me diving

Jerald 2022-03-24 09:02:03

Before we appeared in this world, we were all surrounded by water in sheep's wombs. It was very peaceful and free. We could float here. Only we can hear mother's heartbeat and voice in the world, so we feel very comfortable. Safe until out of the water, out into the world, and getting a few slaps in the butt. We grow up, but gradually we can't understand what other people say, what's in our hearts, unless, I am a dolphin, a dog, a submarine, and hear ultrasonic waves that humans can't hear, just like others can't hear mothers voice, except me.
I like to observe the movements of the people around me and then start to speculate about their mental activity, living imagining what will happen next, or what is impossible, I prefer the latter. Or, I'm a director, and when I'm thinking about something, I think the camera should be the one that gives me a close-up, the kind that penetrates my heart from my facial muscles. But I am an oddball in the eyes of others, and it is impossible for others to see through me, just like my neurotic mother often suspects that I am mentally retarded, and it is impossible for others to see through me.

PART ONE, BLUE:
I am blue. I don't think blue represents melancholy. In me, blue represents tranquility, deepness, and sealikeness. If I could, I would be in the water 20 hours a day, thinking freely. My room, the water tank at home, the conversation of my parents at the dinner table, I dive in the water tank, listen, analyze, make bold guesses. After that, I tried to save my parents' love. I thought it should be successful, but my love was hidden underneath, and I was a little tired.

PART TWO, RED
Jordana is red. We were together, she loved the fireworks of matches, and our dates were always full of dazzling red lights. I don't know if other children's dates are the same. Maybe in the eyes of others, our date is very romantic, but Jordana doesn't like romance, and she has the final say on the kissing time. But I don't care either. If she likes red roses in candlelight, golden chocolate, and the faint fragrance of pink plaid blankets, this is not her fiery red, nor the dark blue me. I learned a lesson that she might be. Until her mother's illness, my mother's first love boyfriend appeared.

PART THREE, BLACK
Graham is black because when he is giving a speech, he can show the rainbow colors more on him, he said he can see the rainbow colors on other people, I understand that it is only for my mother The ambiguous color of the unrequited love. He said in a TV show that seeing other people's colors can make him feel relaxed and happy in life, which is very great. My mother is a thirty-eight-year-old woman, and she is tan. Yes, it's a little yellowish, which goes a bit against my dad's dark blue. My dad is an oceanographer, he doesn't understand romance, like Jordana, no, probably like me. Coincidentally, Mom saw the color on Gray's body, and then, they almost cheated. I broke them, Grey's Black, my achievement. He moved away.

PART FPUR, BLUE
I broke up with Jordana because I took care of painting Gray black and watching him move out. My relationship with Jordana shouldn't go down, I should apologize and tell her that I miss her. By the sea, she was leading a black dog, and I thought of Gray, and her red coat looked like a rainbow. Looking at the water, I apologized. I asked her to ask me how deep the water was. She was a little excited, angry, and calmed down, she asked this question at my insistence. I don't know, I said, six miles deep. How deep does this represent, how far can only a submarine hear ultrasonic waves, I looked at the sea, and she looked too. At this time, only she understands me, like she is my submarine, in the deep sea, only she understands what I say. Then she seemed to face me, smiling.

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Extended Reading
  • Amani 2022-03-26 09:01:06

    It's just a set of movies that consume "youth", "romance", "new wave", "Gundam", "nostalgia" and "movie"

  • Jasmin 2021-12-17 08:01:12

    Youth is going to be stupid, and the fourteenth five-year plan is used to make bad fights and fall in love! How beautiful is the growth of the sea and seagulls

Submarine quotes

  • Oliver Tate: I took a photo of us, mid-embrace. When I am old and alone I will remember that I once held something truly beautiful.

  • Oliver Tate: I suppose it won't matter when I'm 38, but I'm upset about it.