The years of love are exhausted, and we live in the ashes of the past for the rest of our lives

Alexandrine 2022-12-25 08:55:02

"On the Road" on the bookshelf attracted me in one fell swoop.
on the way. At that time, these three words were not used as much as they are now, so they were attractive enough. All things are too flooded. In recent years, China's tourism industry has become more and more prosperous, but people are not interested. The binding of the book is also the reason why I fell in love with it at first sight. When I fell in love at first sight, it was the face, and the name of the book and the binding were its face. The plain white cover, the book title and brief other information in black font, a lot of white space, everything shows to the outside world that this is a book with confidence, and a book with confidence does not need to be fancy, it only needs you to open it It's simple yet delicate cover, just listen to it slowly tell the extraordinary past events in a certain period of time.

The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn , burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
One sentence. Go straight to my heart.
I will only like one kind of person in my life, they are crazy and proud, live enthusiastically, they are destined to be extraordinary legends.
I only love legends. I need legends in my life without rules. I need them to summon the most primitive and true God of freedom in my heart, and I need them to ignite me to live passionately, passionately, and passionately.
The journey is only one of thousands of forms, and the indeterminate place and wandering in the heart are the common characteristics of legends. Because it is a legend, and because it is extraordinary, there is no fixed place to be found. All places to live can only be parasitized for a short period of time, whether it is a piece of land or a person's side.

I remember what Li Yapeng and Faye Wong said when they divorced, I want a family, but you are destined to be a legend. A clear sentence is enough. Everyone who spreads word of mouth on the Internet doesn't have to listen, it's all redundant. The ending is reasonable, not surprising enough, and even a little inevitable. How can a legend have a family, just like Dean in "on the road", the prodigal son's heart is unrestrained, enthusiastic and crazy, and the passion that bursts out anytime, anywhere is not like an ordinary person, even his wife and daughter can't be his stability The reason for coming down seems that no one can be the reason for him to settle down. Even if he works hard for this and restrains himself, it is obviously difficult. When he was running wildly and fast on the road, when he was dancing in the music and the noisy crowd, when he was having a good time with one person after another, he was already shocked by his ardently burning life. But how many people dared to do it so thoroughly, to live so desperately and desperately. Dare, it's just a simple word, he is qualified to say this word, none of us have. When we can't achieve the desired state of life, we will long for someone to do this, someone who can complete the dare in our hearts and live happily and enthusiastically. Therefore, we all love Dean, and we all love legends.

And he must also have times of despair. The mottled and fiery burning of life is desperate. He had tried to end himself with a pistol, and as he said these words, he trembled, his eyes filled with tears of grief, grief deep into his bones. It's not just him, everyone in "on the road" can't escape such despair, attempted suicide, hoarse voices, weeping, terrifying nightmares, all despair. And Mr. Vincent van Gogh ended his endless despair with a pistol. Close your eyes and it's heaven. In the golden world, death seems so peaceful and beautiful.
There are often times of despair in life. Pessimism is not the same as negativity. Pessimistic people will live enthusiastically and without regrets, while negative people will spend time sluggishly. In the process of seeing the essence of life, pessimism is a kind of vision. It's just that it is always covered up by people with overwhelming foreign objects, and the flashy and empty material world makes people more and more numb, and has a kind of unfounded optimism, which makes people numbly live in the outermost foam of the deep sea of ​​life.

At the end of the film, Dean was full of bitter and painful tears, and the sadness that he held back burst out. He tried his best to resist the urge to cry, and talked to Searle. After Searle left, the few people who murmured to his back. The sentence, Searle, I still love you, Searle, I still love you, I can't help but burst into tears.
This man, after all, is old, so old is so sad and unbearable, it seems that in an instant, all the years of love have been exhausted, and the rest of our lives have been lived in the ashes of the past.

"I came along the railway, the old long-distance train, the chairs were stiff, and I went through the railways, and suffered five days and five nights, just to see you."
This may be Dean's tragic ending . The last crazy thing done before the legendary years.

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On the Road quotes

  • Dean Moriarty: Hey Sal... I love you as ever.

  • Sal Paradise: The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.

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