Erica's Campaign: Control of Control

Noah 2022-03-25 09:01:11

It is not a simple question about whether Alicia is s or m.

In fact, including the relationship between s and m, it is not just the appearance that s can do whatever it wants to m.

Alicia was strictly controlled by her mother, who looked like an adult child, was stared at, and even went home a few hours late and even bought a shirt that her mother didn't like.
She wrote that letter to Walter, depicting a fragrant scene, concretizing every detail, how to be bound, whipped, tortured her own mind, and tortured the mother beside her.

But she's always been a controller.
She was voluntarily opting out of handing over her own control.

I don't know what the psychological origin of m stems from, but I deeply understand the feeling.
Because that's what I've experienced myself.
I offer my face with my own hands and wait for you to clap. This is my request and my arrangement. Kneeling as a slave is not something that can be decided by one's stupid impulse, otherwise, it will be called a prisoner, not a sadomasoch with complex emotions. To put it more jokingly, s is even serving m.

Many people feel that they don't understand from the very beginning when Elica is controlled by her mother. Yes, she can absolutely refuse, leave this house cruelly, live alone, no matter where she goes, in short, leave this arrogant mother and send her Go to a nursing home to pay monthly alimony, why do you have to live under the same roof and be controlled so far?
Because she wants to.
Including the self-mutilation in the bathroom, such a skilled movement must have been done more than once. On the one hand, it is to use this pain to prove that he can control his body, even if he uses such an extreme method, on the one hand, punishing himself will hurt Walt. Feelings developed, bleeding in front of the mother is a kind of exposure, and even the sense of shame must be created by oneself.

In fact, she has always been such a controller, trying to control others and herself.

Adding icy vicious remarks to students and voting against Walt's exam is the most superficial desire for control. There is a lot of controversy about throwing broken glass into Anna's pocket. She actually likes and envys Anna. Anna also lives under the control of her mother. She has nothing but the piano. Jia actually has some slight contempt for her, does not recognize her as an excellent pianist, and even expects her to make mistakes. But with Walt's relief (yes, because of Walt's relief) nothing went wrong. So Ellie picked up the silk scarf, hesitated for a while, then decisively smashed the glass bottle, stuffed it into Anna's clothes, and hung the silk scarf on the side. Reckless and nervous? In short, she destroyed Anna's beautiful hand, prevented her from performing for three months, and completed the control of the girl's fate, and probably wanted to prevent the appearance of the next self?

And then her botched performance didn't hide Walt's eyes, or hint at him, you see I'm jealous, come after me.
Bad morals and fear made her hide in the bathroom. Did she expect Walt to come to her?
This handsome and handsome young man pursued a cold half-old milf so passionately, searched the whole concert hall, rushed into the women's toilet, climbed up on the door frame to open the closed door, and kissed the lover who came out without affection, Expecting an indulgent sex while the dick gets caught in the woman's hand and toyed with.
Finally found my prey, Erica thought.
Her refusal and welcome are all in order to find such an obedient and well-behaved prey that can satisfy her desires.
So the later letter was more like an order from S than M's plea for love. She has carefully designed every detail, and all Walt needs to do is to follow the steps in the letter and use the props she has prepared for a long time to concretize a spring dream like a living vibrator.
Let the mother yell and tie the demands of the mother next to the mother. It is also a declaration of my power to my mother. I can take control of me away from you at any time. I let another person manipulate me and decide me. What to wear, I just don't want to decide myself, but I can decide who controls me.
I can't tell whether Ellie loves Walt or not, and how much she loves him, but at least she has an uncontrollable desire for Walt, so she would go to the stadium to watch Walt play ice hockey, and then use it in the parking lot to spy on other people having sex. way of blasphemy. But this is by no means pure love. The proportion of love, sexual desire and control desire is a very mysterious concept.
Even in the locker room of the stadium, her pleading not only was to retain a lover who finally arrived, but also to hold on to this beast that would only escape at any time.

But how could a man with vigor and vitality allow himself to be that vibrator.
When he punched Alicia's nose, he didn't do it the way the letter said, which is the real violation. He destroyed the control Erica thought she had over herself. Poor Erica shouted not to slap her face and hands when she begged, and she was still giving instructions when she begged.
This kind of power is deprived, and there is no pleasure. The arrogant teacher has completely turned into the rag doll who was raped.

So, she used violence against her mother to rebuild her power system.
"I love you mom".
What is love. Love is no big deal, Walt said.
Erica said I love you Walter, I love your mom, you're the ones who have my permission to torture me, and I love you.

However, the mother is pure, she is just a parent who controls her daughter too much; Walt is also pure, this is just a short-lived love for him. So in the later concert, my mother prepared breakfast as always, reminding Elica to go out quickly, dress up to attend, and wait to enjoy the good girl's performance.
Elijah, who had been waiting for Walt, saw Walter who was "if only life was like the first time". She was relaxed and happy, as if nothing had happened.
Then he took out the knife and stabbed it in the shoulder. Who was she trying to stab at with this knife, mother? Walt? Or stab yourself on stage and end everything in the most dramatic way possible?

And she walked out, through the corridor that could not be seen clearly, and left the concert hall.

There should be no Elijah at this concert.
Then what?
The audience would be in an uproar, why did the performers leave the venue temporarily.
Anna's family will be in a mess, and maybe they will finally know that this beloved teacher Erica destroyed the girl's hand.
The mother would be furious, and she would swear as usual when she got home.
And what about Walt? This is probably what Elica wants to know.

Has this battle been won?

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Extended Reading

The Piano Teacher quotes

  • Erika Kohut: Do you like me calling you darling?

    Walter Klemmer: It's absolutely marvelous.

    Erika Kohut: You must be patient. I'll give you all the names, we'll play all the games you want.

    Walter Klemmer: You know you really stink? Sorry, you stink so much, no one will ever come close to you. You'd be better leave town until you don't stink so bad. Rinse your mouth more often, not just when my cock makes you puke.

  • Erika Kohut: Schubert's dynamics range from scream to whisper not loud to soft. Anarchy hardly seems your forte. Why not stick to Clementi? Schubert was quite ugly. Did you know? With your looks, nothing can ever hurt you.

    Walter Klemmer: Why destroy what could bring us together?

    Erika Kohut: Mannerism is no...

    Walter Klemmer: [interrupting her] Why can't I look at you? Because if I do, I won't resist the temptation to kiss you on the neck. May I kiss you on the neck?

    [she walks away]