Once Again

Jana 2022-03-27 09:01:05

So,
- At what point do I give someone a second chance?
- Who do I choose to help me get through difficulity times?
- How do I choose who to show my vunlunrability?
- How can I be sure I am authentic?

There is no way to go back, so once again, let us start it over. However, is it truly possilbe?

Remember?
The shooting star passing by when we were in enchanted rock. You were screaming, I was listening. You said there were some unknown things hanging around, I was listening. You hold my hands to climb up to the rock, I can feel the sweat. Wake you up in the tent, the sleepy smile. You throw those stones to the rock, sparkling everywhere.
Well, That is the past.

Now,
I am hiding from you, not too far away. I went to your restaurant, peeking you are working. I drove your car, and dropped the key in your mailbox. I check your status, and liked every movements. I am around, but I am hiding. Because I don't know what to do once I saw you, and I don't want to show my vunlunrability in front of you. This is not authentic, and I know it won't last long. But I do want to keep the memories. So I can only hide, hide, hide.

So,
Shall I go to your hometown, just say hi to your mom? Shall I just run away, run away? Shall I just pretend nothing happened?

I , I really wanna go home to see you, but I can not tell you. And I know every single step I took, I can not take it back. Just like a fool.

You, you really are unique, because no one else like you. How can we be together if we like the same person? The limited time we can spend together will be like a dream anyways.

Anyways, I will be strong again when i take my next move...
Good luck to both of us, Mr.M.
can't see who he wants to see, can't go when it's time to go, goodbye
Turn the page maybe we'll find a brand new ending

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Begin Again quotes

  • Dan: Don't you know anything about your father?

    Violet: Yeah.

    Dan: What?

    Violet: I do. I know what mom says.

    Dan: What does mom say?

    Violet: She says you're a pathetic loser.

    Dan: She says that affectionately.

  • Miriam Hart: No girls like her, she is distant, and basically the only people that want to hang out with her are older boys who want to fuck her.

    Dan: Oh really? And you find that a big surprise? You let her walk out of the house looking like, fuck, Jodie Foster from Taxi Driver.

    Miriam Hart: She dresses the way she wants to. And besides, any daughter who dresses like that only wants one thing.

    Dan: A pimp?