Allen, David, William, Jack, these four men are all dedicating themselves to a muse-like beauty like Lu.
From Alan's point of view, the film seems to tell the story of a gay boy from a good family who was brought into a depraved world by a straight male classmate? Of course it was a joke.
I really want to read this book, and after reading this book, I may understand more deeply.
Lu and David, David's love for Lu can be described as persistent. A professor can work as a cleaner for Lu. This love has reached a perverted level. Lu and David have never had a relationship. After being abandoned by Lu, David, the despair, the begging gesture of bowing his head, has completely lost his image of an adult literate person. When I first watched a plot like this, I really thought that David was a mentally abnormal person. He kept pestering a straight man and wouldn't let go. Is it justifiable to be killed? However, when I saw that picture again—David stared at Lu quietly in front of the window, at night, it was so quiet outside, at that moment, I felt very distressed for David. But it is difficult for me to attribute the guilt to Lu. Lu is a perfect person. He seems to be very smart. He can take advantage of others and their love and yearning for him. Such a person is probably incomprehensible to me. In that "beat era", he was crazy, and he really seemed to be a god-like existence. He left no writings, but no doubt he must have been the nucleus of that little group. He brought everyone together, he gave them the shocks and experiences in their lives, and we can't deny that those experiences inspired those people. "Genius and madman" is only one step away, and it is probably always used to describe the bizarre experience of Wenhao! It is incomprehensible to ordinary people.
Lou and Allen, Allen as the film's point of view. The entire film is told from Allen's point of view. So the Lou, William, and Jack we see are all of them in Allen's eyes. I once thought that the defense letter he wrote for Lu at the end was the real story, but no one except the client knew the truth of that night, but who cares? In the end, Lu became the black-and-white photo on that wall—a historical memento that, as time went on, not many people remembered him. At that time, Lu vowed that I would not appear on this wall, but in reality he very much hoped that people would forget him, or at least forget that history, which ended the embarrassing history of his youth.
I will never forget the scene where Allen and Lu officially met. Lu leaned against the bed, smoking a cigarette lazily, and flipping through a book. That scene was very charming. His beauty always made people suspect that this boy must be gay. Bar! It is precisely this image that attracts many people to his side. Allen was brought to the Land of Wonderland by Lu, and gradually fell into the image created by Lu. To be precise, it was Lu in Allen's eyes. Seriously I always thought Lou was seducing Alan, lying on Alan's lap after telling Alan about David's horror, not refusing to share a bed while Alan was waiting in his room for him to fall asleep , leaned on Allen's shoulder after breaking with David, and he didn't refuse when Allen kissed him lightly. Lou is a very smart guy who knows how to "take advantage" of people who love him. Allen's heart was broken when Lou asked Allen to take over David's job and write his thesis for him. Alan knew from then that Lou no longer "loved" him, he just became a second David, a poor man. On the day that Lu was leaving, Allen cried and said to Lu "You called us together to start 'New Horizons' just because you couldn't" and Lu resisted "You have got what you want, you are Pingping, now you can write poetry, you have an idea, you get it, and you can go." Allen met David, and David's sentence roughly said the essential relationship of such a small group with Lu as the core "We It was what he needed, but not what he wanted."
Allen later wrote when he wrote the "truth" of the story: When you love someone, he will be yours forever, but when you let go, he will just Spin and come back to you, be part of your life, or destroy you. "This passage seems to be saying that David is ruining Lu's life. However, I suddenly felt that this was also Lu's influence on Allen. Lu would not belong to Allen, but Lu became the most indispensable in Allen's life. imprint.
I'm writing, I don't know what I'm writing, and I haven't done any film reviews. To be honest, I'm more like a random record of ideas, where I think about it.
I think the most beautiful line in the whole show is Alan reciting his poem on the boat
be careful!
you are not in wonderland
I've heard the strange madness long growing in your soul
But you are fortunate in your ignorance
In your isolation
You who have suffered find where love hides
Give share lose
Lest we die unbloomed.
Lu was lucky, luck was in his nobility, his arrogance, his isolation, and the madness in his heart. These are all so charming, but he will never be a fairyland, he is a whirlpool that takes others to indulge.
I think I still have to thank someone like Lu for being there, for leading such unruly creations, no matter what way it is - bringing joy, pain or despair to others.
This past that Lu didn't want to mention at all is now more or less shown in front of us. The embarrassed, cruel, depraved, crazy Lu still has enough charm to amaze me, although I think he It's not really kind, but so what?
His blurred look is really charming.
The above content is really just what I wrote casually, the language is confusing, just as a record!
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