A mini-series of 8 episodes in two seasons, the first half is funny, the second half is dark. I guess it's about a story of self-forgiveness, of self-redemption, although it's set in the years of the fall of the Tsar, the White Army and the Bolshevik Civil War. Although I can't see the political metaphor even if there is one, I tend to over-interpret the political inclinations. It's like shining a strange light~
Danmu expresses the anxiety of young doctors when they are faced with a real emergency medical situation. Retreat, nervousness, and even fear are so exaggerated that this exaggerated performance makes the whole plot ridiculously absurd. A graduate of Imperial Medicine who got 15 A's, when faced with a horizontal fetal position, actually wanted to turn over a book and smoke a cigarette to calm down.
On the one hand, the young doctor was afraid that he would not be qualified for his position, but on the other hand, he was eager to help patients and make a career, such as establishing a syphilis epidemic prevention center. (This kind of psychology is actually very similar to most college graduates who have just stepped out of the ivory tower. The other 15 subjects are excellent, which does not mean that you can be like a duck to water at work, but without basic knowledge, you will not even know whose books you read.) Gorgeous trousers, the obsession with newspapers may stem from his reluctance and nostalgia for city life. He hopes to return to Moscow one day instead of spending his youth in a small hospital with nearly 100 versts from the nearest store. Years, and even become a bearded doctor with a strange name.
Maybe it was because he was forced by boring life, tortured by all kinds of patients who came at strange times, unbearable stomach pain, and dissatisfaction with his sex life, so he started injecting morphine. And his blind confidence in his status as a doctor made him think he was not addicted, and unfortunately people who knew water usually drowned. Hallucinations, incontinence, unconscious ejaculation... All kinds of adverse reactions made him even more desperate and angry with himself and the people around him. (Stay away from drugs, friends, poor doctor... When he injected himself with morphine, I was as helpless and heartbroken as the older doctor)
Morphine completely changed the young doctor, maybe it was not morphine that changed him, but he himself A cowardly and selfish person. In order to escape the inspection, he watched the prosecutor die in pain; for the young and beautiful Natasha he could turn around and cruelly abandon the midwife; he could make up lies without changing his face; he could sell his friends for his life without thinking; for morphine, morphine, morphine, He could listen to the sound of hell and run away alone, leaving poor Natasha to burn alive...
while the older doctor, choosing to forgive his past self, kissed the bridge of the young doctor's nose, danced with him, bathed together...he was in the snow Shouting at his past self in the ground, scorning at funerals, cursing beside the blazing railroad tracks... But it's all an illusion, nothing has changed about his past self, so he comes back, back to the one who has hung himself The portrait is a small clinic with only one person left. He came back to find his former friends and maybe his lover (I don't know if he loved the midwife or not, but there was no doubt that the midwife was always by his side when he was at his worst) He chose to come back to redeem himself.
This drama is short, rhythm is tight, the plot is coherent, and the soundtrack is also in line with dark humor, not to mention the two famous leading actors Ham and Egg Mud! (This pair of Cp makes me so hungry) I have to brush it a few times when I have time, the egg-naked shirt and the partial bangs stab me to death~ Welcome to discuss the plot with me! ~
The title is blind = =
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