to you who left

Loraine 2022-03-24 09:03:32


I'll fill up with water before I disappear
I'll pick up a sharp knife
I'll smoke a pack of cigarettes and drink a bottle of wine


I'll sit in the water
and pick up our pictures
when you loved me
when you didn't Anyone better than me
then I'm dark inside and my eyes are bright


I'll keep my phone by my side
I'll cut
my wrist I'll sink my head in the water and
watch everything turn red


And then I'll start not remembering you
can't remember My childhood
can't remember the reason why
I'm leaving I will leave a piece of paper
where I won't write too many words
there will only be written I love you


I will want to regret
I will want to struggle
I will think of me for you My love may not be that deep


and then I'll feel tired
like we're together and
my love will get tired
I'll be calm
Red covers my eyes
I start to close my eyes and
everything gets dark and hits


before I disappear
Give me

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