• Don't be sad, don't be impatient
• Calmness is needed in gloomy days
• Believe it, happy days will come
• Heart is always on the future
• Now is gloomy
• All is fleeting
• All will pass
• And the past
• will be fond memories
- Alexander Sergeyevich Pushkin's
life does not deceive us, but we can deceive our life with this poem. In this way, we can live relatively well, but even if we are just alive, life will still make jokes with you. It makes you think that the important things gradually become unimportant, and it makes you experience everything but Back to the origin, it allows you to travel far from the origin, alone.
So, we began to deceive our own lives, our organs were exhausted, our guns and arrows were hidden, we fought to the death, we struggled desperately. For the price of loneliness, loners, they are the real guerrillas in life, although they are the people around you, but the real loners do not let people see his purpose, the real loners are those After being deceived by life, the one who tries to deceive life - the lonely ghost.
Moreover, these people are not alone, because most of them are such loners now. There is no human anger in their eyes, only a dull sense of stupidity. They are always thinking about how to help themselves obtain benefits and how to get They can't stop extracting more benefits from their interests, just as they can't stop their only worthwhile actions as loners.
One breath of life, and this breath, to modern people, is "money". Today, there is no object that cannot be priced, including people. We are caught in the infinite desire to possess, which is the only reason for our existence. After possessing more material materials, we invite friends and bees to attract butterflies, hoping that the whole world will be happy with you; when you do not have enough When our currency is used to occupy these resources, we forbear, we suffer, we look forward to accumulating, and we tell ourselves the value of existence especially in society. In the face of social identity - money, we start to become crazy. This is the common point of loners. No matter how much money they have, everyone is the same, just as everyone is a loner.
When life plays the ultimate joke on us - cancer, we can no longer let it go. Of course, are the majority of cancer patients as old as white? No, in reality, the "old whites" are still forbearing, just as we all sympathize with the only old white, whoever sympathizes with him is a loner whose spirit tends to death. We endure, we look forward to the glimmering light at the end of the road, we magnify the scattered hopes again and again, the oppression of a loner lies in holding on to expectations to meet the daily despair, in the face of this despair, we comfort everyone who can comfort, but in fact , we really want to comfort ourselves the most, but we have hope of getting comfort from others, so the comfort we want starts to appear on TV, so we go crazy for "Breaking Bad" just because it ignites The most primitive and fiercely destructive personality in each loner's heart. We all want to be like Lao Bai, we all want to fight life like Lao Bai, that is an art that can only be made by romantic loners, we can't, because the loners in reality have a characteristic, a common characteristic - they Always envy the romantic loner.
We love criminals that are evil to the extreme, just because in reality we follow the rules, we love pure madness, just because we never break the rules, and we love legends in film and television, just because we are always mediocre. And Lao Bai, it is true that we find a point in our own mediocrity that echoes it. Why do we all sympathize with him, why we all want to forgive him, because we are also mediocre people who endure life, we have had enough , I am fed up with my own adherence to the rules, fed up with all the rules I dare not break, the spiritual victory method, the Chinese are indeed Ah Q, including me.
The only thing "Breaking Bad" does is tear your nerves, it's a story about desire, and in the fucking buzzword, it's a diaosi's counter-attack. Why do we like this story, this is the only answer I can think of, but the answer seems so simple now, because we are all mediocre loners, the walking dead in reality.
What is the story of "Breaking Bad"? A story of a man against the world, a story of a wild soul breaking free from its shackles, I prefer to call it the story of a romantic loner. I can't help but imagine myself in my 40's - a make-believe family, a make-believe salary, a past life, a burning will, hope is there, but it can't stand the slightest waves, a happy family, but can't Any turmoil left, only torture, tormenting your numb heart, until an unpredictable reason overturns your seemingly harmonious peaceful life. When a group of strangers face you and say a series of professional words, when family members blindly persuade you to go to treatment and life, it changes its appearance in an instant, and all we can do is to keep breaking the strings in our minds On, off, then tie, tie, and then off. Lao Bai was just tired of it, and he hasn't tied up since he broke up.
Compared with Lao Bai's loneliness, Jesse didn't care, because he had never been alone, and he had never experienced the fear of facing death. Before meeting Lao Bai, he was just entertaining his life.
Jesse has too much to let go, too many moral values, the biggest difference between him and Lao Bai is this, until the final betrayal, we want to ask why, but this is a question not worth asking, because Jesse has never He has not really become a professional drug dealer, he is just a gangster who can do drugs. Then, if we treat Jesse with the mentality of a punk, everything will be simple, and his own behavior can be explained, and we can't ask him to be as shrewd as Lao Bai just because he is Lao Bai's partner. In this little bastard, what we can see is the sad child.
Taking drugs, visiting prostitutes, and partying with friends can't wrap Jesse's loveless soul. Home is the biggest hurdle for him, and this hurdle gives him the greatest pain. Look at the women Jesse has dated, Jane, and Frank fucking, they all have a strong motherhood. Jesse is a child who lacks motherly love. directly found in the attitude. The desire for motherhood, respect for women and children, is actually the way Jesse wants his mother to treat himself. He treats others this way, but he hopes to get love from others. This emotional loss is very sad. There is no direct explanation, which inevitably arouses my reverie. Thinking about it now, Lao Bai hurt his most important love, not just his girlfriend, but what really hurts Jesse - the lack of family affection. For this reason, Jesse, as a stubborn gangster, can understand that revenge against Lao Bai, Jesse's love is not as simple as flooding, his love is because no one gives him the love he wants. However, the only two loves left him.
Life is like this, you can never get what you want, and what you get always seems so irrelevant. Life tears your heart and deceives your cultivation. In the end, you stand on the land of yellow sand and look back. All things are right and wrong, only panic and madness are left. The family can't understand what you're doing, and who are you talking to? The person you really value can’t understand your attention, but the person you really despise stabbed you. Life may be the guy who likes to joke the most. If you dare to resist, it is indeed futile to get it. The same, Lao Bai is like this, Jesse is like this, you and I are like this.
• If you dare to deceive life
• Don't be complacent, don't get carried away
• The days of cleverness always come to an end
• Believe it, life will give you a powerful counterattack
• The heart is always towards the person you care about
• Only now I understand that it is all about marrying others Clothes
• Of course, everything will pass
• And that past, I believe you will never want to recall
• Because a new life is waiting for you
• Don't worry, you'll just have to go back to the rules
- nicholas7788
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