Order and disorder are useless if they are not in freedom

Bill said that his hippie mother was only destroyed but not rebuilt, and he was trying to avoid this laissez-faire disorder since he was a child, trying to find as much ration as possible for his life, so he went to the library and went to a farther place Not going home for decades, in fact, is also afraid. The ration that has been built with great effort may collapse once it comes back, just like smoking marijuana, and then go to see his mother after resignation. Even like modernity built over thousands of years, it was slashed from the bottom of the pot in the post-modern era, and the hippies collapsed after a generation of destruction. The truth that existed for thousands of years and was regarded as the highest pursuit, now it does not exist at all. .
Order and discipline seem so fragile, you have fled like a desperado for decades, but three days later, all the old dreams come back. What's worse, when everything returned to the trajectory you were desperately trying to escape, you felt very happy, as if you were catching a fish with your bare hands, and felt that this was your instinct. It's not like the feeling of "the whole person is refreshed in order" like taking off the braces after the whole tooth.
Bill didn't have the sense of self-compassion after being disciplined by the order. He had been tied to his teeth for decades, and he suffered too. The emphasis of his speech even changed with the reason of the orthodontic treatment. Mom is back.

I see something very depressing from here. You think you can wave goodbye to your old foolish self when you reach the peak of your life, but it's actually not that easy. But you can also see something particularly positive, just like Mu Xin said, if the epiphany is not in the process of gradual enlightenment, there will be a sudden confusion. That is to say, before you can truly free your mind, all disciplines are futile, painful and useless.
The fish catcher told Bill that you may not be as smart as you think, and you don't know yourself as well. So Bill felt a sense of stubbornness. Norton is too suitable to play such a hard-working role, this face is a swollen face and a fat man's temperament. The opposite of him is Adrien Brody, who has a face that sees through the world, and never has the energy to open up, so the mourning is very pure. And Norton is struggling from the crow's feet. He has too many things to hide, and he can't be completely mourned.

Looking back at the way I came, most of the time I pretended to be a big-tailed wolf, mainly because I was really cowardly, and I wanted to try my best to pretend that I was not too cowardly to bluff people and be bold. In fact, it is estimated that anyone with a little knowledge can see that I am holding on.
I suddenly remembered that a close friend said many years ago, "You, the most stinky problem is that you don't admit cowardice. I didn't understand anything at the time.
Later, I understood more and more, and suddenly I realized that the years when it seemed so awesome were actually all my own pretences.
In some cases, it all collapsed with one hula.
She was right. She matured so many years before me.
We never saw each other again after that.

I don't know if we can still have a chance to drink a glass of lemon juice in the storm.

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