Another write to myself

Vallie 2022-12-16 05:26:42

Prompt that after half a pack of cigarettes, a box of balloons and four glasses of Brandy, you may not know what you are playing after tomorrow

Does the bad girl who seems to be promiscuous reflects the shadow of our heart? Does it do what we want to do? Is it a part of me that I deeply identify with and find a little sense of belonging?

At five o'clock, I randomly chose a movie and wanted to watch it while cooking. I didn't expect to see Alexander Skarsgard. I was attracted and felt like Perk of being a Wallflower.

I didn't expect to fall in love with this movie and then I took off my apron and lay on the sofa until the sun went down until the shadow of the sun disappeared

The recording diary was discovered by the mother. Is every serious family dispute caused by the ignorant sexual curiosity of the teenager?

I think I'm in love with someone 20 years older than me

When I especially like comics, I cross the San Francisco bridge like Godzela. Every step of the city is like a miniature earthquake.

But we all said I love you after we got high, I don't know if it counts

Saying that you are unhappy and wanting to commit suicide is actually the only way for a teenager. A friend who has a bad influence will cut off contact sooner or later. No matter how you hug and kiss, you still feel that no one loves you self loathing

It's like poking into a memory deep in my heart that I don't want to remember

Maybe you should do something in this period to know if you are suitable or not.

Glad to see the sunset at the end of the beach, Minnie is laughing, thinking about the summer sunbathing on Coney Island, smoking, reading, eating ice cream, watching children running around, watching teenage boys practicing backflips dozens of miles away, watching girls on roller coasters scream

somehow I feel a little bit relieved about my adolescence after reading it

How can a person have a strong sense of narcissism at the same time as self-loathing?

love its unabashed authenticity

Maybe everyone fucked up bad in some way

No amount of marijuana, tobacco and alcohol cracks can fill the emptiness

She's wonderfully werid

but it's good to know there's always a place to come back to

Imaginatively rich in the stars in the night sky, butterflies will fly out of your stomach to empower yourself

Unbelievably shallow, naive, and confident to fight against the system in his own way

It's easy to become a Monroe as an adult

I have empty dreams, but I feel powerless and panic deep in my heart.

Suddenly found that I haven't thought of the mermaid and warm sea in my dream for a long time, maybe it's just the jungle by the bathtub in the illusion

I also wonder what kind of person will become with whom

Maybe I can never get rid of the low self-esteem that I dare not tell others, maybe I will always be self-nostalgic towards old photos

Maybe cry in the shower, maybe drink with strangers

But no matter how normal you are

I still occasionally miss the urge to swing at the back of the school, smoke in the bushes with no streetlights at night, meet a dog walker without a leash, make an appointment to come to me on a bicycle, or wait for the person I liked to drive me to pick me up from school again. A lonely, narcissistic and doubtful girl.

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The Diary of a Teenage Girl quotes

  • Minnie: I want someone to be so totally in love with me that they would feel like they would die if I were gone. Maybe Monroe could love me like that.

  • Minnie: It would've been better to have slept and dreamed than to watch the night pass and the slow moon sink.