If you were given a choice, would you choose the truth or the big risk?
Let's make an assumption. If you choose to tell the truth, you are a constant coward. Will you accept this title? Do you want to stick to your dream school? Do you want to get rid of the original self who dared not confess? Do you want to change the self who lives in the same way?
Do you want to change and make everything start over again? So, the second round begins. You can start over with selection. I think you'll choose Big Adventure. If I'm not wrong, you don't accept yourself as you are in your heart. This is a chance to start over. You can break through yourself, you can do things you never dared to do before. You can get paid. People around you will look at you with admiration. Your friends will impress you, and it's even possible that your crush will start to like this different you. Just a game. You think so. Reality is reality, games are games, why not play?
The game begins. The beginning is always new and interesting. Just like your colorful future. Everything is so public and beautiful, you think, this is youth, this is what youth should be like. One novelty challenge after another is saying goodbye to the past. Unknown challenges, boys who have never met, take you through the bustling streets of New York with your eyes closed. This is probably heaven. You are like a new born. You are in love with yourself like this. But from the moment the sugar coating is peeled off, you should know that sugar, there is always a moment to melt. You forget what the world itself looks like. He was never kind and nice.
With all the familiar things around you gone, you start to get scared. You start to fear, you want to escape, you want to go back in time. But the game doesn't stop. You think you're a player, but when your destiny is controlled by all the Anonymous, you start to crumble. You don't understand why your destiny is entrusted to a group of people that you don't know or even that you'll never meet. You are powerless to speak the so-called truth. But hiding under the shell of anonymity, you can only be forced to accept the fate chosen by these spectators. You are no longer extravagant. Closing my eyes, I just feel numb.
You don't understand what your change is for. To prove that you are not the coward? Is it to have the courage to speak your mind? Or prove that you too can be the center of attention? But nothing matters anymore. Because what's the point now? You just think you are ridiculous now. Why don't you accept yourself like this? You were like that. You'll take the best photos on your graduation album for your bestie and your crush. With an artistic talent, you got into a great art school. You have friends who truly treat you, family members who love you, you have a bright future, and you will pursue your dreams. Why did it become what it is now?
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