What you can remember at the age of five, it is easy to live in a new environment; you can remember everything at the age of five, and it will accompany you throughout your life.
Not long after he was born, he was adopted by others, and his adoptive father and mother divorced when he was two or three years old. It is said that he was "robbed" by his adoptive father. After living with his adoptive father in Shanghai for about a year, after his adoptive father established a new family, it is said that he was forcibly sent back to Anhui. Beside the adoptive mother, the adoptive mother also has her own family and a pair of newly born twins. At this time, the original family was looking for this abandoned child and returned to the original family from the age of 6. .
I'm 30 years old, how did these 24 years come... It's not that I don't feel loved, everyone shows that they love you and care about you, but I know it's all appearances, there is no love that really belongs to me, or there is no one It is the love that I really dare to have happily, the love that I dare to enjoy unscrupulously, or that there is not a single "love" that I have not obtained without being careful, obedient and reverent, for fear of not being loved, for fear of being hated, this is always the case. A habit you can't get rid of, but you can't get rid of.
Anyone who gives a little bit of love, care and care will be full of happiness and satisfaction, and he will be grateful to Dade for wanting to repay everything, and want to repay everything. Because I am afraid of "not being loved", I try my best to "please". Want to "be loved", so only humble and sad. Actually never really loved. It's also hard to believe that someone loves you, it's hard to believe that you can enjoy what the other person has given you for free, and it's hard to let go of all your armor. This is also the love accident that accompanies a lifetime.
People always learn to be good, and gradually build a copper wall to protect themselves. Gentle in a foreign country, but because of the support, he can trust and unload his airtight equipment when he is overwhelmed.
Who am I relying on? No one else, this is the experience of life in the past three years, live yourself well, please yourself, and love yourself. Live only for yourself. Just smell the fragrance of flowers and not talk about happiness or sadness.
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