a random teenager's diary

Annamae 2022-03-24 09:03:55


When I was in junior high school, I read Wang Xiaoli's sentence ""resonance", it seems that only in the dark and twisted place will it really find its echo." Since then, my life has been filled with countless "she is so damn right" It 's

been more than half a year since I came to the United States. Although no one has treated me badly, it's still fun to communicate with everyone in school, but like rae, I really don't like it when I feel like I don't fit in with me. All kinds of dark thoughts spew out. Out of love, I imagine things are worse than the original. Many, many things are only willing to tell the diary that

probably everyone can find themselves in it. Most of the sympathy naturally comes from rae Because the radiant and beautiful girl is a handsome and sunny boy who probably won’t open a movie called Fei Rui The Crazy Diaries British drama after all there should be enough madness in their own life waiting for them to dismiss but most of us have a friend like chloe all around us. In rae's words
you have those friends and you think well. .if i met you now...well, i wouldn't even talk to you
but because we've known each other for such a long time, because we've got a history...
it's just.. i've always been in her shadow and i'm just.. i'm sick of it now

Met each other at their worst and grew up together but one is getting better and the other.. it's like just standing still I have a lot of friends like this in some relationships I'm the forward one in others I'm in the same place For almost all the old friends, we are on the verge of dying, not only because new is always better, but also because we have lost the most crucial part of maintaining friendship, common language, people we haven’t met for a while, and different life circles. Different even if you complain, you have to introduce the background of the characters for the first half of the day. We are not so busy

. In fact, one of
my Described as mellow and straightforward, like a ball, but there is a strange magic about her. As long as she is with her, you will feel at ease and make you want to tell her everything. The most beautiful boy in school is her buddy. The two of them are always together, so her circle of friends is full of "popular" people with good looks, good family background or good sports. She is very different from rae most of the time in that she never feels inferior to her. I feel like I'm no different from the popular people, even sometimes they need her presence to have fun. Then she had a fairly ordinary boyfriend. She didn't want to be moved by a scumbag. The next day she sent a message saying that the most beautiful boy confessed to her that he had had a crush on her for a long time, but because she had a sweetheart and was afraid of being rejected, she never said

it. Although I knew her unique temperament well, I was deeply moved by the news. I was deeply shocked. No matter what the difference between the two of them is, the difference between the two is too big. Besides, there are many boys who have suitors who choose her. I really can't understand why she chooses her.
What shocks me even more is that she turned the boy down and said that she has always only regarded him as her. What my friend likes is not his type of boy. Although he is lost, he still expresses that he is willing to be a spare tire. As long as he can be by her side
all the time
But then I kind of understood why everyone likes her so much, just like I'd love to spend time with her, she doesn't put any pressure on her appearance or IQ, and when you talk to her, she's always patiently and quietly listening. Agree with you Always stand on your side but can help you make plans and always take your business as your own The
most crucial point is that's how she is she's not trying to pretend to be something
else Why don't you like it

, but I can't be like her, because I'm not someone she doesn't like talking to me, I'll get impatient, even if a friend talks too much, I'll want to tell him to shut up. Hate and don't want to make a change that's how i am In dr.kester's words, other people either accept the real me, or they f**k

off There's nothing wrong though I hope one day I can actually accept myself laughing out in the mirror but if that doesn't happen, i'm still gonna be ok



I know the music in this show is great but not mine Routine but that doesn't stop me from liking it some of my favorite episodes of the

season
rae let chop help her down the slide
finn beat up the punks
all the scenes with archie (yes, i just have a different kind of obsession with
gays tix Apology to danny, punk,
tell other punks not to trouble rae

I heard that there is no tix sad in season 2

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  • Rae: I am a body dysmorphic without the dysmorphic. I am a bulimic without the sick. I am fat.