need love

After watching the movie, I couldn't let go at all and had to write something. First of all, Julie is really foxy, performing that kind of depravity, pay attention to Julie's arms, all protruding blood vessels. Gia lacked parental care when she was young, so she felt extremely insecure and felt that she was not worthy of being loved, and those who loved her might leave. Due to the lack of love, a big chasm was formed in her heart, and she couldn't fill it up. She had to keep going around to get verification. She was as humble as a pet puppy. It’s like the huge dull pain that the other half of your passionate love suddenly disappears, it’s like the deep helplessness that you can never love when you love someone, and it’s like the endless despair when you open your eyes after a nap and there is only a cold room and that person is not in your heart. Breathless. So it's understandable why she's taking drugs. Her fear of losing her fear of leaving was too strong for her to bear. So she is contradictory. On the one hand, she hopes that the person she loves will always be by her side, but even if she is always by her side, she is still afraid of leaving. For her, this is an unsolvable pain. On the other hand, she doesn't want to be hurt, she doesn't want to love anyone, she wants to be alone. Then it is to pull the people around and push them away, and keep making mistakes to verify the feelings. Everyone must have their own weakness, which is the unbearable stimulation, and Gia is always in this kind of pain. Thinking about what she should do, drug use is probably a way to get rid of it.
What impressed her was the last meeting between her and Linda. She knew that her illness did not dare to touch Linda, so she kept her distance deliberately all the time, and Linda hugged her tenderly. At that moment, Gia trembled, yes, she So longing, for her close physical contact can make her feel at ease, and she should have been praying for this hug for a long, long time, so it was a luxury, but she cried and struggled and pushed linda away carefully, fuck, at this moment I I also burst into tears (I had known why I had all kinds of broken thoughts in the first place). Maybe everyone is more surprised why she chose drugs instead of linda. I think it is because of her own contradictions. She lacks love but at the same time is more afraid of being unable to control herself. For love, she is humble and painful, but she still has to chase love. But drugs can help her break free from the whirlpool and control herself not to become a poor creature who prays for love. Without love, there is no pain.
Another point is that she actually despises her career. There are two times in total. The first time she missed Linda too much, waiting for Linda on the stairs, and the first confrontation with her rival, because I was a model or something. The second time was when Linda found out that she started taking drugs again. She broke through the window and looked for Linda to apologize. Because Linda said she would never meet again, she was crazy. At this time, she said another sentence because I am a model. This is the deep inferiority caused by love, probably Linda is like an angel in her heart.
Maybe if Gia can be strong and endure a little longer, she can live by the sea with Linda, go home with her mother, grow up, and learn to believe from Linda's tenderness, but it's a pity that she was brought to heaven by the side effects of painkillers. The beauty was short-lived, but it burned so wildly and dazzlingly.

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