A dissolute life is not where the soul belongs, self-love is the way out

Lilyan 2022-03-25 09:01:14

I saw it yesterday while searching for a movie, I thought it was a les movie. In fact, it is about the life of a supermodel GIA. It feels very depressing to watch the whole movie. I was deeply attracted to GIA when I started modeling, and the whole person exuded a dashing atmosphere. But from the beginning to the end, she didn't want to be alone. She was reluctant to go to Philadelphia with her first love. She often called her mother and depended on Linda. I felt a deep loneliness, a loneliness that had never been filled. Is it also this loneliness that really destroys her? Although on the surface it is drugs and AIDS, it is actually that loneliness. So when there is no one to accompany her, when her heart is very empty, the drug she accidentally comes into contact with gives her joy. Although the physical joy does not fundamentally solve the problem, it is a little bit of relief, and this temporary relief is enough. Let her indulge in it. I don't understand the feeling of drug addiction, but that kind of pleasure is enjoyed by normal people and can't resist the onset of drug addiction, so how can she, who is so fragile in her heart, resist it. The scene that left a deep impression was when she was taking a picture of a drug addiction. She asked someone to buy drugs for her, but that person looked at her with slack eyes, and her staggering appearance was suitable for taking pictures. She didn't buy it for her, but kept on Taking pictures. What is behind those bright and beautiful people? What do those who seem to be the darlings of the world have? Maybe others only care about what they get from you, and she doesn't care at all whether you are good or bad. The detoxified GIA, dressed in flat folded jeans, is in stark contrast to her photo on the cover of the magazine. I think she was a little more indifferent later. I saw hope, I saw her actively treated and got better, and I saw her sincere apology to Linda. And when she was diagnosed with AIDS and handed over her most precious record to Linda, I was so sad. If I faced the person I loved, I could stay together forever, but I had to accept the fact that my life was not long. How would such a feeling be. I love you so much, I really want to keep walking with you, but I'm sorry, I can't accompany you anymore.
I'm really sad for GIA, why did it end up like this? GIA concluded by saying she felt God had the best arrangement for her. These sufferings must be endured, and the original mistakes will be realized. Thank you GIA for understanding in the end, but I deeply regret that she has no way to continue her wonderful life. Many times, life is a mistake that cannot be turned back and cannot be reversed.

A little bit of personal ideas, welcome to exchange.

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Gia quotes

  • Wilhemina Cooper: You practically gave my receptionist a coronary.

  • Linda: I have a boyfriend.

    Gia Carangi: [shrugs] So?

    Linda: [incredulous] SO?

    Gia Carangi: Yeah, so?

    Linda: So... I have to go.

    Gia Carangi: I have to go... I have to go... where the fuck does everybody go when they have to go?

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