Amy lacked fatherly love since childhood, and her mother also failed to fulfill her duties as a mother. The importance of family care at a young age has been verified too many times. Marilyn Monroe, who died prematurely, Zhang Ailing, who was displaced all her life, and Lin Daiyu, who broke her infatuation for love, are the shadows brought by childhood trauma. It is almost devastating, and a girl who lacks the normal three views brought by a complete family is really easy to fall in love with a person desperately when she grows up, and love it very hard.
Blake, the man she loved the most, had the same childhood experience as her. He cut his wrists to prevent his mother from being with his stepfather. When such two broken people come together, the sense of dependence on each other is too deadly. When two unhappy people are together, they will only be more unhappy, but they find a way of living together, thinking that they are no longer alone, There was even an irreplaceable feeling of warmth that made it difficult to escape. So when Blake leaves without saying goodbye to his girlfriend and abandons her, Amy will be completely broken. In the documentary, she said: "I will think of him when I see the refrigerator, and I will think of him when I see the blood on the wall, because I often hit the wall with my hands." She began to eat irregularly, drink heavily all day, anesthetize herself into an unconscious puppet, and then wrote the song "back to black" that made her famous, she said: "I remember the weather on the day we broke up, his neck The taste, everything, the melody and the lyrics pour out effortlessly and continuously, and no matter how painful it is, love is the best thing in this world." This took her one step closer to death. It's a pity that Blake didn't love her after all. After he left amy, he quit his drug addiction and went to the gym. He said he felt like a good man, why waste time on her. amy, amy, you shouldn't love him, you should love yourself.
She wants to be loved, she wants to escape people who use her to make money. But what to do, the killer is the person she loves the most. She is such a kind and sincere girl. Because she loves them, she would rather hurt herself than others.
No wonder I listened to "Back to Black" a few years ago without knowing Amy's life experience and was amazed at the heartbreaking energy, the energy was so intense, although I didn't hear all the lyrics, the line "We only said goodbye with words, I died a hundred times" was enough to bring me to tears, and I know that lowly feeling hurts. It turns out that human feelings are all similar, no matter how far apart, whether the race is the same, or how many years have passed, it will not be inferior.
I want to know if there is a way to save Amy in the end, bastard father, bastard lover, are these two necessary, why can't I leave them, let go of my hopeless love, and let myself be plain and relaxed. You only have one life, and your happiness is always yours to decide. I know that there are many helplessness and compromises in life, but a strong and optimistic heart is the confidence to help yourself overcome many despairs. Although the love that was missing in childhood is hard to make up for, the acquired happiness should never be given up. If Amy could be more selfish and burn less of his love, maybe the tragedy would not happen? However, for her talented jazz actress, perhaps burning herself is the way to create. The feelings heard in her singing are too real and too painful, and the reason why they are so moving is precisely because that is the energy she burns with her life.
Amy, I feel so sorry for you, I hope you can get real peace after leaving the cruel world.
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