So I cried when I saw the two little guys playing fireworks on the beach in the video, because I remembered the unvarnished sweetness I felt when you set me off, the sweetness that was decisive and irrefutable, we Walking in the dark alley with fireworks, the fire is beautiful, we can't see each other's faces, but that's not the point at all. At that time, I didn't have to care about whether there were stars in the sky today, because I was not lonely in my heart.
Today, four years later, I'm slumped on the bed in the plus-size T-shirt you gave me, with my youthful face in the back. I'm going to throw it away when I graduate, I don't know if I'll be reluctant, but I like this T very much. And I used to wear it every day to hang around the campus, which you may never know for the rest of your life. Maybe I remember the fact that you love me better than you, hahaha, don't sell me watches, girls are like this, the premise is that you have to convince her that you love her.
I have to say that memory is really a beast of a flood. You have to watch him rush over, too late to refuse, too late to think if it will be overwhelmed, and in the end you will be left with a down-and-out current you. So I think a lot about the fact that I think you love me. Traveled all over town to buy me a book and lost my bike, even now I forgot which book it was, but remember you bought an ugly bike with a back seat. When there are shameless teachers dragging the hall in the afternoon, buy me your favorite dinner, and when the aunt comes, bring me porridge. I remember that the sun was very bright that summer. I skipped class in the afternoon and went to Binhe Road to lie in the weeds and chat. When I got up, I was covered in bloodstains from the corpses of unknown creatures. Since then, the white school uniform has not been completely washed. It snowed very thickly in the winter of the third year of high school. I don't remember why. I only remember the creaking sound and the road that seems to never end. We walked one after another on the snow without footprints. It's strange, your clothes You can wrap me up, or your hands can make me feel a little warmer, but we actually walked in tandem on a snowy winter night without a sound. In winter, they will bring me a super-sized bottle of hot water between classes, and then I find that I always sleep in class. I haven't used it either. When I was at home a few months ago, the caterpillar you gave me to sleep was torn by my butt, and the white cotton wool inside was scattered all over the floor.
When the two protagonists were under the railway bridge, with the interlacing of light and shadow and the roar of the train, when the girl raised her polaroid and kissed the boy, I remembered myself who was sent home after class and stood in front of the iron gate. I bowed my head, like Say goodbye as usual, then you kiss my forehead down, I pause, then look up at you. You know I don't like looking up at you, you're too tall for me.
It was always easier to be sad when I was a teenager, but now I think sadness is a romantic thing, not empty, not boring, not powerless. At that time, I was always trying to challenge the bottom line between myself and the other party, and then enjoying the carnival before everything collapsed. It was not until you collapsed in front of my house, shaking, that you realized that you were completely unreasonable. However, it's good to be young, it's too early. Now, many years later, when I learn to love, I am trembling and gentle, but I still make everything bad. Only then did I know that this matter of love, even if you are trembling, you may not be able to handle it well.
If you know me, you will not think that I will remember so much about this relationship. You will definitely think that I am pretending to be a big-tailed wolf and nostalgic about the past. However, it is so strange that neither "To Youth" nor "Partners in China" can make me recall anything, and then on the second day of Children's Day, after returning from the southernmost part of Xi'an to the northernmost part, I was in the ancient city for a while. In the evil wind, I suddenly remembered my former self.
I don't know if I'm mature,
but I'm sure I'm older.
I feel shrinking.
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