Fragments after watching

Jamil 2022-10-05 13:01:03

When I was in middle school, there was a girl with an intellectual disability in my class. What kind of person is she? It's not very clean, the hair is always greasy, and it wears a very princess-style hairpin. I can't speak clearly, it seems that the language expression logic is blocked, and there are many details that I can't remember clearly, maybe it's really not very appealing. . There was a group of people in the class, boys and girls, who liked to tease her, and most of the rest avoided her as if she didn't exist. I still remember my friends and I once said to her that poor people must be hateful, and seeing those people make her feel poor, but when she herself did some unpopular things, she felt hateful. After graduating from junior high school, she disappeared, no one ever mentioned her again, and I can't remember her name now. When I was in the second year of junior high, I had a group of good friends, but when there were too many people, there would be conflicts. There were also many conflicts in our group, and it was my turn. Because I broke up with one of them, I said to another friend who was in a good relationship, "You stay away from her, I don't like her." And that friend of mine said something to me that I will remember forever, "You If I hate her, I want everyone to stay away from her, not everyone is like what you think." After that, like the hero of this film, I tried to isolate others, but I was isolated by my friends. Thinking about it now, it's really childish. When I was a sophomore in high school, I had a friend that I had known each other for two years, and we were in the same class. I don’t know when it will start, and many people will “shush” me when I answer questions in class. During self-study, it is my turn to manage the class order. The class is noisier than ever, and no one speaks for about three months. Finally one day, the person who took the lead in "shush" me (referred to as A) told me that my friend who I have known each other for two years told A that I said bad things about A behind my back, and that friend also said bad things about A in front of me, and A and her have also been friends for many years. At this point, I ended my life of isolation, but my friend was not spared. Look how childish we were when we were young. I also want to have the opportunity to say sorry to the mentally handicapped classmate. With a little sympathy and a more drama-watching mentality, I am also a part of the cold violence; Keep away from her, not everyone thinks the same as you.” I’m sorry, I’m not qualified to ask others to be with me because of my personal preferences; I also want to say sorry to my friend who has been with me for two years, who is obviously suffering from isolation. I, after her isolation, did not stand up and say a word. There are a lot more... I couldn't get along with people since I was a child, but I was eager for friends. When I was a child, I pretended to be funny to attract others' attention. When I was older, my words became bluffing and overconfident. It's normal for people like me to be isolated. Watching the disqualification in the world and crying like a dog, there is only the phrase "I'm sorry I was born to be a human being" in my head. You see, even now I keep telling my own stories, confused and clueless. I don't have the courage to redeem myself like the male protagonist, nor the courage of the female protagonist to jump off. I can't really open my mouth to say sorry to those people, not even about the past. Seeing a lot of comments saying how unreasonable this story is, how can the bullied person forgive the person who bullied him? How can a person who bullies a classmate become a "warm man"? However, human beings are not black and white creatures. They are complex, sensitive, suspicious, and fickle. It can be said that human beings are inherently evil at the beginning. It is past experiences that make people grow and become kind. The characters in the movies are hidden by your side in reality, some are cowardly, some are green tea, some are self-righteous, some are duplicitous,

There are people in the movie who have suffered retribution and regret and want to atone, people who shirk their responsibilities, people who stand by indifferently, people who spread rumors, you are in an adult world, maybe those people will not get better, but we all hope If I can get better, I would like to believe that the children in the film really realize the mistakes they made as children and reconcile in the process of growing up. Who doesn't want to reconcile with the past? Finally, I would like to say one last sentence: I object to the "Pride of the able-bodied" which is the most popular commentary. It is understandable that the author subjectively brought the heroine's role, and I will also bring myself into the male protagonist's role, but "the arrogance of the able-bodied" brings smells of prejudice. They are also born as human beings. Everyone has different flaws, but they are manifested in different places. I don't think the heroine is any different from other characters, and I hope the author doesn't think that "sound people" are any different from you.

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A Silent Voice: The Movie quotes

  • Miyoko Sahara: I couldn't change. I couldn't protect you again. I was the same coward.

    Shoko Nishimiya: You can change from now on.