Knowing the truth, going deeper and deeper - To Kaoru Miyazono of the Liar Angel in April

Hunter 2022-09-13 04:49:50

After a year and a half, I finally entered April's Lie in mid-April. Every time I see the picture of the cherry blossoms flying in the anime, I can always link up the memories of the past in an instant, just like the overlapping of dust into a castle. I reread April Lie's lines over and over again, and I couldn't help but feel heartbroken again and again.
Xiao Xun, who is at the end of her life, is still trying her best to pull Gongsheng who fell into the abyss to the other side of Bodhi blooming. "Before your fingers touch the keyboard, if you want to interpret this song, you must first think about it in your heart." "What do you play the piano for, for yourself, or for someone else, how do you want to play it?" Playing this piece, how do you actually want to play Chopin?"



I was struck by the strong resonance of Kaoru Miyazono's two sentences, and all my feelings for April lie came from Yu Gongyuan Kaoru said this. Some people define April Lie as a teenager growing up, but I don't agree with the attribution "juvenile", because growth runs through the whole process of a person from "life" to "death". The story of the growth of the dreamers, Mr. Arima is a symbol of identity, and Kaoru Miyazono is also a symbol of identity, so as long as the original intention is still there, when we pass the sixtieth year and look back on April Lie, we can still Impressed. "What do you study and research for?" "What do you work for?" Do you feel that the world of the second dimension has suddenly become three-dimensional? Growth, dreams, and missions are the themes of April Lie, like three bright stars, but if there is no dark night, no matter how bright the stars are, we will not be able to see them. Therefore, the author and supervisor gave April Li a huge black picture. At night, there are various emotions in it: the relationship between mother and son, the relationship between teachers and students, the relationship between brothers and sisters, the relationship between friends, the relationship between classmates, the relationship between Jiyou and Jiyou, of course, the most important thing is the relationship between Ma Gongsheng and Park Kaoru. Love, these feelings are intertwined into a night of sadness, joy, joy, and pain. These three stars are also pearls, and feelings are also threads. Pearls strung with rich, full and real feelings are beautiful necklaces. But this month, "I" don't want to talk about growth, dreams, or missions. "I" just want to have a good relationship with Kaoru Miyazono, because April is here again.


In April of this life, Fang Fei was born, only because of the reunion of Kaoru Gongyuan.
"How do I want to perform this piece, and for what purpose?" "Who do you want to play for?
Minasang, let's start together!

I don't know how long my life is, but there is my life, There must be your sunshine.
[Biqi, Arima Gongsheng-kun. It's a strange feeling to write a letter to the person who was still beside me just now. You are an excessive guy, dull, elm-headed, big fool One. The first time I saw your performance was when I was 5 years old. At that time, it was a presentation held by the piano teaching classroom I was studying. The child who appeared awkwardly, his butt hit the chair, attracted the audience The audience couldn't help laughing. But in the face of that huge piano, the moment you played the first note, you became my longing. The notes are as colorful as a 24-color palette, and the melody is also Then I danced out. The child sitting next to me suddenly burst into tears, which shocked me. Obviously, you gave up playing the piano in the end. You are an excessive guy who arbitrarily influenced other people's lives. .....]
The child next to me is Emi Igawa, and she has vowed to surpass me since then; there is also a samurai samurai, who is determined to surpass me as well, and regards me as a superhero in his heart, since then he often squats Sitting under the eaves and listening to my practice; and you decide to give up the piano, play the violin instead, and make a wish: "I must have a horse as my accompaniment. "I sometimes wonder if it would be nice if we could meet earlier. No, no, it would be nice if you could always be by my side.

I can't say no to you, just like a green leaf can't say no to the sun.
Flowers bloom and fall for another year, and the qin is desolate in twenty-four months. I haven't been able to have you in the previous thirteen April months, and in the fourteenth month of my life, I finally meet you again. You blew "The Dove and the Boy" in the dancing cherry blossoms, and I ushered in the sunshine in the dark abyss. Rather than saying that it was a clever arrangement under the lie, it is better to say that it was a fateful encounter. In the last days of your life, you have been awakening me in the abyss with willful domineering and loving commands: "I appoint you as my accompanist!" At this moment, your dream is destined to come true, because I cannot refuse , "Your words and deeds are all glittering, too dazzling, so I closed my eyes, but I still can't stop looking forward to you." No one else is like this.

I don't know what's ahead, but at this point I'd like to embark on a journey with you. No, at any time.
"Mozart once said to go on a journey boldly, I don't know what lies ahead, but we still took a step, we are still on the journey." I finally became your accompaniment, in Tenghe In the clubhouse, for the first time in our lives, we played together on a formal stage. Sure enough, I couldn't hear the sound of the piano again, the ten fingers stopped again, and you stopped, but you were full of firmness: "again!" So in the final applause, something seemed to grow in my heart , and you cry with tears: "Don't forget me..." It's

not you who are greedy, the greedy person, it's me! In the world of you and me, I have existed for 9 years, but in the world of me and you, it has not been less than a year...
[The skin is cold, the quiet and dry air, the washed sheets make the atmosphere change be extra soft. That cruel man said that he wanted me to have another sweet dream, so that my dream could come true. I obviously felt enough, and I obviously gave up, but you once again let my dry heart be nourished by water again, and the greedy me can dream again. I hope one day, I can dance a waltz with you, such a dream. 】
Because [I can't die in love with you, because ah, when I buy things, I am also responsible for carrying things, and you are the leader. I'm only in charge of reporting after the fact, and you've been ahead of me. I've been behind you all the time, all I can think of is, always, your back. In this way, instead of dying together, we will follow you to death. So, give me one more chance, one more chance with you. 】
Since we met again, I have greedily absorbed every inch of your blooming light. In the dark night, it was you who turned into the shining stars and bright moon in the sky, guiding me. In the center of the glittering stage, we should sing "Love and Sadness" in ensemble! But you are ill, I don't know, because of Miike's contempt for you, I want to prove to him that you are the most outstanding violinist, I want to prove that [in your life...just do your best, Just play it sincerely] This belief is right, so I held a cavity of anger, vented, vented, until I remembered what my mother said, "play like a baby's head", I returned Calm, I saw a more splendid world, I can truly understand my mother. [Now I can somewhat understand, it has always been the case, the one who keeps expanding my world is you. 】If you are gone, who will I play for?

It's not your fault, it's not my fault, it's fate's fault, I just need to watch you eat Keluli again.
"It's your fault, it's all your fault. I'm struggling like this, obsessed with living, it's all your fault, it's you who made me nostalgic for the time I spent with you ."
A wheelchair in the ward separated two worlds between us. When I saw you, it was like seeing my mother who was at the end of her life, so I decided to participate in the school festival. You must have heard "Adagio Rose" and "Sleeping Beauty Waltz".
[In April, I met a boy. Crying and deflated, struggling very unseemly. But once on the stage, it was as bright as a star. His life is like a beautifully played melody. I made an appointment with him - ensemble again. So I thought, too, and struggled hard to see. No matter how bad it is, no matter how bad it is, I want to struggle, struggle, struggle, and struggle to the end. This is my life, and I would be so pitiful if I just gave up. 】
I watched you fall and stand up again and again from the window, and my heart was full of pain. Why is the day of the final on February 18, how much I want to be outside the operating room, waiting for you to come out. But if you know that I didn't practice well, and even gave up the game because of you, you would definitely get grumpy again, you would definitely kick me hard, you would definitely blow my head again, definitely! It must be so. Therefore, I can only be in the center of the lonely stage, exhausting my thoughts for you, imagining that you are by my side, and sing our last elegy.
【This is the timbre that my mother taught me】
【It is the timbre that Adu made me realize】
【It is the timbre that Xiao Tsubaki helped me find】
【It is the timbre that was born from the competition between me and Xiangza and Igawa】
【It is me The timbre created with Aiza sister]
[It's the timbre that Aunt Hiroko reminded me of]
This song, how I wish I didn't stop, don't stop, don't stop... I want to keep playing until I'm exhausted...and then we wake up together, yes, and eat kohlrabi!

April is not April without you, no matter how bright the cherry blossoms are, it is no longer romantic without your smile.
[The last snow of spring, the last time you and I meet, it is the happiest thing to meet you, let's part! Please keep moving forward and welcome April when the cherry blossoms are overflowing, but please don't forget me, friend A...]

Although I have a thousand words, I can't tell you. But you must have the answer in mind, right? You must know, because ah, my answer is the tone you put into me. But I still owe you a word...
[-In my heart, you are stationed and you are there. -You're here, Arima Gongsheng-kun]
[Will you forget? The girl who went on an adventure with you at school, the girl who helped the little lost child with you, the girl who ran out of the hospital, and waited there, will you forget? 】
How could I forget, [interweaving words, sporadic regrets, humming twinkling twinkling crystals, unforgettable scenery, supporting me, cheering me up, making me move forward, in my heart, in my heart, there is You are here] You have been watching me, I have never been alone, let me bear this lonely yearning from now on. I will no longer sink, no longer be confused, no longer be bound, as long as I have you in my heart, I must be a strange pianist.

[April is your lie, I know... if it is a lie, there will be times when it will be exposed. 】
Well, let me expose that lie, "Kaoru, I like you."

There are too many feelings about Lie in April. In the end, let's miss Kaoru in the withering cherry rain, I never thought of sending a blade. , but anyway, I have to put out more OVA. Can I have Kaoru that will not fade next year? Will the live-action version of the movie in September live up to expectations?

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  • Kaori Miyazono: Maybe there's only a dark road up ahead. But you still have to believe and keep going. Believe that the stars will light your path, even a little bit. Come on... Let's go on a journey!