Ben X is autistic and taciturn since he was a child. He is like a special computer with special parameters set. He is a super master in online games. But in real life, he seems clumsy, feels that the real world is more difficult to control than the game, and has been humiliated by students of the same age. Ben X often looks in the mirror and thinks to himself that he is a bad person.
And Ben X's mother has been helpless , don't know how to communicate with him, and desperately said to Ben X "talk to me, anything will do." The students watched and posted the video to the Internet. Ben X felt unbearable and desperate to end it all. So far, the plot is terrifying. Ben X imagines his classmates who humiliate him as enemies in the game, for fear that Ben X can't bear to kill them like in the game.
The only beauty in Ben X's heart is that the female netizens who passed the game together want to see him. Ben X saw the netizen girl, but did not dare to speak, and passed the girl through the train window. Then, Ben X wanted to commit suicide by jumping into the tracks, but was stopped by the girl (strange when the girl got off the train).
Under the persuasion of the girl, Ben X realized that suicide in real life is not like a game that can be reborn, and he has to think carefully before deciding. So I sought help from my parents, implemented a suicide plan, jumped into the sea on a boat, made a video, and played it at my funeral (the moment I jumped off, I felt so melancholy, a living person died like this, and my parents still let it go he does).
Classmates, parents, and reporters all came to the funeral. After playing the clip of Ben X jumping into the sea from the railing of the boat, the video of Ben X being humiliated by classmates was played. Parents and students were in an uproar and fidgeting.
And Ben X actually didn't die, standing on the second floor of the church watching everyone. The camera flashed back, it turned out that Ben X just jumped from the second floor of the ship to the first floor, and the girl was just helping him how to respawn like in the game, saying that this is a creative death. Only then did society begin to pay attention to mentally flawed people like autism and the injustice that society treats them.
In the end, mother and brother took Ben X to ride a horse, just as the horse trainer said: "If you want to feel happy, you have to learn how to feel first, and use force." Ben X still didn't dare to ride, but when he stroked the horse's face with force, Experience the joy in the eyes of others that you have never experienced before. This makes me so sad and sad.
Ben X went back to the railing of the horse and sat and chatted with the girl. Ben X smiled a little silly, and finally said a complete sentence of more than four words in the play: "As soon as people see a horse, they want to get on the horse's back, but can you tell me there is a horse that likes to be ridden by people. ?". The camera is pulled to the distance, and then cut to Ben X, Ben X is actually chatting with the air. Speechless, could it be that after the girl's train left, Ben X fantasized about the girl to help him.
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