Long shot Asuka and Rei speculate on the inner thoughts of the two girls in the elevator.
Shinji and Nagisa Looking at each other: the longest freeze-frame
Zhu Xun Q middle double piano, Ode to Joy, the loneliness and mystery of the seaside, the short life "The value of life and death are equal, only the death of one's own choice is the real freedom.
" Asuka symbol? The mother regarded the doll as herself. Before she died, she broke the head of the doll and hanged it, which hit Asuka, so she became withdrawn and proud, thinking that one person is enough, almost the same experience as Shinji, but the opposite is true. The attitude of Shinji becomes withdrawn and inferior, which should be the meaning of these two characters. "Humans and dolls are just a piece of paper apart, because they are made by human beings according to their own appearance. If there is a god in the world, maybe we are just his dolls." The
player and Shinji may have just had a past between them and their father. , Ikari Yuandu destroyed all the photos in order to prevent anyone from discovering Rei's secret, while Shinji forgot the past in order to escape, whenever he encountered something he hated, he wanted to escape. He listened to the player every day to relieve loneliness. In the sequence, the player became a bond with Li again, and both Zeros picked up the player, even surpassing Ikari Yuandu's glasses. "It's a little warm, it's sticky and a little disgusting, it seems to be slowly pinching my chest... Is that... is 'like'?" She has feelings, but can't fully understand them, which is a novelty The setting, she only knew that it was important to her, but she didn't know why it was important. The same was true for Shinji. For some reason, he kept the player with him, but it was also different. Compared with Rei, he could understand happiness, pain, sadness, Lonely, but he doesn't want to be seen by others. "The power to maintain the status quo and the power to change the status quo, things that have these two contradictory properties at the same time are called creatures."
Two similar souls, both longing for attention, from Asuka's repeated line "Look at me, Mom". And her confession to Shinji can see another fragile Asuka, who never recovered after being hit in the heart. She has been proving herself, but finally became hate everything, because after losing her mother, she only had one reason to live - to drive EVA, but when she lost even this, her fragile inner and outer pride defense was also destroyed. Destroyed, and in a crisis, no one came to save her. When Zero was in danger, Shinji appeared, which led to Asuka's dislike of Shinji. When she was completely helpless, subconsciously, the person she hoped to save her appeared, but it was not the blessing she thought, but the Shinji she hates. Is it love between them? Some people think that 14 is too young, which means that those people are not over 14. The director's intentions are already evident in the episodes Kaji and Misato and Shinji and Asuka. It can be seen that Misato took the initiative to break up because she felt that her love for blessing was only to make up for her lost father. This is just like Shinji, Asuka's hint to Shinji is already obvious, lying beside him twice at night, no It's just an affirmation of him and an expression of his love. At first, it was just a unilateral match made by blessing, but after getting along, I found that he is similar to myself, not sympathy, but empathy. She began to discover the advantages of Shinji. When Shinji disappeared in the LCL, it was Misato who was most worried. Asuka didn't seem to care at that time, but she showed a very painful expression when she found out that Shinji disappeared, and she felt relieved when she found out. He never dared to say it outright, whether it was hiding behind the door or that kiss, it was just action. Shinji actually felt it, but he was afraid of hurting himself and Asuka, so he didn't dare to accept it. In the dream, he tried that kiss because he wanted to accept it. She saw Asuka's arrogance and liked her unspoken feelings and expressions, but when Asuka said "Mom" in tears, he gave up, He was afraid of hurting her. Since then, since Kaji's death, everything has changed. Asuka hates herself, Misato is under investigation, her friends have left, and Shinji is completely alone again. But in desperation, he still went to find Asuka's help. But in LCL, when he met Asuka again, Asuka's hatred and disgust from despair made Shinji angry for the first time, he tried to kill Asuka, he was afraid of being alone, but he didn't want to lose himself as a whole, so He came back, but next to him was the Asuka who didn't want to help him even though he died. He was surprised and then desperate. He no longer believed in the love between people, and he no longer believed that people could open up barriers. He hated being alive. , he doesn't want to Hit, so again he wanted to kill Asuka, but when Asuka reached out and touched his face, he was shaken, when she regained consciousness, it was not anger but forgiveness, but why forgive, maybe what you see in LCL is Shinji's love for her, his deeper fear, he learned to understand. In the end, Shinji let go and began to cry bitterly. Asuka glanced at him, indicating that Shinji had decided to live, to regain or to say the love he had always expected and believed in.
Kaji and Misato are 29 years old, 14 years old when they experienced the second shock, the same age, different experiences, the same feelings, this is the same as Shinji and Asuka, 14 years old, the same age, different experiences, the same feelings, the opposite attitude, the world after the second impact, the whole piece of EVA almost did not mention a word, all left to people's imagination, changes in the world pattern, famine, war, war, the disaster that reduces half of the world's population is unimaginable, this is also Brilliant place. The similarity between Kaji and Misato and Shinji and Asuka is not accidental, it is the director's intention. I also rely on others to live, and I also take other people's goals as my life. In 15 years, a lot has changed, but nothing has changed. "People can live by forgetting their memories. But there are some things that can never be forgotten. As long as you live, there is paradise everywhere."
About the kiss of adults, Misato finally thought that she could not be a good mother, and decided to As a lover, he entrusted his blessings and dreams to Shinji in the form of an adult kiss, hoping that he would bring good news to mankind.
Some thoughts on EVA The beauty of EVA lies in its surface and deep beauty. The surface layer is the success of character creation, the grandeur of the story, the delicacy of soundtrack, picture, dialogue design, the grasp of shots and editing, and the deeper layer is its mysterious Beauty, the perfect combination of religion and philosophy, skepticism, sophistry and the Illuminati, dualism, the manifestation of the conflict between idealism and materialism, not just the war between man and god, but also the war of values, the truly perfect work or art is not fixed The main theme is the growth of the youth planned by fate in the background, the confusion of human nature between true and false, the separation of human hearts, the ultimate thinking between God and human, the whole fusion of art is the era, the monument of an era. .
"Everyone's world view is very narrow. Everyone will only measure things with their own small ruler. They don't look at things objectively, but only look at things according to the truth given to others."
EVA proposed Questions about science and technology Humanity has gone too far after the fig, and there is no freedom under the moral framework established by itself. The night is coming, and the twilight of mankind has begun. I hope that the soul of man can be purified in the long night. , usher in the dawn of tomorrow.
"People don't know what to do, they all try to understand each other. But remember, people can never fully understand each other. Humans are such sad creatures. Unable to communicate completely, loneliness is the root of human sorrow and destiny. It is people who have come out of God and the Garden of Eden to decide their own lonely destiny. However, the meaning of human beings is not just like that... "
We believe that with the in-depth development of science and technology, protein engineering will bring more good news to mankind. If human beings really master the connection between the structure and function of proteins one day, then it will be possible to create life and transform life. Will those who have the power of God be redeemed? Or judgment, or extinction at the end of evolution, the gospel or the death knell?
Reality and Dreams Ikari Shinji: "What is a dream?" Lingbo Zero: "That is the continuation of reality." Ikari Shinji: "What is reality?" Lingbo Zero: "That is the end of dreams."
Reality exists in the unknown Dreams exist in reality, and reality exists in people's hearts. Because a person's image is shaped by a person's heart, and the new image will gradually change that person's heart and body. Imagery, imagination, our future is opened up by the torrent of time, but if human beings do not act by their own will, nothing will change. Therefore, the lost self can only be retrieved by relying on one's own strength, even if one loses one's own point of view or is blinded by the words of others.
I and EVA actually watched it when we were in kindergarten. At that time, I was very envious of the pilots, but now I gradually find their pain and helplessness under the glorious honor. I saw myself in Asuka, and I saw myself in Shinji. They were born in 2001, and so did I. It was at this age that I could better understand their sufferings. Thinking about my future, I gradually have a new feeling about many things. That kind of hazy and real heart wall is the problem of our times, shutting yourself up in school at school, shutting yourself up in small cages in the city, shutting yourself up in the virtual world at home, that The invisible wall is both a protection for oneself and a harm to oneself. Zhu Xun once said: "You are desperately avoiding the first contact. Are you afraid of contacting others? If you don't know others, you won't be betrayed by others, and you won't hurt each other, but you can't get rid of loneliness. Humans can't eliminate loneliness forever. People are always alone. But people can forget the past, so they can live. Humans often feel heartache, and it is because of heartache that they feel that life is a very painful thing, especially Your heart is slender and fragile like glass, which makes you very favorable, the so-called favor is like." Because of fear of losing, I dare not have it. Why are people always like Shinji and Asuka? If you don’t express yourself clearly, and you don’t try to understand others, you are clearly full of ideas that you want to express but are constantly escaping. But you can't always run away. If you don't take the first step, nothing will change. What a tragedy this is, maybe the fear of others being hurt is really just a slap in the face. "The so-called growth is to find a distance that won't hurt each other through constant gathering, separation and reunion." My friend said that I was very similar to Asuka, both confident and fragile. She said that I have a glass heart, and I will only endure the pain. Don't say it, I think it's right. I like Asuka because of her authenticity, our similarity, and I find myself in her and resonate with me. "People can't fully understand others, and it is questionable whether they understand themselves. It is impossible to understand each other 100%, so people will try to let others understand themselves, and therefore life will be interesting." What does EVA want to convey? It seems to me like this: "I know life can hurt, I know it's painful to get along with others, and I also know that people may never fully understand each other, but for the sunshine and happiness in it, I'm willing to try Give it a try." And
finally a stream of consciousness:
Fear, I'm
afraid of disappearing
, but I think it's okay to disappear
. Why?
Because I'm not needed
I'm really a child nobody wants
No matter what I do it doesn't matter
You think this because you want to escape
You are afraid of failure, right?
Are you afraid of being hated by others?
Afraid to see your weak self, right?
This is
the same with you, Misato, isn't it?
Yes!
We are all the same
. There is something missing in our hearts.
I am afraid of this and feel very uneasy . So now I want to become one with people
's hearts. I
want to bury each other's insufficiency
.
Otherwise, I will not be able to survive.
People can not live alone,
so they feel pain ,
so they feel lonely
, so they want to combine their hearts and people together
, that is, they want to become one
. Human beings are actually very painful
people. The mind and body are very fragile
and therefore need to complement each other
. Why?
Because if you don't do this, human beings will not be able to survive
Is this really true?
Why do people live? I
don't know
Maybe it's because I want to find this answer that I live.
Who is it that I live for?
Of course it's for myself,
maybe it's for myself,
really?
Are you living happily?
I don't know if
you live happily?
Of course
you are happy. Are you happy?
I just want to do something happy
Do you hate loneliness?
Of course not.
Do you hate pain?
Of course I hate it,
so you run away?
That's right! Running away from things you hate
Is there anything wrong with that?
Can't escape
Why can't you escape?
Avoidance will make you more painful
After you escape the pain, will you still feel the pain?
It will still be very painful
. Since you know it will be painful, you have to run away from it. Right
! If you feel pain ,
then run away
. If you really hate it, it's okay to run away.
But I've had enough.
I don't want to run away anymore
. That's right! I can't run away anymore
It's because you think running away will make you more miserable
It's because you know the pain of running away That's
why you hate running away
Because if you run away,
no one will care about me
Don't abandon me
I beg you! Don't abandon me
Obediently obey the instructions of others
This is his way of life
Yes! If I don't do this, I
will definitely be abandoned again.
Are you afraid of hurting yourself?
That's right, you've been thinking this way . It
's not just you who is hurt. It's not just you who
suffer. You only
think this way because it will make you feel better.
Shao Luo! This matter has nothing to do with you,
I don't need you to take care of my affairs. You
give up your worth like this every time.
I have nothing.
You start to
think
that you have no worth. If there is any harm,
let people praise you to maintain yourself
. No one wants to accept me.
It's all your own thinking. So, I have
to drive the EVA.
It's all your own. There's no such thing It's all you think too much No, I'm worthless I don't have anything to boast about That's why I drive the EVA Only by driving the EVA can I maintain my existence Only by driving the EVA can I find the real me Driving Before the EVA, I had nothing. It 's because of the EVA that I am here.
Before driving the EVA,
nothing,
nothing
, I have nothing, nothing,
the value of life,
I have no
so
I hate myself
I hate you! I hate you! I hate you I
hate you I hate
you
sorry I hate you ...*** I hate you the most Look! Everyone thinks this way . They must think so. You think too much. No! Because I hate myself even because of this, so you always think everyone hates you Hate! disgusting! But some people praise me When I sit on the EVA, I will be praised. Some people praise me . I am very happy . I am praised, but I am not very happy . Which one is your real mood ? Mood So you went to drive the EVA? Now I only have EVA. If I don't do this, I won't be able to keep my EVA first, but it's a part of your heart. But once you rely on her , EVA will become you .
She'll be all you
and then the real you will disappear
It doesn't matter
I was nothing anyway
The cello I learned didn't work at all
That's because you didn't do anything
But I can drive the EVA now
but if I lose After EVA, you will be like me, you can't do anything.
Why drive an EVA?
Because he's all I have
Rain
Sadness
Feels like me...
I don't like
sunsets
Life that's gone, my wishes
I don't like
mornings
the beginning of a day, the beginning of a nasty day
I don't like the warmth of
the blue sky ,
Unaccustomed things
Scary things, unwanted things
I don't like
I hate everyone
What do you expect?
Afraid of being upset?
what do you want?
Think of a sense of ease?
What are you looking for?
Don't hate me
Scared of...
rejection
Wanted...
contact and acknowledgment
Can I stay by my side?
can i stay here?
like me?
Do you like mom?
Do you want to go to your mother's place?
I don't want to go
Do you want to go to Dad?
I don't want to go
Why?
Because
I am afraid, because I am afraid of being hated by him
, because I am afraid that I will disappear
, so?
What are you expecting?
Let the anxiety go away
What are you looking for?
Make the loneliness disappear
You are not happy, are you?
Before that, I wanted to get it...
I wanted to find my own value first.
I just hope that everyone can value me without abandoning me. I
hope to get value
. You can only admit your own value.
Therefore, he drives EVA and
I have no value
, no value to survive.
So, what are you?
What am I?
What the hell am I?
This is... it
's me
The shape I let others see It 's
my mark
This is also, this is
also what is it? Where the hell am I? Is this me? Is it the real me?
Or fake me?
You are who you are, it's just that your true self is different from your extended self Yes
! My clothes, my shoes, my room
These are all part of me
These are all things that you connect with your consciousness
I am me I
am only me
But I still don't
know where am I?
What the hell am I?
What the hell am I?
So he closed his heart
No one wants to understand me
Are you an idiot?
This kind of thing is natural, no
one will understand you
. The only person who understands you is you.
So you have to cherish yourself
. Even so, I can't find myself.
I still don't understand . How can I
cherish myself?
Uneasy,
I'm still very uneasy
, the
present you, the people
around you, the environment around you,
these can't last forever,
your time will always pass
, and your world will change
, all because of your "heart" And change
This is...
a world with nothing?
A world without people?
Here and the free world
Free?
A free world not bound by anything
Is this freedom?
Yes, the free world
is but a waste
unless I stop thinking so?
That's right, unless you stop thinking about it.
This...
I don't know what to do with myself.
Are you upset?
I can't even imagine myself I can't
even imagine
a world where there is nothing.
That's freedom . A world where
you can do whatever you want.
However, you feel a little uneasy.
You don't know
what to do. What should I do?
Let it not be free
Look, so the world is formed
But then the freedom disappears
You have to stand on the ground
But then you will be at ease
Your heart will become more relaxed
Then
walk around and see that it is yours Will
This is my will?
The world around you has ground,
but it also allows you to move freely.
As long as you have such a mood,
you can change the position of the world, and the position
of the world will not always be the same place.
It will change with time. Changed by the passage of time
so you can change yourself
It is your own heart that shapes
you and the time around you
This is your world
This is the reality that binds you
That is the reality
What is this?
The space where
there is nothing The world where there is nothing The world where there is nothing
but me I
can't
understand more and more I
feel like I'm fading away
My existence is fading away
Why?
Because there's only you
here, because there's only me here? Would you not know your own form , your own form
, if nothing else existed ? your own feelings? That’s right, you can understand yourself by looking at other people’s bodies. Look at the fence between you and others. You can imagine what you are like . If there are no other people, you will not be able to see yourself. It is because there are others that you can exist, right? If you go anywhere by yourself, you will be by yourself. The world is mine alone. Only by knowing the difference between yourself and others can you determine your own form . The first stranger anyone knows is his own mother . A different human being I am who I am . However, my heart is indeed shaped by the influence of others. That's right, Shinji Ikari
Did you finally understand?
Idiot Shinji
You finally woke up?
Benzedan Shinji
Is it you? Asuka
, what's your tone?
It's my fault that I came here to wake you up every day in order not to make you late every day
. Is this the tone of your gratitude to me?
Well, thank you.
Then let me sleep a little more
. What coquettish are you acting like?
Wake me up,
you are a lecher, an idiot, and a pervert. It's unbelievable. It's
only early in the morning, so there's nothing you can do.
Asuka specially came to wait for him to go to school together. This child is really a
husband, so don't just read the newspaper Get ready for work
. Really, a lot of age,
but still the same as Shinji.
Are you ready?
It 's long overdue.
If it's not in time for the meeting , Mr.
Dongyue will read me.
That's because he likes you . Stop talking
nonsense.
Go and change your clothes
. I get it! Yui
, hurry up
, alright, alright,
you're really long-winded. What did
you say?
Auntie, we are walking, be
careful on the road ,
husband! When are you going to see it?
I got it. Right
!
It is also a world
One of the possibilities
. There is not only one kind of me, but many forms
of me. Yes, I can also be a me who is not an EVA pilot.
If I can think of it like
this, the real world will never be bad.
Maybe not. It's not that the real world is bad, but I hate myself
. It's your heart that makes you hate the world of Xi'an.
Change reality to your heart.
Change reality to a different perspective.
It's only a little bit different, but it can change you a lot. There are
as many people as there are, there are as many real
ones, but there is only one real you
Created by a narrow view of the world Changed to protect yourself A
distorted and distorted reality
A person’s world view
is such a narrow thing
but Humans only judge things in this narrow sense. They
don't want to observe other people's real world . When the
weather is sunny, the mood is also good. When it
rains, the mood is melancholy . A lot of happy things will happen . The truth in the human heart is actually a vulnerable and vulnerable thing. This is the truth of human beings. So you want to seek a deeper truth. You are just not used to being liked. Actually, you don't need to see others Face doing things But don't you hate me very much? how could be? Did you think so yourself?
But I hate myself. It
's impossible for someone who hates me
to like and trust others.
I'm a
mean ,
timid ,
cunning , and
weak
person,
but
if I change myself, I should be able to be gentle .
I hate myself
, but maybe I can Become like myself
Maybe I can stay here
Yes, there is only one me in the world I
am who I am, I want to be who I am
I want to be here
I can stay here
(Thank you dad)
(Goodbye mother)
(And then, bless the world on all children)
Favorite photo of Asuka, fragile and true tearjerker
second shock
Sniper Thunder Angel
Ayanami's smile
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