"Young Doctor"

Beaulah 2022-03-31 08:01:02

In the middle of the snowy night, when the young doctor shivered and stepped into this clinic in the wilderness for the first time, the dim but warm lights in the house illuminated his side face, temporarily turning away all the coldness and warmth outside. Gloomy sweep away.

The portrait of the former doctor of the hospital hangs on the wall, squinting the young doctor sharply like a big brother. Above the bushy white beard, his eyes are as piercing as the cold wind outside. Mr. Leopold leopoldvich, the female assistant mentioned this long name again and again in a tone full of admiration and admiration. In the simple and outdated operating room, the photographer gave her a slight upward shot during her conversation with the young doctor. Ni's own height disadvantage, his answer, his various oolong justifications seem so naive and unscientific. When the young doctor puts on the white lab coat that Leopold often wears, the whole picture changes from warm to cool, desaturated blue-white tones, which first appeared before he entered the house, in the middle of the night, wind and snow and in the cold.

In this way, the young doctor started his first social work, the halo of "Fifteen Times Excellent" on his head gradually faded, and before he knew it, he was forced to change into a tight-fitting cap engraved with another person's name. The young doctor always had no choice - he was assigned to this "place where birds don't shit" by his superiors, he was expected to be the next Leopold by his loyal assistants, he was overwhelmed by the dying patients, and he took the responsibility alone After taking these, he suffered from stomach pain again. In response to this, the future self just turned around and downplayed "you'll get used to it" or "I'm a doctor, I have my own way", and eventually he was destroyed by morphine.

There are a lot of film and television works that use the two-line narrative of the past and the present, but people like "Young Doctor" who acquiesce in two time and space can talk freely, and even physical conflicts are rare. In each interaction, the same person, a rookie doctor with high ambitions and a drug addict who wasted his time, was a world of difference. I still remember that Teacher Xia Dongqi was very puzzled, "I can understand the words of medical students. Why can't the doctor recognize a single character?" What a profound question this is.

The teeth pulled out together with the gums, the pus splashing all over the face, and the bloody amputation operation, from time to time stimulate the dark and cold-colored shots, and the ignorant villagers have indifferent and stubborn faces, since the one who stepped into the hospital. The night was doomed to cover him, and a snow scene at that time was used repeatedly to connect the scenes, and the white snow cut off all connections between the young doctor and the world. Leopold, who had the same experience, sighed in his letter to the young doctor, "the world is sick, what good can a doctor do". He chose to give up the doctor and join the party and start a vigorous new life. The young doctor who has just settled down is planning to practice The lofty ideal of saving lives and helping the wounded all over the world naturally has no concept of leaving or giving up, or that he is too young and alone and has no one to rely on. The urge that occasionally ignites in his heart can be extinguished in a few words. He dragged his suitcase all the way. When he walked to the door, he still bowed his head and turned around. He chose to bury his revolution, career, and love under the snow. It was on that day that the young doctor began to suffer from stomach pains. Since then, the time and place are right and he has appeared in despair.

Does the rivalry between ideals and reality really end in complete defeat for the former? Not all. When many patients treated by the young doctor in his early years gathered in the hospital to thank him, their eyes were still ignorant but with warm kindness. The once stubborn opinion became full of trust. This is the core value of the doctor-patient relationship, isn't it? "Can be a little Leopold" A word is also the highest compliment a female assistant can give him...Unfortunately, the young doctor can no longer listen, because all this came too late, and no one greeted and helped him with sincerity when he was most vulnerable and in need of guidance. , until he paid a double price, both physically and mentally, for the realization of his ideal step by step, the reality was out of his control, and any feedback could no longer comfort and compensate for his weak body and empty soul. Despair takes root as he injects two tubes of morphine into the dying girl's veins, and instead of letting her struggle with morphine in pain, she should die. Later, the orange-yellow tones that appeared in the film reappeared, but they couldn't solve the bright and happy feeling anymore. It was only a symbol of the late sunset. The picture was soothing and calm. The modern "young doctor" curled up in the corner, enjoying Morphine conjures up the warmth of the sun.

The script is adapted from a novel. I don’t want to impose some sensitive practical significance on this magical story. The only thing I want to repeat is that this is obviously a story about a young doctor, but he never has his name. .

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