People say they feel heartbroken for the tragedy of Allen's first love, but I feel more pity for the man who silently sacrificed everything for Lu - David.
It is also a thrilling glimpse, but willing to take life to love.
I don't believe that this strong man would not have the ability to protect himself in front of Lu, but he didn't want to, his eyes were enough to explain everything - even death.
Dedicated to David.
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What does the beating of the heart feel like?
I didn't know that before, but Lucian Carr -- this guy told me.
He took me to a paradise with only him, I could have left, but I chose to get lost.
Since then I have established a worldview that lives for him. His eyes, his hair, or his hands, everything about him fascinates me and I can't help myself.
I can watch over him, smoke with him, drink with him, and do whatever he wants with him.
When I thought so, I found this labyrinth he made looming.
There were other people around him, and they looked at him with eyes so familiar... just like me.
The world is dark, and only he has the ability to light up the world. He illuminated me, and in the same way he brought the light to others.
You pulled me up from hell, but you didn't intend to send me to heaven.
There is only one mortal world left, who controls the ups and downs?
Incredible and full of extreme temptation, he will always have the ability to make everyone fall into the illusion he created, knowing that this illusion is immature, but he still uses his unique charm to make people unable to extricate themselves.
Yes, I can't help myself.
Even if I have seen it clearly, even if I never miss the opportunity to leave, I don't want to.
I can't leave him. Begin as early as the first meeting.
"we all he needs, but not he wants." That's sad, isn't it?
Even so, I am still willing to do anything for this proud and arrogant man, even to embrace death, as long as it is sent by him.
"Please, I just want you to tell me where he went."
"I did a wrong thing, very wrong very wrong thing." That is the delusion that he can leave him.
"how could you do that? you know it's not ture."
"i'll never give up on us."
"You're pathetic," he said.
He never loved, even if I gave everything, he would not know.
"now i know how you felt." "when?" "when you wanna to dead."
"Every time you think you know him, he's going to find another guy, and maybe he's already done that."
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