To be honest, I watched this movie by accident because of Josh who was suddenly infatuated with him in Black Hawk Down. The first time I saw him playing Sergeant Ai, I felt a sense of deja vu, and that kind of feeling has not appeared in a long time. Then I started to recall, look at the album, look at the space, look at the talk, look at every movement of myself, I hope I can find that moment, that kind of tangled love, I can't say it, I have no confidence, I can only stand in the corner blankly Look at how you feel. Then I found out that I was Alex, only worse than her in that I didn't have the courage to go against my heart and do things that hurt him. I once liked a guy, and that kind of like grows up. I was born in the same compound, in the same year, in the same hospital as him, and he was two months older than me. The first time I saw him was in kindergarten. He and his twin brother were crying because their mother left, hugging the railing, and I, a stubborn, sensitive and fragile person, retreated into a safe shell when encountering changes, almost very I don't go to kindergarten, but the one I saw that day was the brightest star in the sun. I think love at first sight is nothing more than that, the kind of person who is suddenly attracted to the person in front of you, his frown and smile touches your heart, his world covers your life, at that moment you are willing to give up everything for him, only hope that you can exchange a greeting . Then in 18 years, I began to have a crush on this boy. In 18 years, there were only a few numbers in the input method, but for me, I was in the same class and table with him all these years, and I carefully protected my heart from him. , and then until he left after high school, I still didn't have the courage to say I love you. Love is not a movie, and lovers may not end up together. And I didn't intentionally break them up like Alex did. Once a girl who had a crush on her gave me a love letter, hoping that I would give it to him as my deskmate. I was very sad at the time, I was afraid that they were really together, and that if Would it hurt his feelings to throw this letter away, then I cried all night and finally gave him the letter and they were together. Sometimes I would bump into them together and cry for a while in a corner where no one was there. I admit that I've always been a coward emotionally and I don't believe that the person I love will love me. Until now, I still dream of him, I study psychology, I don't know if I'm empathic, what I love is not him, but the feeling of loving him deeply. For a while I wanted to go to him, I knew he became a pilot and I knew he was doing well, then I gave up, I don't know what my presence now means to him. Maybe he became a dream in my heart that will never be fulfilled. Then I went abroad and in France I wanted to forget him, people say the best way to forget about a relationship is to start a new one. there i think I met lars, a Norwegian boy. And what I feel when I watch this movie is because of him. He is very similar to Josh. I have a crush on him for a long time, I don't even talk to him, I am more afraid of rejection, and more afraid of losing lars like losing that him. I endured for a semester, and my friends were anxious for me. Until the last day of the exam, he said goodbye to me after the end, at that moment I felt that the whole world was shining, my heart suddenly warmed, and I felt the long-lost beating. But he's leaving, and we're going to end without beginning. The day before I returned to China, my friend gave me a farewell meal. I drank too much that day. He told me that he showed him a post of mine, which was full of my feelings for him and my timidity. He said Why don't you tell him, why don't you take the initiative every time, all you can say now is that you can find someone better. I wandered the streets of Lyon by myself until late at night, then packed my bags and went home. I’m not sure if I will love again, I can easily go to extremes when I love someone, I wrap myself like an unattainable cloud, but no one knows that this cloud will only cry in the corner
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