I have no self-motivation since I was a child. I don't know when I started to fall in love with reading novels and have unrealistic dreams. Submitted, but were returned. I remember a rejection letter saying that I lacked experience in life, and then I began to travel, thinking that the world would be able to fly away from the barriers of the flesh if the wings of my imagination unfolded under my feet. But I am already thirty years old, and not only have I not been able to write good articles, but I am often so poor that I feel very hungry. When I was at my worst, I stayed at a friend's house. Every day I have to wait for my friends to come back from get off work in the evening and pack some meals to share with me. People will probably live more and more shameless and skinless. I often have to borrow a few hundred yuan from my friends, and it will take a long time to pay them back. When I go to the supermarket, I always order some fruits to eat. Buses in Europe and the United States are very expensive. I am especially worried about evading fares every time; I can eat with peace of mind. In fact, I don’t have a big desire for money, but I am very eager to repay my parents if I have a little money. I feel lost, and I have nowhere to go. I also thought about giving up, but the moment I thought about it, I already felt the pain, so I had to continue to be a waste of no sense of responsibility.
He is smart enough to recognize his many personal failings but unwilling or unable to take the steps required to fix them.
Perhaps the most moving person in this film is Hiro Abe's mother. When the grandson said that he would buy a big house and bring his grandmother to live with him, the old man's eyes filled with tears, and I couldn't help but get wet. The old man mentioned several times that he wanted to live in a bigger house, but she never blamed her son for being unpromising. My mother also likes to travel. I often change cities to work and live for half a year. Every time my mother comes to live with me and cook for me, she is very happy. She still mentions to me from time to time that Zhuhai and Xiamen are warm in winter. But it is still the most fun in Shanghai. The dishes and seafood are also cheap, and there are many more tricks than at home. She also told me that at that time in Shanghai, I was not willing to buy cod, and now I regret it if I can't eat it. I almost cried. Although my family is average, but because I have to support me financially every month, my parents live very frugally, but they never blame me for being useless. In the film, Hiroshi Abe's mother is reluctant to buy ice cream, she can use whatever she can. So is my mother. My mother is a child. I know she also likes snacks, but she seldom buys them, and only buys them at special prices. The washing machine was no longer working, and it rumbled like an earthquake, and she kept going. Only to me, she has never been vague.
But even if it is a waste of wood, parents will still be proud of their children! It's like a father who believes that Hiroshi Abe's book will one day become famous and sell out. I heard from my mother that my father would also brag to his friends that my daughter is better than many boys, has been to many places, and can speak several foreign languages. Obviously because of this, their days can be miserable. Father's love is always deep in Eastern culture, and they don't know how to express it. Men are often like women to lovers, knife-mouthed and ironic. I don’t know the so-called right way to love, I speak rudely, and I can’t control my temper. Sometimes I know I’m wrong, and if I say something serious, I shouldn’t do it, but how should I admit my mistake to my child? Face is about to hold on, but inside is also regretful. Abe Hiroshi has been determined not to be like his father since he was a child. There has always been a gap between the two people. When one day he suddenly realized that no matter what he wanted to do, what he had in common with his father was that he used to try to avoid it but now he can't. Don't agree with the useless philosophy of life. 我少年时代也恨恨地想将来一定不能嫁给像我父亲这样的男人，他脾气不好，经常揍我在亲戚面前折损我说我不如别人家小孩，那时候我很恨他的，还Wrote an article full of cursed vicious words. Later that article was torn from a Da letter paper, and I knew it was him, but he never mentioned it to me. I've always been terrified of him, and I haven't said a word to him every time I call home. It wasn't until the past two years that I slowly realized that I had the same qualities in him, and it wasn't that bad. My father was very arrogant in his dealings with others. He couldn’t beg for good in state-owned units, and he was unwilling to change after suffering losses. Later, he simply stopped going to work. I didn’t understand the system of state-owned enterprises. I went to work and was not fired, and I finally got to retire with the minimum wage. I also have trouble handling interpersonal relationships at work, and when I get angry, I leave. I change jobs frequently, and every time I make up my mind to have a new start in a new city, but I think my too restless soul can’t be settled. And there are more than half a year of wandering in a year, although life is stretched, this is the philosophy of chaos like us.
Deeper than the sea, but also deeper than the doting of parents to their children.
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