Your heart does not want others to read

Milton 2022-03-25 09:01:17

After watching this 336-minute film from last night to this morning, I wanted to write a long film review for Matteo, because he and Giorgia may be the two that touched me the most in the whole film. Role.

Matteo hasn't been able to have any deep connection with anyone, family or anyone else for years, and for a few moments I thought at least Nicola was the only confidant in his life, even though I understand that there is no 100% relationship between people But Nicola can at least understand him a little better than everyone else, not to mention that he later became a psychiatrist. Too bad Nicola never realized that Matteo had something in common with Giorgia.

Matteo almost never comes home to see his family, be it parents or sisters, after he leaves home. He didn't even stop to take a look when he was so ill that he couldn't recognize his father as he drove past. He made an appointment with the woman he was attracted to, lied that he was an engineer and wanted to go on a business trip to work overtime, but he broke the appointment. Maybe many people think he is ruthless like his sister, but no one sees the pain in his body. If he doesn't speak or express, no one will know his heart. He is like a book with thousands of locks, he is unwilling to open himself for others to read, and let the pain nibble away at him bit by bit and push himself to death.

His grief after his comrade-in-arms was wounded in the riots ruined his career. Matteo has since visited him from time to time. It was also at this time that he learned that his mother would visit his comrade every week. , sitting for an afternoon, I think there is a bean friend's sentence that makes my nose sour: "Mother doesn't necessarily understand you, but she loves you". Matteo's mother also framed his straight A's and hung it by her bedside.

That New Year's night, he went home for the first time and stayed for a while, only Matteo's mother faintly noticed his indescribable strangeness, and sometimes there was a sense of energy between hearts. After returning home, he made two calls to the woman he was interested in, and only heard the recording of the call to leave a message. He got up and watered every potted plant on the balcony, and carefully picked off the withered leaves. The countdown, and then the sky above the balcony began to blow up gorgeous fireworks in the night, which was so beautiful that people were enchanted. So Matteo opened the balcony door, jumped, said goodbye to this world without attachment, and finally got rid of his pain and loneliness.

The landlord's evaluation of him is that he is such a kind, gentleman and handsome. I agree with someone who said that only kind people get depression and only kind people commit suicide. Because everyone has aggression, it doesn't just go away just because you don't deal with it. Some people attack outwardly, while others attack themselves inwardly. Introverted people always attack their inner self constantly, consuming their own vitality and leading to death.

I wish that Matteo's heart-wrenching woman could make him feel better to some extent, after all, love is the most healing feeling in this world. While life doesn't always flow the way you'd like it to, Matteo's son at the end of the film may be a positive result of the flow of energy.

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  • Sicilian Commissario: What were you looking for, joining the Police?

    Matteo Carati: I wanted some rules.

    Sicilian Commissario: And what do you do, with these rules?

    Matteo Carati: I apply them

  • Andrea Utano: I watch the midnight sun sink towards the horizon, then it stops and doesn't enter the sea. I think of my father, mother, and you, how you've always said that everything is beautiful. I think you were right. Everything is truly beautiful.