Looking back on the past, it seems like a lifetime away, looking forward to the future, far away. There is a trace of unwillingness, but more helplessness. Weak people will always have various excuses to hinder their growth, bury their heads in the ground and live with peace of mind. When something happens, there must be a reason for it, and no matter how you deal with it, it's still at its own rhythm. More and more I can understand some deep-level things, and I don’t know the generalities like before, and I really feel the emotions that were once revealed between the lines. It's like gently stroking your lover's face with your fingers. At first, you are excited and have an unprecedented sense of mission. Later, you blush and heartbeat, full of all kinds of passionate reverie, and finally weeping and indescribable affection. The beautiful past can only be used to reminisce, and the memory is used to set off the desolation of reality. When you start to recall, it means that what you are living now is not satisfactory to you.
A restless mood will only keep you away from the truth. Blindly looking for someone to tell you will only expose your stupidity. When you think it's sincere, you don't know that it's a joke of emptiness. If you can't feel it, then tell it to yourself. There are so many cans in the world, different flavors, different packaging, different prices, but they all expire one day. I'm not saying which one is better than the other, it's just a matter of personal taste. How can saury understand the soft heart of pineapple, and pineapple can't experience the vastness of the sea. Different species, how to communicate?
When she left, she said she wanted to change the taste, and yes, there are so many choices for late-night snacks, not to mention her boyfriend, a good chef's salad, and fish and chips. The same is true of life. The reason why I feel unwilling is that I think too much of myself. There is no difference, so why stay strong. If you only see the glossy appearance, then the world should not be rancid. More and more I feel that life is rare, and it is rare to have endless stories like a book. Or, it's just superficial as I haven't been able to discover that wonderful part. A good movie deserves to be savored again and again, just like every other human being deserves our hearts and minds. I didn't realize it carefully, just because you couldn't calm down the anxiety.
I feel more and more the importance of hobbies. When I don't have anything I like, I am just a body without a soul. When I am lonely to the depths, loneliness becomes an armor that protects myself and isolates the world. Once you find what you want to do and understand who you want to be, let yourself change your taste. If you haven't tried it, how do you know if it's good or not?
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