a knife. He thinks that he may be eating meat or to keep warm, but the second male wears the sheep's skin to the lamb. , let the lamb go back to its mother. I think at that moment, he fell completely, because, I fell too.
From the beginning, he only knew sex, solved physiological problems, and finally learned to kiss, embrace, learn to love, learn to act like a spoiled child, learn to be soft, and learn to go all out for the person he loves.
At first, I didn't understand why I arranged the clip of the male protagonist cheating in the bar. I felt a dull pain in my heart. It was the second male, as if I was the second male at that moment. So many people say that the male lead is scumbag. But if the two of them go well, that's how it ends. The hero still doesn't understand love. He still wouldn't dare to act intimately with the second male in public, and he would still be cautious for fear of being discovered by his grandmother.
This paragraph is just to let him understand what love is, that love can only kiss me, can only hug me, and can only make love with me alone, if I can't do it, then I will leave. So the male protagonist asked the second male unsure why he left. The second male glared at him, and he nodded and understood. It turned out that he only left because he had a skin-to-skin relationship with others. He also understood that no difficulties were involved. Will separate them except betrayal and hurt, so he cries that I just want to try it once, I want you back, I want us to be together, this time I won't screw it up again. In fact, with the male protagonist's arrogant and awkward character, such an affectionate expression may have really exhausted the courage he had never used in his life. He didn't even dare to hold his father's hand, for fear of being seen, he quickly withdrew, but for love, he came to him, and he still didn't shrink back after being reproached, he came to ask him if he wanted to come back. How much love you have to be able to let go of your dignity like this, let go of the armor on which you live, and beg him to go back. In the end, he was able to ignore everyone's eyes, hug him and kiss on the widest field of the factory, and lean on his shoulder in the car. Prove that he really understands what love is. He is a light in his life, illuminating his dark world and his uncertain future.
In fact, the second male knows what kind of freak the male protagonist is, arrogant and awkward, and knows that he doesn't understand love, so he who is quite experienced has to teach him. He seemed disappointed and left, but he didn't want to beat him, as if he hated iron and couldn't help him. But he left his contact information, and he kicked him to wake him up, with a face that I won't go with you if you don't say goodbye, and finally forced him to speak his mind.
It is said that the second male is the redemption of the male protagonist and a light in his life. But the male protagonist is not the most beautiful accident in the second male's life. He immigrated and could not go back to the motherland. Drifting around, doing odd jobs. There is no fixed number of drifting. His own farm was not kept, and he also had unrequited feelings. He has a lot of plans for his future. But not one of him. If they're going well together. We may wonder to some extent, will he be with the male lead because he can have a farm or finally settle down, so that episode also shows that the second male really loves him, if you are not loyal to us love, then I'll leave, I'm with you, I don't want anything, I just hope you love me with all your heart. That's all.
Later, I finally learned how to love, but unfortunately you have long gone and disappeared into the sea of people. Fortunately, I went to find you, and you came back. .
A big part of the reason why I don't like please call me by your name is that he didn't go to him at the end of the story, didn't ask him. Will it be for me. Don't get married.
Thank you for this movie, it made me believe in love again. Let me know even if it doesn't come across. Can still believe.
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